I DIED AND WAS REINCARNATED AS ..... A GOD?

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"...mmm, what, what happened...where...where am I?"

Zandor commented when he woke up, his surroundings were very different from what he remembered, earlier he was in a meeting with the high command of his company, they were debating whether to start working with fusion energy to provide power to their machinery in the war that was going to start in a few years, when suddenly there was an explosion in the building, and soldiers came in through the window shooting.

"heh...hahahahahaha, so I was killed by those soldiers...but who would have sent them, if the board was highly secret...unless...a traitor..."

"¡¡¡¡AHHHHHHH!!!!"

"I was so close!!!!, a little more and I would have become the richest weapons manufacturer!!!! "

"are you done yet?"

"what?"

I was startled by a voice I heard, I thought I was alone here, well, at least I thought so as there was nothing around me, just infinite darkness, who could have spoken?

"Are you God?"

I decided to ask, although it was stupid my question, who else could be the one who was here, although I was an atheist most of my life, I used to believe there would be a heaven or hell, like those religions said, but it seems they were wrong, je idiots.

"are you done mourning your miserable death yet? "

"and for your information, yes, I am what in your world would be considered a God."

I heard his voice again, hey!!!! Who does this lout think he is to talk to me like that, I thought god would be more kind and benevolent as they put it. Wait and he said "in your world", so there are more inhabited worlds?

"sorry to disappoint you kid, but don't believe everything you hear."

Wait... is this...

"yes, I'm hearing your thoughts, remember, you're dead, and what I'm talking to is your essence, it can't have private thoughts, so what you think you're thinking, you're actually saying."

Okay, now I'm getting confused, just a minute ago I was alive, and now I'm talking to God? Urgh, it's giving me a headache.

"look Zandor, face it you've died, like other times you've died, you'll have to spin this roulette wheel, to see what you'll be in your next life..."

"wait a minute!!! what do you mean "other times"?!? so it was true about reincarnation?"

"Urgh, how I hate it when they ask these questions."

Suddenly I heard a click and a strong pain came to me, new information was being impregnated in my mind, apparently the Earth was not the only planet with life, there were more, too many, whole universes apart from the one where my world was, also in each universe there were souls, or essence as "god" mentioned. These applied the law of conservation of energy, having a fixed number of souls, these when they left their corporeal form entered a pond, which would take them to their next life, but then...why am I here, talking to god?

"because your past lives along with your current one sucked, I have to admit that at least in this one you made it far compared to the others that you didn't even last to adulthood."

Hey!!! while my life really sucked from the time I was born until I turned 16, it was uphill after that!!!!

"You think so? What about your friends? Or your family?"

Friends? family? who needs them, I love my solitude, I felt calm and peaceful.

"ohh boy, you can't fool yourself, I know you always longed to create a family, a good one, not like the one you got, full of abuse and deceit. I know you wanted to have friends, but you were afraid they would betray you as they once did in the past, that's why you decided to isolate yourself, to focus on work, and you did, even I was surprised by your advancement in the ranks of your world, from a useless orphan, to almost being the richest and most powerful man."

"Always with a lack of respect for authority, you really never change, huh, anyway, I'm getting too long already, you know, you have to spin the roulette wheel!"

Although somewhat angry I was, "god" was right, I always disrespected people superior to me, maybe that's why I got so far, because it irritated me that incompetent people were in a position superior to me, who worked his legs off working hard to get there. But that's behind me.

Now, approaching slowly I realize that the roulette was like the ones in casinos, or at least I think it would be like the ones in casinos, since I never went to one, they did not call my attention, and I had only seen them by the transmissions received in my Holo bracelet, this was a new generation device that allowed users to project holograms at any time and place. This bracelet was made of an ultra-light and resistant material, which allowed for greater comfort and portability.

It also had a built-in gesture recognition system, which allowed users to interact with the projected holograms, such as moving, rotating and scaling them, giving the illusion of having any object at their disposal.

It also had a news playback system, and any other program that was able to pay to allow its transmission on the network, but unlike them, this one had a silver color. I could see my reflection, apparently I am a sphere of some kind of fatuous fire.

I wondered what would touch me, numerous life forms were written in the roulette slots, some I knew, like humans, animals, androids... but there were many I didn't know, whispering lizard, cantankerous whale, there was even... a tree? Trees have souls, poor guy who would have gotten that.

I decided it was time, I thought I'd be more nervous, but I calmly reached what I think were my flaming hands forward to grab the lever... and pushed it hard. The roulette started spinning rapidly, seeing that this was going to last a long time I decided to ask god a few questions.

"hey, god?"

"what's going on Zandor?"

"seeing that there is this reincarnation thing, where did mankind get that heaven and hell thing?"

"do you doubt that? I thought you were an atheist?"

"well yes, I was, but being dead and in front of god gives me a new perspective".

"ahh, I'm getting tired of that "god" stuff, it's not even my name, you know, my name is Orion! And to answer your question, that was invented by humans, as always, people of high power had to keep the plebs under control, so they invented that heaven and hell thing as a reward or punishment for them to obey them."

"mmm apparently my theory wasn't that far off track, I knew that this bullshit about angels, demons, witches and other supernatural stuff was a lie"

"you are wrong about something, angels and demons do exist".

"What? But you said..."

"I told you that hell and heaven don't exist, but I can't take care of the whole universe alone, I'm not that powerful, that's why I needed helpers, and so I created the angels to be my troops."

"then the demons were also created by you?"

"...No..., it was another god who created them..."

"wait, there are more gods????"

"but of course, I didn't give you information about more universes, did you really think I controlled them all?"

"well, yes, I mean, I know that religion was a lie, but I believed that if there was a god, there would only be one..."

"well you see... wait, why does the roulette wheel keep spinning?"

Apparently "Orion" was going to explain something to me, but the roulette took our attention, it kept spinning, then it started to accelerate and spark.

"Is that normal Orion?"

I decided to ask.

"No it isn't!!!"

Suddenly god manifested a sphere around us to protect us from the sparks coming out of the roulette that increased more and more speed Is that what I heard in his voice was fear? It must be a very serious situation if "God" is afraid of something...let's hope everything goes well...