It is Easiest to be Obsessed by Everyone

Does that even make sense? 

A girl with the looks of a top-tier actress had never even kissed at the age of 20? 

It would make more sense if I had died from cervical cancer instead of testicular cancer. 

Anyway, as soon as our hands touched, all this information about her suddenly appeared. 

The miracle that granted my wish. 

The miracle that put me in the body of this incredibly handsome guy who had everything yet he wished to die. 

Could it be because of that power?

“… Oppa?”  

Jung Hyena kept glancing at me anxiously.  

[Basic Libido: F]  

[Affection for You: S]  

What does this mean?  

Low libido, but high affection for me?  

First, I needed to figure out how to use this message window.  

Maybe because I came back to life, but I was suddenly starving.  

The moment I took a bite of the burger, my hunger grew even stronger.  

I devoured one in an instant and was about to start the second when I felt a deep gaze on me.  

I glanced over and saw Jung Hyena smiling brightly at me.  

This was driving me crazy.  

A girl that pretty was looking at me like that.  

I’d never even imagined something like this, so I had no immunity to it at all.

“Hyena… No, Jung Hyena.”  

“Even the way you eat a burger looks like CGI, Oppa.”  

… Uh, right.  

“Do you want some too?”  

“No. Just watching you eat makes me full. Please eat a lot.”  

“Uh, okay.”  

As I took a bite of the second burger, Hyena stifled a giggle.  

She looked like she was trying hard to suppress her laughter and found it all very amusing.  

“What’s so funny?”  

“Sorry. The way you eat is just so cool that I couldn’t help it.”  

This was overwhelming; I felt like I might choke from the pressure.  

After forcing myself to eat, I cleared my mouth with some cola.

“Do you know why I’m here?”  

“What do you mean?”  

“Well, the thing is, I don’t remember much besides my name.”  

“What?”  

“When I woke up, everything felt unfamiliar. I don’t even remember what kind of person I was.”  

She was the girl Chang-woo desired to be the first to find him dead.  

That must mean he trusted her, right?  

I recalled the message I sent yesterday.  

[Me] Exactly 4:30.  

It was a curt reply, but she appeared like the most reliable person in this situation.  

“Oppa, what do you mean? You don’t remember anything? Suddenly? Just like that?”  

“Yeah. Exactly.”  

“You’re testing me again, aren’t you? Just like other girls, you want to see if I’ll take the bait and make a fool of myself.”  

Chang-woo, Lee Chang-woo, what were you normally like?  

What did you do to make her trust you so little?  

“You promised, didn’t you? So there’s no need to test me.”  

“Promise? What promise did we make?”  

“Ah. Oppa, really.”  

She appeared like she was about to explode from frustration.  

Ironically, seeing her getting so worked up was what felt most familiar to me.  

Right. I was not used to someone that pretty watching me eat with such happiness.  

“Jung Hyena. The truth is, I tried to kill myself.”  

She was startled and jumped.  

“What? Why would you try to die, Oppa?”  

“I don’t know either. When I woke up, I didn’t remember anything. Not a single thing. I only knew my name by looking at my ID.”  

“How can that be…?”  

“Look, just take a look at this.”  

I showed her the torn-up pill packets.  

I showed her over a dozen empty packets, so surely, she’d believe me now…  

“I told you I’d keep my promise. Please don’t do this.”  

She didn’t believe me. Now she appeared like she was really about to cry.  

Her big eyes were filled with tears, too big for her small face, and it made my heart soften.  

But seriously, even after showing her evidence of a suicide attempt, she thought I was testing her.  

Lee Chang-woo, you really…

“I don’t know why I tried to kill myself either, but when I woke up, I didn’t remember a thing. I only knew my name was Lee Chang-woo by looking at my ID.”  

“Oppa, please.”  

“I’m serious, so please believe me. I’m frustrated out of my mind. Was I like this before? Testing people and driving them crazy?”  

“…”

“So that’s how it is. Wow, I can’t just cut open my chest and show you my heart.”  

Jung Hyena’s expression started to change. After hesitating a few times, she carefully asked.

“You’re really not testing me right now, right?”  

“I’m really not.”  

“But I have no way to believe you. This isn’t the first time you’ve tested me.”  

“What have I tested you on?”  

“You don’t remember. Oh right, this could be a test too.”  

“I’m telling you, it’s really not. Honestly, I don’t even know who you are. Are we dating or something?”  

Jung Hyena’s eyes widened. She covered her mouth with both hands and stared at me.  

Why is she reacting like that?  

“Dating? How could you say something like that? Oppa, do you really have no memory?”  

She didn’t believe the dozens of empty pill packets, but she reacts like this when I ask if we’re dating?  

“Is that something the old me would never say? Did I say something totally ridiculous?”  

