Chapter 101: The disconnect between the will of the mind and the will of the body .....**
Blake pov
Blake : " And you ? Is everything ok ? ? Your head doesn't hurt ? "
I asked , with concern ,focusing on the top of Lappland's head . Then I looked down her bandage-covered body . By looks alone , it was Lappland who looked of the two of us to be the more injured .
Lappland: " Honestly , except for the fact that I'm horny , nothing hurts me . "
Said Lappland without embarrassment , blushing or flinching , despite what she had just said to my face . I could only rolled my eyes and sigh at her carelessness . However, it brought me some peace of mind because I trusted that she would not lie to me . As for the fact that she might not have felt that something bad was happening to her ? Well overnight nothing happened , and her aura should already be starting to work in helping her body to recover.
Lappland: " Say Blake . What did you dream today ? "
Asked Lappland staring at me with those eyes of hers . Her pupils began to shrink in anticipation of an answer . Making the gentle smile on her face , no longer matched her gaze . However, I did not pay much attention to it , because her question itself surprised me ? It was sudden and again did not fit into the conversation . Lappland simply floated out of the current of conversation again .
Lappland: " : You had a nightmare at night , right ? Your heart rate was quite accelerated during the night . You were also sweating terribly and mumbling under your breath . Although at first , I thought it was from pain that you had such a reaction , but now I know that nothing hurt you ."
Said Lappland calmly drawing circles with her finger on my lower abdomen . As for the fact that she profoundly guessed what happened and apparently she didn't sleep very deeply at some point of night since she detected the irregularities ... I was honestly no longer surprised . However, I was a little worried . In the end, I didn't know if it was just a moment when Lappland was in a slightly awake state , or if she was simply awake during the night.
' The position in which I found her in the morning should suggest that she slept quite deeply for some time . However, knowing Lappland, nothing is impossible . She could have been awake the whole time . Which would mean that this kick to the chin was intentional . '
I think tired , yawning while doing so . As for the events of our sleep period . Let's forget about it already . There's no point in thinking about it.
Blake : " The attempt of our abduction in Atlas . "
I said it straight . I didn't want or even try to lie , because Lappland would probably know anyway if I tried . Besides it didn't seem like something I should want to hide . It's just a nightmare .
Lappland: " hmmmmmmm ..... Ok doki .....
Lappland only murmured lazily , with no intention of pursuing the topic . Apparently she was just curious about what I was dreaming .
Lappland: " You know .... next time you have a nightmare hug me and know that no one else but me can hurt you as long as I live . For you, I will kill nightmares and anyone who wants to hurt you .... my dear Blake ."
Sais Lappland suddenly, making me turn my head to look at her . I wanted to tell her that this is not how it works when you have a nightmare . Of course I knew that she knew it too .I also knew what she wanted to do and say . Her intentions were sweet that's why I didn't say anything .
Nevertheless, her attempt to comfort me ? To reassure me? They made my heart warm. Of course I purposely left out that Lappland had just said that she could hurt me . In the end, Lappdumb is Lappdumb . She's not perfect , but she doesn't have to be that way for me to love her .
Blake : " You know , as long as I don't want us to stay in bed for too long ... I can help you with your ... Problem ? Let's just make it quick ."
I said , after a bit of consideration . At that time I slowly moved my hand over Lappland's bandaged thigh . I didn't want her to walk around with whatever flustration inside her . Just because I don't feel like having sex doesn't mean I'll leave Lappland with her need . Particularly when it was partly my fault that I didn't stop her earlier and now she's aroused herself . I know her and I should know that when offering her a piece of meat you have to give it to her afterwards .
After all Lappland as a woman and especially faunus , has her needs , which were neglected for a long time anyway . Lappland despite having her high libido can keep the proverbial " dick " in her pants . However, just because she is able to not drown in her need , does not mean that it is healthy to hold it with her mental state .Lappland is like a barrel full of dust anyway . I do not need to add more to this explosive mixture .
