chapter 5
5 – Episode 5 – Home in the Heart
John Nursery.
The director’s baptismal name embedded in the name allows us to know the director’s manly naming sense.
Well, they are not men, but if they have passion, they are all real men.
Passing through the main gate of the orphanage, I saw familiar faces.
Could it be a link to the previous world? Is this what it feels like to come home? I feel like my mind and body are at peace.
I said hello to the children playing in the yard. These guys are from a reverse world and nothing seems to have changed. cute children.
I exchanged greetings with the staff I encountered and went up to the director’s office.
Even though it’s not that big of a building, the atmosphere is crowded with staff, children, and even volunteers walking around.
Some volunteers were surprised and anxious when they saw my face.
sh*t. right now i’m from here I don’t know, so I can’t say anything about it.
When will I get used to that kind of reaction… … it will work out somehow.
When I open the door of the director’s office and enter, I see a middle-aged woman who feels that she has lived a hard life. Director. They are like my parents to me.
“Has Yuhan arrived? Can you sit there and wait a bit?”
I didn’t think that falling into the reverse world was bad. It’s like a big change came to my life that I didn’t see much.
Even so, I didn’t like the feeling that I was the only other person in the world, that I was the only stranger.
Who can understand what it feels like to be a human apart from the world?
but. I didn’t feel that way in this space. comfortable and stable
The conversation with the director did not last long. I want to talk more, but the director seems to be busy with work, and in fact, since it’s only been a week since we last saw each other, we haven’t had much to talk about. I can’t even say that I came to the reverse world. I want to tell you that I started broadcasting on the Internet after the broadcasting got bigger.
elaborate What I do is always the same. I play with young children and give a little counseling to older children, such as whether school life is worth it.
When I play house with the little ones, I feel complicated… When the golden sun gets involved in a house play set in a happy family…
It was a bit strange to hear boys talking about makeup or girls blushing at me.
Well, wouldn’t that be a reverse world?
After meeting the children for a while, they are now at the back of the nursery school.
I see volunteers doing the laundry. Among the volunteers I met while wandering around the orphanage, there were quite a few familiar faces, but the people here are all new faces.
four people. Two men are resting on the bench next to it, while two women continue to hang out the laundry. In fact, volunteers sometimes goof around, but I think it can happen. As long as the work is done well,
Also, who knows, the two resting men might have been working hard just a moment ago. Whether those people are resting or not is none of my business.
I approached it There is nothing wrong with being close to the volunteers, and there were cases where some of my close friends continued to volunteer, so I wanted to make friends.
“Hello. You’re having a hard time.”
said with a smile. Now, the golden sun style painting method does not come out again. I don’t know what mechanism it is, but… Well, I wish I could have said it well now.
It feels like only one corner of the mouth has gone up, but it must be because of my mood.
Two people on the bench look surprised.
It was a scary expression, but did you mistake me for an employee? The staff said it was so scary to come.
I waved my hand like it was okay.
“Let me help you. I’m guessing you’re new to me?”
“Ah… hello. Are you an employee…?”
“Phehehe… I don’t know? An employee?”
Saying vaguely, he naturally picked up the laundry from the washtub and hung it out. Light jokes lighten the mood.
As I approached, I saw the female volunteer’s face blushing, perhaps because she was embarrassed.
“I’m from here. I come every Sunday and help out with some work. Is this your first time here?”
“Yes… Yes! I need to fill up my volunteer hours…”
“Huh… A lot of college students come for that reason.”
They have casual conversations and dress together. As expected, the awkwardness disappears quickly as we suffer together. Although it seemed like he was stuttering when he looked at me sometimes.
I hear birds chirping and chirping.
The midday sun illuminated the clothes hung on the clothesline.
The weather might be slightly hot, but I felt cool because the water splashed on my clothes.
A peaceful Sunday lunch.
Feeling better for nothing, I smiled and sang a hum song.
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Women compete for men.
How much effort does a woman have to make to date a man? Even if it is unfair, it is an unavoidable reality.
‘sister. Would you like to volunteer with me on the weekend?’
It’s a good sign that a man and a woman who have a fling go to volunteer work together. Isn’t that how the thumb develops?
of course… I was very sad when I heard that we were not going alone, but with two other friends…
Even when I was just resting after leaving work to two women, I felt very sad…
Yes, I think this is a relationship between a man and a woman!
no.
I thought this was a male-female relationship.
Until I saw Yuhan.
When he smiled and spoke to me, I couldn’t think of anything.
no. I just thought that I needed to manage my s*xual desire well.