“This is so weird. That’s something you would never say, even as a joke.”  

She appeared a bit shaken.  

She hesitated, tilted her head, then suddenly her eyes sharpened as she gazed at me.  

She had the look of someone who had made a firm decision.  

“If you do this, I’ll believe you when you say you’ve lost your memory.”  

“What is it?”  

“Kiss me.”  

“…”  

“You can’t, right? See, this is another test.”  

“No, it’s just that… we’re not in any kind of relationship, so does it make sense to kiss just to prove I’m not lying?”  

“If you’re not lying to test me, then you wouldn’t kiss me, right?”  

“What exactly was our relationship? No, what kind of person was I?”  

“Prove to me that you don’t remember. Until then, I’ll think you’re just testing me.”  

I could see she was very nervous.  

I didn’t know what that nervousness entailed.  

[Special Note: No sexual experience. No kissing experience]  

Am I seriously about to kiss this pretty girl in such an absurd situation?  

If a dating sim had this kind of difficulty setting, it would be slammed as being boring and ridiculous.  

“You can’t do it, right? See, you’re just testing me again…”  

I suddenly pulled her shoulder toward me, cutting her off mid-sentence.  

My heart pounded as if it were about to explode.  

The shoulder in my arms felt so delicate, as if it would break with just a little pressure.  

Her small, pale face was so beautiful that it felt wrong to even compliment it.  

It was amazing how such delicate features were so perfectly sculpted on such a small face.  

“A-Are you really going to do it?”  

“Go ahead.”  

“Are you sure? Are you really sure?”  

“I said go ahead.”  

Her voice had grown so small, that it was barely a whisper.  

It was the first time I’d ever held a woman in my arms.  

Not knowing where to place my hands, I fumbled around her shoulders and accidentally touched her bra strap.  

Reflexively, I moved my hand lower and felt her slim, firm back.  

“You can’t do it, right? See? You’re just…”  

I stopped her with a kiss.  

The first taste of a woman’s lips was… How to describe it? It was soft. 

The gentle scent of shampoo brushed against my nose.  

Her eyelashes trembled, and her eyes slowly closed.  

It felt like I might burst from holding my breath. I couldn’t breathe.  

Is this really happening?  

Am I really kissing such a beautiful girl?  

“Mm…”  

A soft hum escaped her nose, making my heart beat even faster.  

I held Jung Hyena tightly in my arms, my hands gripping her shoulders and waist.  

Hyena opened her arms and wrapped them around my back.  

For some reason, I felt like I might cry.

Thank you, status window. 

Even if all of this turns out to be my last dream before dying, I won’t hold a grudge.  

“Ah, oppa…”  

Before we knew it, we were standing with our bodies pressed against each other in a tight embrace, and our attention lay solely on the kiss.  

What could I say about my first kiss with a beautiful girl?  

It felt like sucking on a sweet ice candy that wasn’t cold.  

Other than that, I couldn’t think of a better way to describe it.  

It was just sweet. It was good. It was incredibly good.  

Why did it feel so good?  

Was it because it was my first kiss?  

Or was it because it was my first kiss with such a beautiful girl?  

“Haah, haah…”  

As I pulled my face away for a moment, Jung Hyena’s face was completely flushed.  

The way she shyly avoided my gaze was unbelievably adorable.  

I deliberately moved my head to make eye contact with her, but every time, she desperately looked away.  

Ah!  

Now that I thought about it, I felt a surge of energy below.  

It was a sensation I had forgotten for so long.  

I almost felt like crying from the fullness that replaced what had once been an emptiness inside me.  

“So you believe me now, right?”  

“I-I believe you. You really have lost your memory.”  

“I told you so.”  

Damn.  

I spoke out of awkwardness.  

I want to keep kissing her, but did I just ruin the mood?  

Can I just keep going if I close my eyes and push forward?  

But how should I know what to do as someone who died a lifelong virgin?  

Still, I kept her awkwardly in my arms.  

Jung Hyena wasn’t loosening the grip of her arms around me either.  

So, I used that as an excuse.  

[Special Note: No sexual experience]  

had disappeared.  

A strange emotion washed over me.  

I took the first kiss of such a pretty girl.  

She was already breathtakingly beautiful, but now she looked like a goddess to me.  

“Hyena, I’m curious about something.”  

“Yes, oppa.”  

She didn’t get startled anymore when I didn’t use her last name.  

What did it mean when Lee Chang-woo called her without her last name? Usually, using a last name means you’re angry.  

“What is our relationship?”  

“Well…”  

“Did I like you?”  

“I don’t think… so?”  

Hyena’s voice sounded a little sad as she said that.  

She hugged me tightly, burying her face in my chest.  

The fragrant scent rising from her soft body made my blood boil even more.  

“I like you a lot, oppa.”