chapter 175
175 – Side story_Angels are dyed white_2
Freya suggested that the two of them have dinner together. He added that he was going to drink alcohol, so leave it empty. It’s not me who doesn’t understand what that means. Looking at the calendar, I saw that it was the day I slept with Aegis. It seemed like Freya had already asked Aegis for understanding.
There was no specific instruction to dress up. She planned to wear the same clothes she usually wore. However, when Cecilia and Undine heard the name of the store, they were even more surprised, so they set me up like a mannequin and started dressing me in various clothes.
Since this is a store that requires a certain level of formality, they say you should learn table manners or something…
Anyway, after many twists and turns, the morning of the date dawned.
The morning of the same day. Undine had urgent business to do at the Magic Tower, so she and Cecilia finished preparing.
“Cecilia. “I guess this outfit doesn’t suit me.”
“teacher. Please refrain from complaining. “The tie is crooked.”
“Do I have to wear it like this? “Isn’t it flashy, like the clothes nobles wear when showing off at a banquet?”
Cecilia neatly adjusted her tie. She checked her collar, which was turned inside out, as well as her buttons, sleeves, pockets and handkerchief, and even carefully brushed the dust off my shoulder.
“… Professor Freya will come dressed up. If you were to walk around the street dressed casually next to Professor Freya, you would definitely be mistaken for a man who is forcing himself on a beautiful woman. He might get caught by the police like last time.”
I’d like to say it’s a joke, but the fact that it’s an unvarnished true story is even scarier.
… When I was taken to the detention center, I almost cried. Even now, the memory of her being locked in place until Freya helped me, even though she repeatedly protested that I was her husband, still remains a nightmare.
“Have a nice trip, teacher.”
“When will you graduate and still call me teacher?”
“… … It’s my nickname. “Please work hard today so that Professor Freya won’t be disappointed.”
“What are you asking me to do?”
“You always treat Professor Freya difficult. “The same goes for Professor Freya.”
“… … .”
“Even if it is difficult to treat someone like Anastasia or Undine like a friend, you can approach them a little more actively. “Because we’re a couple.”
On the other hand, she gave me a brief kiss in greeting.
“Even if I give it up to Professor Freya today, I will leave my hickey first.”
“Foot… ”
“Because I’m one of the wives.”
Cecilia says cute things without changing her expression.
As a joke, I also kissed Cecilia’s cheek and forehead one after another.
Cecilia’s tail fluttered gently like a cloud.
***
It was a perfect meal. When I looked at the price tag, I could barely contain the money I had packed in my wallet. When I tried to pay, Freyja held out the bill first. I smiled bitterly and lightly pushed the money she was holding in her hand.
“Freya, it’s okay. I’ll pay.”
“Anyway, it’s the same as our family’s money, so why…” ? Your money, my money… Hi! Don’t do it… today… I… Ha… That’s something else later… seabird… ”
Her tongue was twisted and she smiled brightly, and her smile even had a strange sensuality to it. I thought I drank too much wine, but my guess was not wrong.
Thanks to this, only the employee who was doing the calculations died, but I gritted my teeth and stopped him from glancing at Freyja several times, unable to overcome his instincts.
… How dare you look at someone else’s wife like that?
I patted Freya on the back with a slightly displeased feeling.
“… “Freyja, didn’t you drink too much?”
“uh? kid… Hey… .”
“What are you talking about… ?”
“Yuujiin! answer!”
“You got very drunk.”
In the end, I left the restaurant while holding Freya as if to support her.
Jealous looks poured down on me from both men and women.
Freya wore a dress that she didn’t usually wear. Although it looks neat at first glance, it is one of those clothes that I really disliked because it boldly exposes the waist and leg lines, leaving a high proportion of bare skin.
Anyway, I guess it was a good thing I dressed up too. If he had come dressed only in the stained shirt and simple pants he usually wore, he would have been branded as a ruthless person who forced Freyja to drink in an attempt to do something to her. I’ll have to thank Cecilia and Undine later.
“Let’s go quickly. Freya. “I was too drunk.”
“Anchuiit…” I did… Hi! where… ? Where… ?”
“Where are you?” “It’s home.”
“Jiip? I hate it… Not funny. my house… not… ”
“Where are you going other than home?”
“… … … tell”
what?
When I asked her again, she stammered in a weak voice.
“reservation… I have a hotel… ”
“… … … .”
“… go… let’s go… ”
***
Since it was a hotel, I thought it was just an ordinary hotel in the city.
Was my imagination poor? She was a woman who made choices that were far outside my basic common sense.
