I really don't want to be reborn.

"You think you're in Saudi Arabia in the Middle East, and you want everything."

Kong Jing covered her mouth and chuckled. She thought Chen Hansheng was joking.

Chen Hansheng thought, who is joking with you? I'm a man who came out of Shura Field. My mother almost broke off relations with me for those two girls.

But this is a super secret, how can Chen Hansheng reveal it? He changed the subject and said, "Sister Jing, I have already told you about my past very frankly, you can also tell me about yours."

"Mine?"

Kong Jing didn't want to open this scar again, but she listened to Chen Hansheng's story first, and her nerves were a little numb after drinking, so she didn't hide everything in her heart like usual.

"Our era was still very simple. We didn't have a relationship in junior high school and high school, and we just held hands in college."

Kong Jing gently put down the teacup and spoke in a pause. Chen Hansheng knew that she was recalling and organizing her words.

"I didn't start a relationship with my first love until my junior year. After two years of campus romance, we were both assigned to work in a bank after graduation. Although the job was boring, it was very stable for me. However, he always wanted to go abroad."

Chen Hansheng nodded. The craze for going abroad was a feature of that era.

"He made a lot of efforts to go abroad, and of course he succeeded in the end. I waited for him to return home after completing his studies and get married, until one day I suddenly received a call."

Kong Jing sighed deeply: "He called me and told me that he was going to get married, with a foreign woman, so that he wouldn't have to wash dishes in a restaurant every day."

"Later, I also left the bank, because the bank had a fixed salary. At that time, I thought that if I had a lot of money, I could give him more help, and he would not marry another woman." Kong Jing said quietly.

"More help?"

Chen Hansheng caught the key point and asked tentatively: "Did Sister Jing sponsor a lot of his tuition for studying abroad?"

Kong Jing was silent for a while: "At that time, I just graduated and my monthly salary was 300 yuan, and I only kept 30."

Chen Hansheng thought that this was a lot of effort. Who would have thought that the mature and dignified Kong Jing had such a relationship before? So wine is still a good thing. People with stories should not drink too much.

"Do you still hate him now?" Chen Hansheng asked.

Kong Jing smiled and shook her head. This smile contained too many things, including sadness and pain, as well as tolerance and understanding, which eventually turned into the precipitation of time.

"I don't hate him anymore. In fact, I almost forgot what he looked like except for some fragments that I remember clearly."

Kong Jing finally said with a smile: "I just regret it a little, because after I joined Shentong, I was too busy to have time to fall in love, except for a few blind dates during the Spring Festival."

"With Sister Jing's conditions, the conditions of the blind date should not be bad. Those whose family conditions are lower than that of the brigade secretary are embarrassed to enter your door." Chen Hansheng said.

Kong Jing also smiled and said: "You underestimate me. When I was 25 to 27 years old, the deputy county magistrate once asked someone to matchmake for his son. Now it's not possible. I'm over that age."

This sentence seemed to touch something, and the two of them slowly quieted down. One held the water cup in a daze, and the other looked at the curtains in a trance.

This situation often occurs when chatting, in fact, it is not just two people. Sometimes a room full of people were talking enthusiastically just now, and suddenly became quiet for some reason.

Generally speaking, someone said something embarrassing, and others didn't know how to respond.

For example, when a table of people are eating, someone praises today's dishes, especially the pig intestines; the second person says he will come often in the future; the third person says he wants to pack a portion of pig intestines to take home.

At this time, you suddenly say: "In fact, these pig intestines cannot be washed clean, so they are soaked in vinegar and cannot be eaten too much."

Pig intestines cannot be washed clean, and what you said is also correct, but the timing of the performance is not appropriate, as if deliberately making things difficult for the entire environment.

The environment is actually a mirror. If you make things difficult for it, it will react back on you, so no one will respond directly.

In particular, the environment has a resonance feature, that is, if everyone stops talking, then I will not talk either, and the group will begin to be silent.

The second reason is that something touches everyone's mind.

Tonight, Chen Hansheng and Kong Jing belong to this situation. Both of them are reminiscing about their fleeting years. This is not something to worry about.

The third reason is that some comrades want to stir up the atmosphere, but the topic they throw out is too blunt, the turning point is not enough, the atmosphere is not heated up, and it becomes the king of cold scenes.

Some people are timid. They wanted to speak up and the topic was interesting enough, but when they saw that everyone was silent, they thought about it and swallowed the topic back.

As a result, when others raised the topic and won the support of many people, they laughed and regretted it. This kind of people is more like Wang Zibo.

In short, the main reason for the cold scene is that they are not thick-skinned enough and have insufficient experience.

This kind of thing does not exist for Chen Hansheng, because he can still pat his butt and leave: "Sister Jing, it's getting late, then I'll go back first."

Kong Jing raised her head: "Okay, go to bed early, and go back to Jianye after breakfast tomorrow."

After Chen Hansheng left, Kong Jing sat silently for a while. Although she was still beautiful in the mirror, her eyes were haggard after drinking, and her spirit was not as good as when she was in her early 20s.

"A woman is like a flower. Without the nourishment and care of love, she will wither sooner or later."

Kong Jing thought silently in her heart, and suddenly heard the doorbell of "Ding Dong, Ding Dong".

"Who is it?"

Kong Jing walked over and called out.

"It's me, Sister Jing."

Chen Hansheng is back again.

Kong Jing opened the door: "What's up, Hansheng? Did you forget anything?"

Chen Hansheng took out the milk and said with a sincere smile: "I almost forgot to warm the milk for you."

He handed the milk over and went downstairs. Kong Jing looked at Chen Hansheng's back and the warm milk in his hand, and her eyes began to become complicated.

"After I came out of the bank, I don't know how many men wanted to force me to drink, but this was the only man who remembered to warm the milk for me."

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The next morning, Chen Hansheng and Kong Jing had their own breakfast and returned to Jianye. Along the way, the two seemed to have forgotten what they talked about last night. In short, no one mentioned each other's emotional life.

However, some things are actually known to each other, and the change in the relationship seems to be a natural result, but this mature man and woman pretended not to realize it.

Kong Jing has too many concerns, and because of her age, it is not very realistic. At this time, unless Chen Hansheng is determined to pursue her, it will still be a mirage;

Chen Hansheng did it for business reasons. Although he flirted with Kong Jing, he still didn't think about having anything with her.

"It's just a mirage, flirting is not legally responsible."

Chen Hansheng thought to himself, unless Kong Jing can help me work one day, then I will be responsible after flirting.

After entering Jianye, Kong Jing said calmly in the co-pilot: "I have time in the next two days to invite the franchisee from Xianlin to have a meal, you can communicate with him about the cooperation model of Rocket 101."

"Thank you, Sister Jing."

Chen Hansheng hurriedly thanked, which was equivalent to matchmaking, and finally formed a cooperation model like that with Zhong Jiancheng in Jiangling University Town.

"A Hong Kong movie "Infernal Affairs" will be released in a few days. Do you want to go and watch it together?"

For some reason, Chen Hansheng started to flirt with her.

"Well, it depends on the time."

Kong Jing did not agree immediately. She always felt a little awkward.