And since now we are finally a real couple , I should help her with something so trivial . After all , the mental state and well-being of Lappland is my responsibility . And the need for touch could easily be satisfied without turning it into sex . Using my hands to satisfy Lappland should be enough . And it should be much better than using her own hands .
' Just as long as I don't get sucked into this and it doesn't turn into a several hour session I'm fine with a few minutes to relieve Lappland's stress. It shouldn't take more than fifteen minutes .'
' Admittedly Lappland has the stamina to go for hours and is difficult to satisfy . However, my goal now is not to make her fully satisfied, I just want to loosen her up a bit . I will release as much tension from her as necessary so that she can last until the night when I take care of her . As for the fact that Lappland will not let me finish so quickly and will eventually keep me in bed ... I believe that Lappland will refrain from this . '
I think when my fingers had already begun to slowly wander over the flower, which was already covered with the gentle morning dew . Lappland just looked at me when her hand caught my wrist . Already thinking that Lappland don't want to , I was about to withdraw but Lappland did not let go of my wrist .
Lappland: " Didn't you say we don't have time for that ? "
Asked Lappland in a bored tone , looking at me with lifeless eyes .
Blake : " Fifteen minutes won't make any difference anyway, I'm already late. I'll just write to Tukson and explain the situation . Of course I will not tell the truth about what happened . "
I said trying to justify my own actions . However , the disappointed look on Lappland's face made me regret it. But I was also confused . Didn't she say she was horny ?
Blake : " I sorry .... I did not want you to be disappointed . If you don't want to..... "
I said with the intention of giving up however Lappland still did not let go of my hand .
Lappland: " With your mouth and naked " .
Said Lappland with a smile, without a hint of hesitation, looking me straight in the eyes .
Blake : " What ???.... "
I asked surprised . Of course I knew what she meant, I just thought that she does not want and yet she does? I guess I'm too tired to deal with the bipolarity of my Lappdumb .
Lappland: " Stop talking . Words mean nothing , I thought you already understood that . Now show me how you like me by using your mouth to act . "
Said Lappland , With that crazy look of hers and a strange smile causing shivers down my spine . Again for a moment I felt scared , however I calmed down immediately . In the end , I could only shake my head and smile .
Her demands did not bother me , they were even to my liking . After all, with my mouth I would provide Lappland with a better experience and I would complete the task much faster . As for being naked ? I was supposed to wash anyway
So without saying anything and without refusing Lappland's request, I slowly pulled off the remains of my upper garment, making sure that Lappland could see everything. Then I slowly pulled off everything from the lower part of my body . Left in my birth suit , I moved to the foot of the bed . Touching Lappland's hips , I looked at her one last time before placing a gentle kiss on her lower abdomen .
Then I no longer prolonged and directly hid my head between her legs . Starting with a kiss on the closed , humidified flower , then I used my thumbs to look inside and slipped my tongue as deep as I could . In the end there was no need for foreplay anyway . Lappland was already ready and all the way beyond impatient
At this point I would really like to have a second feature like Lapplandt with her tail and ears . A rough cat's tongue would certainly have been ideal for such a task . However, I didn't have it . Which only left me with my own skills , experience with working with the Lappland body and knowledge of Lappland's body .
But mie thinking too much anymore , I focused on the task of satisfying this naughty wolf . I pushed my face into her crotch with rhythmic movements , so that my nose rubbed against the pearl . My hand meanwhile stroked her bandaged belly stimulating her weak spots . Of course I did not forget to gently bite the petals of her delicate flower from time to time . Now as to whether I did a good job ?
The increasing amount of non-saliva fluids in my mouth and the grip that lappy used on my hair and head with her hands and thighs , told me that at least I was going in the right direction . In the end , I didn't expect moaning from Lappland . I couldn't see her face , however she certainly had that smile on her face .
After a while taking breaths became heavy , the very smell and taste of Lappland began to be overwhelming even for me . However , the grip and squeeze of Lappland did not allow me to let go . Without breath , my own fingers began to wander over my flower , which itself seemed to let go of my own juices . My tongue being inside her felt clearly all of Lappland's spasms and movements inside her .
