Chapter 5: Chapter 5 - Kiotho’s Ideology & Anasthasia The Cutie
After assuring her, that they won't to be separated..probably, Kiotho took a bath. While he was bathing, Anasthasia took care of her hair and selected her today's clothing.
At first she couldn't decide between skirt and dress, both are appealing the dress makes her look elegant while being attractive and the skirt is shorter revealing her pale legs.
But unfortunately as much as she may try to appear attractive it just makes her look cute. It's not her fault that her young body can hardly be called attractive by grown men but cute and pretty.
While her features show she will grow for gorgeous woman for now she is nothing more than a brat. Sighing she accepted no matter what she may try on herself it won't make her master react in the ways she wants.
Defeated, she changed her strategy instead of trying to be attractive she will be the cutest, until her body grows to the point people will find her attractive instead of cute.
And no you don't count Mr.Lolicon, go away or I will call the Omniversal FBI!
Continuing she dressed, threw the dress before selecting another and repeated until she found the thing, that will make sure her master will find her cute.
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Looking in the mirror she nods at herself with appreciation and evident confidence then sitting down she places a hand between her legs.
"Umu, I'm sure Master will appreciate my efforts." She said to herself exited for his reaction. "Will he praise me? Or maybe embrace me in his arms?~"
While she was daydreaming, Kiotho leaved the bathtub going towards the towels. As he walked water dropped onto the floor leaving large puddle, with each step leaving trace of him going through.
Arriving he takes one and starts to wipe himself with a towel, his body was already showing shaping muscles from his training while not apparent one could see as they slowly formed.
Seeing the progress of his hard work slowly showing itself, Kiotho was pleased as in his last life he didn't have any drive for self-improvement .
In his previous life he didn't have anything to keep him motivated, no goals, no girlfriend, no ambition. Opposite to the past, he now pushes himself for the sake of Anasthasia.
'It's baffling how having someone close can make you work on improving yourself, but I'm not doing it just for her. I'm doing it to be satisfied with myself.' Though Kiotho as he finished wiping himself before dressing himself.
"I don't know... sometimes I feel undeserving of this chance but life is unfair so why should I care? No no I don't care it's just myself musing about irrelevant stuff and thinking about philosophical questions before anwsering them by myself even though I knew the anwser from the beginning." Muttering he continued on speaking to himself, while some may find it strange it's actually relaxing to just go and speak to yourself, debating things that make up your life before answering with no one to judge.
"As I already said, it doesn't matter because deep inside I know most things are going to happen with no real reason or meaning. I'm partialy nihilist, I understand everything is meaningless but I don't lose the thrill of life. I'm living while knowing it end someday, I won't search for real meaning knowing that the only meaning life could have is which I will give it." Spraying himself in perfume, he closes his eyes speaking.
"The reason I don't want to kill Harry but to enslave him is not because of goodness my heart have. No it's because it will bring consequences to my life for example Voldemort will be left with no rival making him spread chaos and destruction. I'm also not emotionally detached, I know everything will end but it doesn't change I still have emotions and my actions may affect them, I'm good at controlling them but still it's better to let them stay with no disturbance. Lastly if I kill once the second time I will do it my emotions will no longer be as disturbed making it a time saving option, and as time saving options work it makes me ignore the one that consumes time."
'Concluding I don't care if I kill but if possible I would like to avoid doing it, especially knowing my life with Nastia will be a long one thanks to
Finally finishing, he opens his eyes and goes out the bathroom meeting with Adorable Creature.
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A/N: So much Speaking!!! AAaHH!!! Anyway Kiotho revealed he doesn't have anything against killing people but knows once done he will change.
There may be some problems in grammar but that's process of learning isn't it?
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