A first-class hotel known to mainly accommodate high-ranking guests visiting the Academy. The moment I entered the room, where just the cost of one night’s accommodation was mind-boggling, I knew something was wrong.
White marble and expensive ornaments whose names are unknown. It is a room filled with a strong, faint scent of roses that passes through your nose. The floor-to-ceiling glass covering the exposed bathtub was so blatant that you could probably look beyond it while lying on the bed if you wanted to, but at the same time, the design was so elegant that it felt luxurious.
I wouldn’t have been able to borrow money without sacrificing my entire monthly salary. It is said that Anastasia has never been chased by money, even if it is because of her status, but with Freya’s personality, such luxury is not very common.
As we entered the room, an unfamiliar silence pressed us awkwardly.
Just looking at the relationship, it shouldn’t be awkward. Several years have passed since we became a couple.
But such a trivial fact, such an obvious fact, paradoxically ended up becoming the only obstacle that put pressure on the two of us.
I remained silent. Cecilia’s advice to approach first lingered in my mind. Still, I didn’t find courage easily. If Freya hadn’t staggered drunkenly and broken the mood, he might have thought for a long time about what to say.
Freya, who was sitting on the soft bed, immediately spread her arms wide.
She spoke grumpily, clearly on purpose.
“… Eugene. … me… me… hot.”
“okay. “Would you like some cold water?”
“no… Give me water… hmm… I need this… ”
Freya spoke in a nasal voice as if pleading.
“Okay, which one?”
“string… … ”
“… … string?”
“A little string… “Will you let me go?”
Freya tied up her platinum-blond hair with her hands.
A deep-cut dress. It’s so soft that the moment your fingers touch it, the sliding skin is clearly visible. The straight wing bones are almost sensational.
Although it was largely hidden by her beautiful platinum-blonde hair, I hated the fact that someone else’s eyes fell on her bare skin, which unconsciously oozed the power of fascination, and I hated this dress so much.
“… now?”
I paused cautiously. It’s not that I don’t have any sense. If it had been any other wife, she would have already reached out. But I froze and froze in front of Freya.
Freya, seeing my reaction, becomes agitated.
“Ah,” I let out a short moan, and the atmosphere becomes even heavier.
She lowered her head and bit her lip.
In the end, it was the courageous woman who spoke first, not me, the coward.
He waved the beautifully tied ribbon with his fingers and spoke in a sulky tone.
“… … not… Are you going to release me?”
“… … … … .”
The fear of being rejected was mixed in his quiet voice. Only then did I come to my senses. Similar things have happened several times so far. I didn’t want to keep repeating the same mistake.
I sat down behind her and put my hand on her dress.
The shoulder strap slipped down helplessly with just a brief pull. The moment her dress fell and caught on her chest, she suddenly turned her waist and hugged me. It has quite a bit of power. I collapsed on her bed with her.
Freya’s thin arms were trembling. A slender figure wrapped in your arms. I reflexively hugged her.
“Freyja.”
“… Hey… “I tried to hold back as much as possible.”
The waist buckle that held the dress in place had long since been undone.
It was clear that if she stepped away from me even a little bit, perhaps even by changing her posture just a little, the dress would fall down to the floor.
The dress, which was just a thin piece of fabric, could no longer fulfill its function as clothing to decorate the body.
Her soft inner skin, the sensitive and beautiful part that should not be shown the most.
“I can’t believe it… ?.”
“I endured it. I endured a lot. I was very patient. Emotionally… “With my body.”
A smell so sweet that it is dizzying comes from her head.
Have you sobered up a little? She asked in a more straightforward tone.
“Eugene, do you know how severe the heat of the Vanir gods is?”
“… hmm… … “In heat?”
Yes, estrus. Freya answered in a nasal voice.
He buries his face in my shoulder and never thinks about leaving.
“That’s all I think about in my head all day. Severe gods cannot even go outside without permission. me too… I even asked Aegis to give it to me with medicine… There was a time when even that didn’t work, so I solved the problem on my own all night long. … Much more than you think… more… ”
deep sea… . , she slurred her words.
“I feel like my head is burning, and in my imagination, I’ve already tried it several times…” Sometimes you have really horrible and violent thoughts? In front of other people… No, it’s something I can’t even talk about in front of you. That’s not it… ? How many times have you secretly taken things like your underwear or sweaty shirts out of the laundry? Alone while smelling… alone… “There have been many times when I have gone away like an animal in heat.”
She continues speaking with a self-deprecating laugh and a sigh.