His alluring appearance, decadent atmosphere, and body that can be said to be beautiful through a white tee.
I don’t know if that’s the end, but I think it’s strange that I’m not bewitched as she smiles and smiles.
It’s ugly, but… Just looking at his face made him feel wet.
The friend who was hanging out together is in a situation where he can’t come to his senses.
Naturally, Yuhan and I had several conversations.
It feels like eyes are flying from the bench…
What does it have to do with having a nice guy? If you live as a person, you can have a little conversation with a guy. This isn’t about cheating on someone, it’s just healthy communication.
however… It would be rather hard work, but on such a peaceful day, in such sunny weather, men and women are comfortably hanging out their clothes while conversing…
Like a ‘couple’… Isn’t it like…
I am delusional about the person I met for the first time today, so I feel embarrassed. Come to your senses.
When I chatted with Yuhan, he seemed to be a really gentle and nice person even though he sometimes puts on a bloody expression. What am I doing?
When I look around, I see Yuhan with a really clear smile. Yuhan’s sharp eyes are gently curled. Yuhan’s eyes shine brightly in the sunlight. Yuhan’s hum is heard through the wind.
I honestly think I’ll fall in love with it. Will I ever meet this man again?
no. I don’t have him! My first dated boyfriend after college!
took heart I’m not that much of a gold digger. It’s just because Yuhan is handsome. Because women are the kind of people whose eyes roll only when they see a handsome man.
I just had a bad thought for a second.
… Why was my head slightly lowered? I shouldn’t have done that.
You can see that Yuhan’s chest is wet with water from the laundry.
no this is a foul I did too. Really.
“Huh?! My nosebleeds?!”
Yuhan holds my face with a surprised expression.
That worried expression was for me.
Yuhan’s chest is reflected in front of my nose.
I think I got more nosebleeds.
ah. I don’t even know anymore
just so happy
Did you say you come every Sunday?
… I have to come by myself next week.
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what was it
Was it because I was in a bad mood?
I recall her sitting on a bench resting from a nosebleed.
He even had a nosebleed, but he is such a strange person to make such a happy expression. They say you should make good friends… Have I misunderstood the person? It was a bit scary because I was laughing while bleeding.
On the way home from work later than usual.
It’s like I’ve been working all day, but honestly, I’m very sorry.
I think I miss a place that calms my mind more because this week has been so big.
But you can’t just pursue comfort forever.
Didn’t you also come up with a new goal of making internet broadcasting a success?
have to go back Shouldn’t we be preparing for tomorrow’s broadcast now?
The subway heading home is quite quiet.
It is said that men in this world sit with their legs narrowed when riding the subway.
I think it’s because the silhouette of ‘it’ can be revealed when you spread your legs… To be honest, I didn’t understand until now.
But after riding the subway this morning and evening, I understood it to some extent.
I looked at my ‘it’, Alfred.J.Alexandros III (cock, 23 years old, virgin).
My alter ego, which I was sure was above the average Korean male, changed after becoming the body of Taeyang Geum.
The same size as the top 1% of Korean men.
I still get a surprise every time I shower.
When I become a golden sun, there is a general change in my height, so I have a feeling that my pants are slightly tight, but since I have a big object, I should say that the mound is reflected in my pants…
Even though I was sitting discreetly like a man from the world of reverse, I could feel the glances staring at me.
Howawawatashi is to be a maminist. This is gaze rape.
hmm. It seems to be the limit now.
From a while ago, Taeyang’s instinct had been shouting for him to spread his legs comfortably. If you care about other people’s eyes, you’re not a golden sun, right?
To be honest, I don’t know what it means to sit with your legs narrowed even with reverse filtering. It has to be revealed to be like me, or how much is revealed.
I think it’s a different feeling than wearing a skirt and spreading your legs.
I do not know. I don’t even want to care anymore
The feeling of freedom you feel when you open your legs.
This is the joy of living life.
His gaze became stronger than before.
There aren’t many people in the subway, but there are a few women staring at me. this is so… . When I make eye contact and glare at her fiercely, she immediately closes her eyes, but she looks at me again for a moment.
Another 30 minutes to go… That’s right, it’s not that you’re worn out just by looking at it, just watch it to your heart’s content. i need to sleep
If they sent me around the reverse world, I’d have to bear this much.
The evening of the week since I came to the reverse world.
I fell into a light sleep thinking about tomorrow’s broadcast content.
As I went to sleep without paying attention to others, somehow I felt comfortable.