My girlfriend from the reverse world expects me to be a Netorare

When told not to apologize, Cha So-young instead lowered her head and expressed her guilt.

'In the previous world, Soyoung… no, let's say she made her girlfriend pass out with sex… '

As I thought about the difference in positions in the world of 'Gender Reversal', I gradually began to understand why Cha So-young looked so gloomy.

In the past, wouldn't it be safe to say that the man forcibly suppressed his girlfriend and committed rape or something similar to dating violence?

I don't know what a man feels like when he sees his girlfriend covered in the wounds he caused her after their affair. In this 'reversal of gender' world, you may never know for a lifetime.

But the pain and guilt that comes from hurting someone precious would be the same whether it's a 'reversed gender' world or the previous world.

'Words alone won't do it.'

Even though Cha So-young knows that I am a man and not a 'man', Cha So-young is also a girl who was born and raised in this 'gender reversal' world.

No matter how much I am a man who is not a 'man' and how passionately I claim that I am no longer in pain, it would be difficult to just ignore it as if I were seeing a man or a woman getting injured while exercising.

If that's the case, we need to use a different method. We need to relieve Cha So-young of her guilt in a different way, rather than just saying it's okay.

"No. When I think about it again, I'm still angry. Huh? Soyoung. Can I be angry?"

"You don't need to ask me for permission. It's natural to be angry."

Cha So-young raised her head and answered.

Even though he said he was angry, he answered well, so it seems he is not cowering inside, consumed by his own emotions.

I snapped my fingers a couple of times, as if I was hitting a drum with my middle finger.

Fortunately, there was no residual discomfort. There was a red handprint on my wrist, but it seemed that the force was less because I was pressed down on the bed.

"Put your head close to it. Okay. Stay right there. Don't move."

For a moment, Cha So-young's expression showed a questioning look, but she quickly erased it and followed my words.

If I try to brush it off as nothing happened or pretend to be overly excited, it will have the opposite effect. It's not like she's a kid, and Cha So-young won't think, "Wow! I guess it's okay now!" when she sees me like that.

Tack-kong!

"Huh?"

Knock knock! Knock knock! Knock knock!

"Jaehuk?"

… What is this? He got hit hard, and he got hit by surprise.

Even though her forehead was red from being hit four times, Cha So-young endured my beatings without any reaction other than a slight groan from the first hit.

The three rooms behind me slightly lowered their gazes as if they had anticipated what I was going to do. It seems like they had thought of quietly taking my slaps, but had not thought of pretending to be in pain and responding.

Of course, he only talked in his head and showed a serious expression on his face.

"Doesn't it hurt? Your forehead is red."

"… It hurts, but it's bearable."

"If you're sick, you should either avoid it or tell me. Why are you enduring it?"

"Well…"

"I endured it, so you have to endure it too?"

"…"

"I hit you hard to tell you that you didn't have to do that. It's not all your fault. I could have stopped you, but I tried to stop you, and this is what happened."

There was no answer. Still, it seemed like his thoughts weren't all bad, as he rubbed his reddened forehead with his fingers and secretly scanned my wounds.

If it were the other way around, I would have lowered my head and tried to dig underground.

"So you don't have to be sorry anymore. Do you understand?"

"… Okay. I won't say sorry anymore either."

Of course, there was a lot of regret left on his face, but that didn't mean there was any need to point it out and ask questions.

Cha So-young probably knows why I said that, so let's just finish today's work today.

"Oh, right. Where's my phone? I haven't contacted my mom yet. By the way, what time is it now?"

Cha So-young reached into the drawer at the head of the bed and handed me her cell phone.

"It's just past 11 now. I already told your mother, but I think it would be better if you contact her again yourself."

Fortunately, when I changed the topic of conversation, Cha So-young followed along obediently.

No. Wait. You said that? He looked at Cha So-young with suspicious eyes, and she returned with a weak smile and a shrug.

"Did I tell you that I knocked you out? We were playing together at home, and you said you fell asleep by yourself. It was hot today, and you had a mock exam. Your Mom didn't say anything either."

"No, well… I was just worried that maybe mom was mad at you. You only sent one text last weekend and didn't come home."

"Heh heh. That's why I should contact you now. You said that we could sleep here as long as it was okay with the two of us, so don't worry."

Fortunately, he seems to have calmed down a bit now that he is even laughing.

I didn't feel like getting up and there wasn't anything I didn't want Cha So-young to hear, so I just lay in bed and called her.

Cha So-young turned on the light in her room and went out, then waited for me outside while rustling something.

"Jaehuk. I bought some porridge because I thought you might get sick. Do you want to eat this? Or should I order something else?"

I was tired and Cha So-young had asked for permission to stay out overnight, so I just said hello and hung up.

As if she had been waiting, Cha So-young came into the room holding a delivery bag as soon as the call ended. Even from beyond the bag, the amount and composition of the food looked very substantial.

I quickly raised my upper body, feeling like I would need support if I just lay still. A dull ache that I was not used to felt in my lower body.

However, although it is difficult to bear the pain of a bruise if it comes suddenly, if you consciously endure the pain and move, it is a bearable wound, so it is not particularly uncomfortable to move.

The standard for what is tolerable is a bit higher this time.

"I think that'll be fine, but what about you? Did you eat anything? I don't think you ate anything."

"Haha. How did you know? Let's eat this together. It's a lot, so one will be enough for two people. If it's not enough, let's order something else."

"Yeah. But before that…"

Both me and Cha So-young are wearing panties.

When I woke up a little while ago, I didn't notice because the room was dark, but when the ceiling light came on, the presence of flesh that was clearly visible - my chest, stomach, and thighs - was so great.