“ha… Doesn’t it seem very perverted? And yet always… “Even though on the days when we lay in bed together, he blatantly pushes you away.”
“Freyja.”
“… … … … . Eugene, I… scared… ”
“Let’s talk properly with me.”
“really… I’m really scared… .”
It was an extremely dry breathing sound, but I could intuitively tell that there was sadness mixed in.
“I shook off my past life. That’s what I thought. In fact, I don’t even think of it as a past life anymore. It’s like a strange dream forced into my memory. Memories that are all haphazard and vague at best.”
“… … … .”
“It’s no longer an excuse. My previous life was just an escape. In the village of the Vanir gods, it was the only refuge for me, who as ‘Freyja’ had no meaning and was merely a useful decoration. “That was the existence of my past life that rose up in my head like it fell from the sky one day.”
“… … … … ”
“But you told me. He was the only one who reached out to me. Maybe I’ve been in love with you since the day I met you while running away from town. To you, who allowed me to become ‘Freyja’. I fell in love with you who gave me meaning. … But what if… … What if… … If you find me, with my strange memories, even the slightest bit disgusting… … If you really feel that your feelings are closer to friendship than love… … If you say that he accepted me because he felt sorry for me, or because he couldn’t say no, he had no choice… … … ”
“Freyja.”
“me… me… From the first night… Fail… Then suddenly that thought occurred to me, and then I got scared for some reason… ”
“Freyja.”
“… Eugene, you were just so careful when dealing with me. Because of my past life… … ? Ugh, sorry. no. That can’t be possible. It’s because of me. If I had approached you first, you would have accepted me without worrying about that at all. Because you are that kind of person. But so… Rather, so… I don’t want you to stay silent and hide your true feelings. Well then… You’ll be upset… .”
Freya laughed self-deprecatingly.
She pressed her white jade-like body even closer to me, wearing a dress that seemed to fall off at any moment, which was close to her own naked body.
“… “It’s really annoying to me.”
“no.”
A body like a sculpture created by God. It is possible that there may be even the slightest flaw, but Freya was not allowed even the slightest flaw.
White blonde hair flowing without any fine hair. A provocative neckline and gracefully curved shoulders. You can’t say she has big breasts, but you can’t say they’re small either, and her breasts are moderately bulging as if they were put together in a painting, portraying her feminine image.
No one can deny that she is a beauty and a woman beyond her circumstances.
At this moment, the person who was closest to her, right in front of her nose, was me, not anyone else.
“So I thought. “I can’t do this.”
Freya caught her breath.
Rattling. In her hand is a strangely shaped glass bottle.
“I went to the Magic Tower last week and received a gift? It’s in this bottle… “Manwol gave it to you to feed in secret.”
“… To me?”
Bong! The sound of a crock stopper popping out.
Freya poured the liquid down her own throat without saying a word.
Tsk… And she lets out a faint moan. She soon passed it down her neck and laughed helplessly, probably because she had lost all strength.
“But I drank…” ?”
“… Hey, is it okay to drink like that?”
“They say it’s a drug that makes someone fall in love with you.”
… A drug you fall in love with?
“however… Ah haha… It works… It works… like that… ? It’s a little different from what I thought… but… ”
She slowly released her arms and slowly got off of me.
The thin piece of fabric, the dress that was barely hanging on Freya’s body as it was tightly attached to me, fell off without resistance and sank onto the bed. Freya also didn’t bother pulling on her dress.
“Now that I think about it, if it’s a drug that really makes me fall in love…” Even if I eat it, it won’t do any good. Whoa… under… Ahaha… I feel strange… Am I still drunk? ? Hmm… ”
“you.”
“however… Tsk… this… Making you fall in love… What I think… I don’t think that’s the case. … … … … … . no… … No, I’m sorry. I’m kidding… … … Ehehe… … I lied. Actually, shit, I know what kind of drug this is. The crescent moon is hazy… ! I heard you tipped me off from behind… .”
“that… ”
“You know, Eugene. Me now… Ugh… !”
Freya trembled.
“make… Tajaaan… “Well, I took a stimulant~?”
Awkwardly hehehe… Freyja smiles, puts a V sign on both hands and sticks out her tongue briefly, as if she’s showing off.
The power of fascination is not such a complicated concept.
Pure magical power that is more primal and fundamental than magic.
The desire that is deepest in life but paradoxically is the most revealed on the surface.
Unfortunately, I am not free from her pheromones either.
My wife, my person. My woman’s fascination.
There is no title that can be rejected.
My vision turned black.