Chapter 13: Take care of it
The next morning, I woke up with a heaviness clinging to my limbs. The remnants of yesterday's exhaustion still lingered in my bones, but I pushed them aside.
I couldn't afford to dwell on fatigue. I had work to do, goals to reach, and dreams that weren't going to wait for me to catch up.
The first light of dawn filtered through my window, casting a soft glow over my room, and I let out a deep breath as I sat up in bed.
The sheets were tangled around my legs, a testament to the restless night I'd had. Dreams of wolves, magic, and Elara's voice telling me to be careful had chased me through the dark hours, but I was done being careful.
Today, I needed to be brave. Determined. Strong.
I swung my legs over the side of the bed, my feet hitting the cool wooden floor, and stretched, trying to shake off the lingering grogginess. The air in my room was cool and fresh, carrying the faint scent of herbs I kept by the windowsill.
As I made my way to the small bathroom down the hall, the house was still quiet, everyone else still wrapped in the embrace of sleep. The silence was comforting, a peaceful moment before the day truly began.
The water from the shower was a welcome relief, washing away the last traces of sleep and leaving me feeling more awake, more alive.
I let it run over my head, soaking my hair until it was plastered against my scalp, then scrubbed away the grime of yesterday's fight with the wolf, feeling the tension ease from my muscles.
The heat from the water seeped into my skin, and for a few moments, I allowed myself to simply enjoy the sensation, to let go of everything that had weighed me down.
When I stepped out of the shower, steam billowing around me, I felt renewed, the exhaustion replaced with a spark of determination. Elara would be watching me closely now, I knew that much. But that was just a detail, a minor inconvenience. I could handle it.
Back in my room, I towel-dried my hair and combed through the damp strands, my fingers moving with practiced ease. I decided to braid it today, to keep it out of my face while I trained.
As I divided my hair into sections and began weaving the strands together, I found a sense of calm in the repetitive motion.
My fingers worked quickly, creating a tight braid that hung down my back, neat and practical.
I dressed with care, selecting an outfit that would allow me to move freely, to fight if necessary. A fitted tunic in a deep green that matched the forest outside, its fabric soft and flexible.
Over it, I wore a leather vest that provided some protection without restricting my movement.
My trousers were made of sturdy material, dyed a rich brown, and tucked into knee-high boots that were worn but reliable. A belt around my waist held a small pouch for herbs and a sheathed dagger, more for comfort than anything else.
When I looked at myself in the small mirror by the window, I saw someone ready for whatever the day might bring.
Someone who wasn't afraid to face the challenges ahead. The girl who had been frightened and unsure was slowly being replaced by someone stronger, someone who knew what she wanted.
Breakfast was a cheerful affair, the common room filled with the sounds of laughter and chatter.
The younger children were already up, their faces bright with smiles as they devoured their meals. The smell of fresh bread, porridge, and honey filled the air, and I couldn't help but smile as I joined them at the table.
Elara was there too, her presence a calming force among the lively group. She caught my eye as I sat down, and there was a moment of unspoken understanding between us.
She was watching me, just as I'd expected, but there was no tension, no lingering anger from the night before. Only a quiet acceptance.
"So, Alyndra," one of the older children, Joren, said with a grin as he passed me a piece of bread, "how did the herbs fare after yesterday's battle?"
I laughed, accepting the bread and spreading a generous amount of honey on it. "Let's just say the herbs put up a good fight, but I managed to tame them in the end."
The table erupted in giggles, and I couldn't help but join in. It was moments like this that made me love the orphanage, the sense of family, of belonging.
After breakfast, I headed out to the garden, the air crisp and cool against my skin. The morning sun had risen higher, casting long shadows over the neatly tended rows of herbs and flowers. The scent of earth and greenery filled the air, a familiar and comforting aroma.
I knelt by the herb beds, checking the plants carefully, noting which ones needed more water or attention. As I worked, my mind wandered back to the wolf. I hadn't expected to encounter such a creature so close to the orphanage.
What had drawn it here? Was it simply hunger, or something more? The thought gnawed at me, a reminder of the dangers that lurked just beyond the safety of our home.
Suddenly, a rustling sound caught my attention, and I looked up, my heart skipping a beat. There, at the edge of the garden, was the wolf. The same wolf from yesterday.
It was smaller now, less fearsome in the daylight, but still, it was a wolf. Its fur was a mixture of gray and white, and its eyes, though wild, held a glint of recognition. I froze, unsure of what to do. The wolf stood there, watching me, its head slightly tilted as if it were curious.
Before I could react, Elara appeared beside me, her expression calm but alert. "It's alright," she said softly, placing a hand on my shoulder. "It's not here to harm you."
I blinked, surprised by her sudden appearance and her words. "But… it's a wolf," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.
Elara nodded, her gaze never leaving the wolf. "Yes, but it's also a part of this forest, just as we are. It came to you for a reason, Alyndra. Maybe it senses something in you, something it needs."
I stared at the wolf, trying to understand what she meant. The wolf took a step closer, its movements slow and deliberate, and I felt a strange connection, a pull that I couldn't quite explain. The fear that had gripped me before was fading, replaced by a sense of curiosity.
"Elara," I began, turning to her with wide eyes, "what do I do?"
Elara smiled gently, her hand still resting on my shoulder. "You take care of it," she said simply. "Just as you take care of the herbs. Show it kindness, and it will return the favor."
I swallowed hard, nodding as I took a hesitant step toward the wolf. It didn't move, only watched me with those intense eyes, its body relaxed but alert. I slowly reached out a hand, unsure of what to expect.
The wolf sniffed my hand, its nose cold against my skin, and then it did something I never would have anticipated it licked my fingers. A soft, tentative gesture that made my heart swell with a mix of emotions I couldn't quite name.
"You see?" Elara's voice was soft, filled with warmth. "It trusts you, Alyndra. And trust is a powerful thing."
I smiled, a small, tentative smile, as I knelt down beside the wolf, gently running my hand through its fur. It was surprisingly soft, and as I stroked it, the wolf let out a contented huff, its eyes closing briefly.
"Can I… keep it?" I asked, glancing up at Elara with hope in my eyes.
Elara chuckled, shaking her head slightly. "You can care for it, but it's still a wild creature, Alyndra. You must remember that. But for now, it seems to have chosen you. Perhaps it will stay for a while."
I nodded, feeling a strange sense of responsibility settle over me. This wolf had come to me, had trusted me, and I couldn't let it down.
Elara straightened, her expression turning serious. "I've decided," she said, her tone firm, "that you'll be allowed to go into the forest. But not too far. And you must take better care of this wolf. It's a part of your training now."
My heart leaped at her words, excitement bubbling up inside me. "Really? You mean it?"
Elara nodded, her eyes softening as she looked at me. "Yes, but be careful, Alyndra. The forest is dangerous, and you're still learning. Don't let your guard down."
"I won't," I promised, feeling a surge of determination. I would prove myself, not just to Elara, but to myself as well. I would take care of the wolf, I would train, and I would get stronger.