Especially, when I entered the room, I had to look away because I thought I would get an erection again if I just looked at the way her breasts were sticking out from her body and swaying from side to side.

I don't think Cha So-young will attack me again when my body is in this condition, but I think we need to keep a line when it comes to everyday life since we're not living together.

"Let's put on some clothes."

"… Ah. Um. Sorry. I'll bring it to you now."

I guess there was no reason to go around with my chest exposed and my panties on.

Cha So-young brought me a white T-shirt and shorts, saying she bought them in case I sleep over. Cha So-young similarly covered herself with clothes and chatted nonsense in the living room while eating porridge.

"… … "

'I guess there's still a lot to think about.'

In fact, there wasn't much to talk about, let alone anything worth talking about, but Cha So-young kept showing herself lost in thought, so I had no choice but to leave her alone.

Even though we weren't fighting, the silence made the atmosphere strangely awkward.

Besides, I couldn't nag him to relax her expression, so I ate something and prepared for tomorrow.

I took a shower and dried my hair, and then I fell into a deep sleep.

Even though I passed out and slept for a few hours, my body still seemed to be crying out for sleep as the fatigue from the intense intercourse had not gone away.

"Good night, Soyoung."

"… Yeah. You too."

We each went into the bedroom her parents shared and closed our eyes.

The long day ended like that.

At present, mock exams are routine exams that occur almost once every week or two. Whether it is administered by the school or the education office, the fact that you sit in the same seat and spend the same amount of time in the same way does not change.

So, there was a mock exam two days ago, but the class atmosphere didn't really get excited or depressed about the exam.

Each day is just that day. Most students spend their days maintaining their own patterns.

Of course, that doesn't mean everyone in the classroom was like that.

"Do you want to go to CGV after work? It looks fun."

"Huh? This is cruel. Didn't you know?"

During break time, Shin Jae-hyeok sits tapping away on his cell phone and approaches Cha So-young, who is standing at the back of the classroom.

"Is this cruel? It's 15 cents? If you don't like it, why don't you watch something else?"

"I'm fine, but you… Ah, heh heh. Sorry. Let's change clothes and go right away."

After the two exchange a few words, Shin Jae-hyuk returns to his seat.

Cha So-young looks at Shin Jae-hyeok's back with a faint smile on her face.

Lee Jun-hee, who coincidentally was the only one who saw and heard the series of exchanges up close, raised one eyebrow.

'What the heck?'

Shin Jae-hyeok and Cha So-young.

They are people who catch your eye at least once because of their unique appearance, so what would happen if those two were together?

Just seeing those two together makes quite a few people glance at them for no reason.

Even if you leave out things like body, face, and atmosphere, the contrast between Shin Jae-hyeok, who is short for a man, and Cha So-young, who is very tall for a woman, makes it fun to watch.

'Are you saying you won't hide it anymore?'

Of course, Lee Jun-hee, who knew Shin Jae-hyeok and Cha So-young's little secret, had different thoughts.

It feel like it's a bit self-restraint for the conversation to end with just a quiet exchange of business.

So, no one in the class bothers to ask about the affair between the two. They just deny it and that's the end of it.

'How much did you resolve your differences of opinion to change like that?'

About a week ago, Shin Jae-hyuk suddenly went home.

Did Cha So-young say that she simply resolved her differences of opinion that day, when Lee Jun-hee was clearly unaware of something special that had happened?

It was only a few days ago that we indirectly confirmed that Cha So-young had finally crossed the line, and since then, things have changed so quickly, whether it's because things have accelerated in their relationship or not.

'Well, it's not like it's a big deal. The two of them even had sex... '

Tch.

As his imagination continued, Lee Jun-hee clicked his tongue loudly and changed his thoughts.

I leaned back in my chair and swept my bangs back with my palm, and my head started to calm down a bit.

But I still feel like there's a bitter taste rising inside me.

'She too… is really an amazing woman. Really.'

Lee Jun-hee also already knows about the pure love between the two, especially Cha So-young.

When I think about Cha So-young, who had been unrequitedly in love for years and was content with a defensive relationship even after starting a relationship, I think she's amazing.

She never had any cynical thoughts like, "He's like a fool" or "He's stupid."

This is because Lee Jun-hee also knows well that Shin Jae-hyeok is not the type of person who exploits other people's emotions, and that Cha So-young is not a woman who doesn't talk much but doesn't lack thoughts.

'It's okay. It's okay. It's okay…'

From an onlooker's perspective, the two's relationship was frustrating, but Lee Jun-hee silently supported Cha So-young.

Everyone has a different way of loving, and if the parties involved are satisfied, there is no need for a third party to interfere.

Besides, since we have known each other for 10 years and then became lovers, it is natural that the distance between lovers and friends is ambiguous.

Whatever the reason, it's something to celebrate that a relationship has developed to that extent, but when I actually see a relationship that isn't really a relationship right before my eyes, my stomach turns for no reason.

'If then… I… '

What the fuck.

I shook my head to shake off the image of sweetness and bitterness that came to mind at that moment. Lee Jun-hee's bob hair danced, moving from side to side.

Wasting time speculating about what might have happened is not only foolish but also miserable. This is especially true when there is no possibility of it.

'Ha... If I could just have a boyfriend... Hey. Damn it.'

It was an intuitive refuge I had found to shake off the imagination that still held me back, but it was quickly shattered with a single knock.

Moreover, it was an extremely unproductive thought for a high school senior with less than 4 months left until the college entrance exam. Lee Jun-hee didn't go to high school without thinking about anything either.

'… I guess we'll have to go our separate ways for a while. That'll be better for both of us.'

The conclusion reached at the end of the escape. That was the easiest and simplest path Lee Jun-hee could think of.

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