The good thing is that the tongue is soft , flexible and slippery enough that it can not be crushed . If I put my fingers in there I would not pull them out again . When I finally opened my mouth wide to take a breath , I took the opportunity to put my whole mouth around the pale bloom of my Lappdumb .
The moment my teeth deliberately rubbed against her pearl and then nibbled and rubbed the petals . Lappland finally gave up , growled and let her fruit let go of its sticky juices . And immediately after this came a spasm and a second wave of juices .
At that moment Lappland's hands let go of my hair and her thighs relaxed their squeeze . Looking at Lappland from above her crotch , I saw her blushing face . And I knew very well that this was not an expression of her embarrassment . She was smiling broadly showing her teeth and meanwhile her hand was playing with my hair .
Moving my tongue over the flower to get rid of its juices , I moved my mouth away leaving a bridge of saliva connecting me further to her flower . However , wiping my mouth with my hand , I kissed her flower one last time to finish . Sitting back on my heels . My own fingers left my insides with some disappointment .
' I really have no self-control when it comes to these things . I was not supposed to be in the mood and yet ... Well apparently my thoughts are different from the needs of my body . Saying that one does not like sex is almost always a lie . This feeling is intoxicating , in particular when you have such a beautiful partner to whom you really feel something .'
' Besides , sex apart from being a need in itself , is also the easiest way to discharge emotions . I myself often did it with Lappland for this . Perhaps , I want to get rid of fear or remaining tension between us in this way . Or I'm just not honest with myself and just want it .... '
' What am I doing with my life ? ..... Just a few hours ago she wanted to kill me ..... And she was really close to doing it ! A few hours ago I confessed to my mother what I had done to Lappy , what I had committed . Now I am sitting between Lappland's legs satisfying her as if nothing happened . '
' Maybe I really need a psychologist ..... ?? '
I thought with embarrassment , knowing that this is how it would end . Of course that wasn't the end of it , because Lappland rolled over onto her stomach . She then tucked her knees under her belly and arched her ass toward me . Her tail waving low from left to right , obstructed and uncovered the view , tempting me .
And I know that this was not an unintentional action because Lappland with her head lerking on the bed looked back , straight at me . She had a smile on her face as if she already knew that I would not refuse her . And well she was right. Grabbing the base of her tail . I slowly moved my fingers through her fluff . Under all the fur I could clearly feel the true shape of her tail .
Without fur , Lappland's tail is nothing more than a sensitive appendage . Literally the last segment of her spine . Therefore , no wonder why this place is so sensitive and delicate for faunus with tails . However , leaving aside the tail my eyes focused on what is underneath . I already knew very well what Lappland wanted from me .
' Well withdrawing now would be even worse than if I hadn't started at all . I would only leave her with even more flustration . '
I think , seeing that Lappland is literally dripping and shaking with excitement . If I let go of her tail it would probably fly away using it as a propeller . Gently running my finger over the exposed parts of her spine , I skipped her tail straight to her ass . Without thinking I kissed her beautiful , firm , well proportioned and trained pale ass and opened her asscheeks . Then without thinking or disgust . Fully trusting Lappland's hygiene I took care of her insides .
In the meantime the fingers of my other hand penetrated the opening below . Lappland growled and made a faint moaning sound . I had to let go of her tail to support her body . Letting go of her tail caused it to move with up and down movements. And because of our position , this made her tale pat my head between my ears .
Listening to Lappland myself and seeing , feeling her behavior , I felt that at any moment I would not be able to containe myself . I could really use a third hand . One lucky thing was that it went much faster . Because practically immediately Lappland gave up and wet the sheets .
Pushing her tail from my head , I looked from above her butt , as she bites the pillow and clenched her fists . I have really rarely been able to see her in such a state , making her look and apparently feel so good fills me with satisfaction . Having her ass only at my discretion , I could still do a lot . In the end, however, I decided only to give her another kiss on the cheek.