Became an Academy Spearman

856. [Western Front] – Attribute Level 8 (132)

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ㅡDay 36 of the front line.

Some time has passed.

And even more than that, I felt myself changing. One by one, everyone returned to the barracks from the previous disaster and completed their physical recovery, and they were the enemies I knew.

So, on the first day, the platoon gradually regained stability, as if on enemy territory.

At the same time, I felt it again.

There are quite a few empty seats for one person.

Even if you don’t normally have contact or talk to each other out loud, it’s not an easy thing to think about when someone dies.

“Whoa.”

I let out a light breath and gently rubbed my eyes.

“… … “Is this the feeling of weight?”

As I mumbled in a daze, I felt like I wasn’t myself.

Lieutenant Leria has recovered his lost leg, and Ensign Roxanna has returned from the life-or-death crisis and is trying to look like her old self.

In addition, the platoon members who suffered various wounds all regain their daily lives.

however. Instead of getting my daily life back, I felt like I had become aware of a heavier reality.

Sreuk.

As I slowly wiped my face, I stared blankly at the moonlight shining inside.

And in that moonlight, a completely different person appeared.

A woman who was neither my lover nor anyone with whom I had a close relationship.

‘Anastasia… … .’

Even as I absentmindedly repeated that name to myself, I felt strange.

What she told me.

No, just another ordeal for me to overcome.

“Erosion of Eustea… … .”

By what principles and what principles.

I don’t know if his will will affect me.

He was already dead, and I didn’t know how much of an impact he would have on me, but that fact alone made my heart heavy.

Still, I thought it was fortunate that I learned what I needed to know a little earlier.

It was considered ‘sincerely’.

“So thank you.”

I muttered something to the point where I couldn’t help but feel grateful for Anastasia.

It must not have been easy to tell, but she went so far as to reveal to me a secret known only to the Empire’s leading figures, even while breaking her trust with the emperor.

What does that mean?

There was only one answer.

‘I guess I have become a person of considerable importance to her.’

As I thought about it, I nodded my head.

My last encounter with the nine apostles.

And just as Anastasia was about to be sealed for a moment, Anastasia must be feeling the same way as I threw myself.

“… “Because I need it.”

Just like I need Anastasia now.

Anastasia needs me too.

That’s how I understood our relationship.

She told me that even though she took the risk of breaking trust with the emperor, she now thought of it that way, as if we coexisted with each other and as if we saw hope in each other.

A risk I must prepare for.

And the trials to come… … .

“Whoa.”

Even as I took a deep breath, a strange laugh escaped me.

I don’t know.

I also wonder why I smile.

But no matter how hard I think about it, this reality doesn’t get any better. I didn’t even know I was unconsciously trying to laugh.

my heart

My body.

Rather than being scared, thinking that it is an ordeal that is too heavy and difficult to overcome… … .

You’re giving me a signal to help me overcome it a little easier.

I accepted my laughter that way now.

And now my heart is on the right track.

“It was like that back then too.”

When Anastasia told me a shocking truth, I put my will into words as if declaring to her.

That my heart will never break.

No matter what trials or what weight I have to carry in the future, I will never break down… … .

It was a way to express my feelings to her and at the same time a resolution to myself.

Sreuk.

Even as I clenched my hand tightly, I could feel my mana fluctuating.

ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ!!

A swarm of golden light bursts out at once and embraces me.

The openness that can unfold like breathing has now reached the point where I can unfold naturally with my own will.

last few days.

As I was solidifying my relationship with Anastasia externally, I did not neglect my training.

‘No, rather than training… … .’

It was close to ‘embodiment’.

It was a process of making a piece of the enormous power already within my body mine again.

Saaa… … .

I slowly calmed down as the golden airflow slowly subsided and my vision returned to its original state.

As if a heavy burden was lifted from my heart.

And as if I was slowly regaining my composure, I was able to face reality.

Anastasia’s appearance in the moonlight gradually fades. And then a being that only I know in this world began to appear and fill that empty space.

Although he had a manly face with thick lines, his eyes were wrapped in a strange mystery.

A man who is now a thing of the past and who will exist as an ordeal to me in the future.

“Eostea.”

I muttered the name and looked at him blankly.

The face I saw in my memory appeared strangely clear.

And I vaguely felt the impact he had on me. Back when I first realized the origin of power, he influenced me in many ways.

rapid growth.

Mental load.

An impulse of desire that is not like me… … .

If you think about it, Eustea’s erosion may already be in progress.

And I’ve already overcome it once.

“When I think about it, I can’t be more grateful to Azazel.”

Because of her, I was able to free myself from Eustea’s influence and choose a different path.

That way you can win.

Only then will Eustea be able to overcome the reality she was unable to overcome.

Because I judged myself.

Therefore, it was a very important ‘crossroads’.

Therefore, the road ahead was named ‘Crossroads of Destiny’.

“… … “The path ahead is the path that will save my life.”

I felt it again.

The destiny I must pioneer is a destiny that is bound to lead to my death.

Even the path I choose cannot be considered easy.

The crisis soon became an opportunity.

The decision I made to appease Azazel resulted in further straightening my ego, as if resisting Eustea’s erosion.

“It’s really amazing.”

Even as I thought about that, I started laughing again.

Azazel, who gave me a strange warning more than a month ago, still comes to mind clearly.

I still didn’t feel like I had completely captured her or that I was an ally.

Originally, he was a complete enemy, a being who must be killed to the extent that just seeing him would fill him with murderous impulses, but now he just feels like he can be treated calmly.

