Chapter 8: LIFE BEHI D BARS, PART 2
As the days turned into weeks, I began to settle into a routine. I woke up every morning at 5am, and began my day with a series of push-ups and sit-ups. I then headed to the prison's cafeteria for breakfast, where I would eat a meager meal of oatmeal and toast.
After breakfast, I would attend a series of classes and programs designed to help me rehabilitate. I took classes in anger management, substance abuse, and vocational training. I also participated in counseling sessions, where I would talk to a therapist about my feelings and experiences.
Despite the challenges, I was determined to make the most of my time in prison. I knew that I had made a mistake, and that I had to pay for it. But I also knew that I had the power to change, to become a better person.
As the months passed, I began to notice a change within myself. I felt more confident, more self-assured. I had learned how to manage my anger, how to control my emotions. I had also learned new skills, like how to weld and how to fix cars.
But despite the progress I had made, I knew that I still had a long way to go. I was still in prison, still living in a world of concrete and steel. I still had to deal with the harsh realities of prison life, like the violence and the corruption.
One day, I received a visit from my lawyer. He told me that I was eligible for parole, and that I would be going in front of the parole board in a few weeks.
I felt a wave of excitement wash over me. I had been waiting for this moment for years, and I was determined to make the most of it. I spent hours preparing for the hearing, rehearsing my statement and practicing my responses.
Finally, the day of the hearing arrived. I stood in front of the parole board, my heart pounding in my chest. I took a deep breath, and began to speak.
"I know that I made a mistake," I said. "I know that I hurt people, and that I deserve to be punished. But I also know that I've changed. I've learned from my mistakes, and I'm determined to become a better person."
The parole board listened to my statement, their faces expressionless. I could tell that they were skeptical, that they didn't believe me.
But then, something unexpected happened. One of the board members, a kind-faced woman with a warm smile, spoke up.
"Jarad, I believe you," she said. "I believe that you've changed, and that you're ready to start a new life. I'm going to recommend that you be granted parole."
I felt a wave of relief wash over me. I had done it. I had convinced the parole board that I was worthy of a second chance.
A few weeks later, I was released from prison. I walked out of the gates, feeling a sense of freedom that I had never felt before. I took a deep breath, feeling the warm sun on my face.
I knew that I still had a long way to go. I had to find a job, a place to live, and a way to rebuild my life. But I was ready. I was ready to start anew, to leave my past behind and create a brighter future.
As I walked away from the prison, I felt a sense of hope that I hadn't felt in years. I knew that I would always carry the scars of my past with me, but I also knew that I had the power to heal, to move forward.
I took one last look at the prison, feeling a sense of closure. I knew that I would never forget the lessons I had learned behind bars, the lessons of resilience, of hope, and of redemption.
I looked up and saw My dad waiting for me...