We don’t know when she will change her mind and turn to the nine apostles again.

Right now, we just have a strange stance, like neutrality.

“… … “There’s so much to do.”

My personal growth too.

The many trials that will come to me.

And the many relationships I have had with women.

And the immediate future I have to choose from.

Literally everything is unclear.

But I have to do it all.

The future I chose for myself and wanted for myself is now unfolding before me.

‘And now with these results… … .’

I had no regrets.

This is the path I chose, and this is the path I will take.

Even if I go back to the past, my choices won’t change.

My life was only the life I chose.

“… … okay.”

Even as I rationalized myself, I felt my heart that was trying to shake become more solid.

And now, on the contrary, positive aspects came to mind.

It wasn’t an ordeal that I had to overcome alone.

And not only am I growing, but there are also others who are strong enough for me to rely on.

“Because Anastasia is proof of that.”

The greatest hope of this empire lives on through me.

I had a clear influence on her, and even in this crisis that came again, I did my best to keep that spark of hope alive.

Additionally, the relationships I had with various women were ones I wanted because I liked them and wanted them.

I was happy when I was happy, and I have no regrets at all.

And right now, I don’t think that the future I chose or the future that unfolds for me is negative.

“Rather, it is ‘ideal.’”

The Karite I was trying to save is still alive and breathing, looking toward tomorrow, and even though there would have been numerous casualties and a collapse of the front lines in the original future, I prevented it.

It was all a result of my choices.

therefore.

Once again, I was standing at a crossroads.

“… .”

Even as I thought about it, a slightly relaxed smile appeared. The human heart was like a reed.

If you look at it negatively, it is infinitely negative.

If you look at it positively, positive results are noticeable.

I continued my thoughts and slowly opened my mouth.

“Status window.”

It was soon.

Right before I went through a huge change. So I had to check.

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Name: Han Cheon-seong

Gender: Male (20)

Title: The Awakening One.

Height/Weight: 185cm 77kg

Current continental influence: 177125

*[As continental influence exceeds 10,000, all details in the status window are displayed!]

*[Additional corrections will be given as continental influence exceeds 150,000!!]

(An additional 50% correction is applied due to huge influence.)

*The way forward [Light blooming in despair]

ㅡView detailed conditions.

*Ability level.

[Strength 81]

[Agility 87]

[Stamina 88]

[horsepower 88]

[Lucky 9]

[Resistance 5]

*Holding characteristics [1]

[Spear Lv.7 growth rate +99% (inheritance in progress)]

(Keyword to reach level 8 attribution: You must reach the state of divine singing unity)

(Suggesting growth efficiency due to continental influence: Increasing understanding of technology will have the greatest impact!)

*You are in a state of enlightenment about the origin of power.

[Ustea-style spearmanship (Myth grade)]

ㅡView detailed conditions.

*Skill [1]

[Sura Line Seven Style (修羅螺線七式) lv.4 growth rate – 95%]

-Form 1. Surana Spear (修羅螺線槍) proficiency – 89%.

-Type 2. Sura Ilyeolpa (修羅一裂破) proficiency – 70%.

-3rd meal. Asura seven kite proficiency – 41%

-Form 4. Surabi Heaven (修羅非) proficiency – 25%

…

-Form 7. It will be opened only after all achievements in Surana Seonchichik have been ‘completed’.

(Because you have reached level 7 of the attribute, additional corrections are applied regarding your understanding of the skill!)

*Unique properties [2]

[High Elf’s Mana Properties]

ㅡThe body’s natural recovery and maintenance power are greatly improved, and mana recovery is greatly increased by 80%.

[suppression]

-You can interfere with the principles and concepts of any force and suppress them.

(Currently the power to suppress is 25% of total mana)

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*

Changed abilities and additional options due to continental influence were confirmed.

Among the reasons for my abnormal growth, sudden changes in the status window also had a huge impact.

‘A 50% increase in growth rate… … .’

If it was an incredible perk, it was a perk.

But what I was watching wasn’t the growth-related part.

The right way to go.

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*[Light blooming in despair]

One of the Nine Apostles is targeting you, and another, greater threat is also being prepared.

-The ‘great path’ for one of the nine apostles is presented.

Open Information 1: The apostle who signed a subordination contract with the nine apostles, ‘Eucilia’, appears as an enemy.

Open Information 2: It is currently located on the Western Front and in the ‘Dark Zone’.

Open Information 3: When there is a moment of great crisis as a ‘wake-up call’, your body will react directly.

Open Information 4: Based on the will of a transcendent being, you have found your own way!

-Special information due to extremely high growth will be released!

[Remember that despair can soon become brilliant light]

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*

The details remain virtually unchanged except for the addition of ‘open information 4’.

And I also understood why it hadn’t changed.

“Shinchanghapil.”

I am only 1% short of reaching level 8.

That was my understanding of the window.

And now I was feeling touched.

“… … .”

As I gently closed my eyes, I calmed my breathing.

A slight laugh escaped me as I was deleting the status window.

“The window is… … “Just like me.”

When I broke the sealing ceremony, I had already greatly recalled Eustea’s memory. And based on that, I unleashed a power that I originally could not have dared to obtain.

And it seemed to be a clear success.

So there was only one thing needed now.

-Resolution for my spear.

Absolute belief in yourself and your spear.

Slurp.

“…….”

The moment I gently raised my eyes, an aura of supreme blue light intensely enveloped me.

ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ!!!