Secret spy

Chapter 36: Freedom



"I'm sorry, Selina," she murmured, her voice barely audible as she looked up at the moon, hoping somehow her sister could feel her words. "I won't be here to see your engagement or your wedding. You've always been there for me, lifting me up when I felt lost. One day, when I'm ready, I'll find a way to make it up to you. But right now, I can't stay."

Alicia closed her eyes, letting the wind chill her skin as she gathered her resolve. This was her path now one she would walk alone, with only Snowflake by her side.

The thought of leaving Selina behind made Alicia's heart clench painfully, but the betrayal that lingered in this place was more than she could bear. Reluctantly, she turned from the window, setting Snowflake gently on the floor. Her steps felt weighted as she crossed the room to her writing desk, pulling out a few sheets of parchment. She had to leave something behind words that might ease their worry, even if it could never truly explain her pain.

Her hand trembled as she wrote, her thoughts pouring into each letter. One for her parents, one for Selina, one for her cousin, and one for her loyal maid. She chose her words carefully, trying to convey her reasons for leaving, her need to find herself away from the shadows of deception and broken trust. She knew they might not understand, but she hoped her words would help soften the blow.

When the letters were finally sealed and placed on her desk, Alicia took a last, lingering glance around her room, letting her gaze touch every familiar corner, every reminder of the memories she was leaving behind. She carefully packed a few essentials for her journey, items she would need but nothing too heavy.

Picking up Snowflake, who snuggled close to her chest, she took a deep, steadying breath. She steeled herself, feeling the weight of what lay ahead. This was her choice, her path, and she had to be strong enough to see it through.

"This will be our last night here, Snowflake," Alicia whispered, her voice thick with emotion. "Let's go before the dawn comes."

With one last, lingering glance at the room that had been her entire world, Alicia slipped quietly into the shadows. Her footsteps were light, ghostly whispers in the stillness of the night. She made her way through the silent halls, past familiar rooms and corridors that had once felt like home but now weighed heavy with painful memories.

The castle loomed behind her as she stepped outside into the crisp night air. She glanced back only once, torn between the love she still held and the undeniable need to leave it all behind. Then, without a second look, she turned away, her figure blending into the darkness as she walked toward an unknown future.

Alicia reached the back of the castle, her fingers tracing the familiar stone wall that concealed the hidden entrance she and Jake had discovered as children. Yet now, she wished she had never shown him the secret of its opening. This place, more than ever, felt like her own escape, her sanctuary away from all she had left behind.

She placed her hand against the cool stone wall, murmuring the words she'd kept hidden for so long. Adjusting the sword on her back, she pressed her palm firmly to the wall. It opened with a quiet groan, revealing the shadowed path beyond. As she stepped into the hidden passage, shadows gathered around her, cloaking her with a dark aura that mirrored the strength she felt growing within.

The dim light inside cast haunting, flickering patterns on the walls as Alicia moved forward, her resolve hardening with each step. The weight of her decision felt heavier than any armor, yet strangely, with every stride, a part of her felt lighter freer. She glanced down at Snowflake, who looked up at her with unwavering trust, her tiny presence a comfort and a reminder that she wasn't entirely alone.

Emerging from the passage into the cold night air, Alicia took a deep breath, the chill brushing against her skin like a promise of new beginnings. Behind her, the castle loomed tall and silent, silhouetted against the star-streaked sky a place filled with memories both cherished and painful. But tonight, she had chosen freedom over familiarity, truth over comfort.

"This is just the beginning, Snowflake," she murmured, her voice soft yet resolute. The wind carried her words into the vastness ahead. "We're leaving behind everything we've known. But out there…" She lifted her gaze to the open night. "Out there, maybe we'll find a place that feels like home again. A place where I can truly be… me."

As Alicia moved farther from the castle, each step seemed to shed a layer of the past, grounding her in the present and fortifying her resolve. She didn't know what awaited on this new path, but she embraced the uncertainty, gripping Snowflake, her loyal wolf companion, as if his silent presence alone could guide her through the unknown.

The castle she once called home was now a shadowed memory, a mere speck behind her, and the life she'd left behind felt like a distant echo. Her heart quickened as she embraced this new beginning, a journey in which her past would no longer define her. She held a quiet strength, one forged by the freedom she now tasted with each breath.

Alicia slowed to disguise herself, blending effortlessly into the shadows before dashing forward like a phantom in the moonlit night. Her silhouette melted into the dark blue sky, a moving shadow following the pale light of the moon that illuminated her path. As she approached the edge of the village, she moved with the precision and grace of a seasoned ninja, every movement calculated, every sound muted.

Leaping onto the rooftops, she bounded from one to the next in silence, her form swift and light. She scanned each house below, noting flickers of candlelight from windows, and crouched low, waiting patiently until the lights went out and silence fell. Alicia's gaze was sharp and observant; no villager would sense her presence, no footfall would echo.

She dropped silently to the ground, her landing soft as she slipped through the shadows and darted down winding paths, always alert, always watching.

Not long after, Alicia found herself at the edge of The Shimmering Hollow, a hidden field where thousands of fireflies rested among the tall grasses and wildflowers. As she stepped forward, a soft ripple of light spread around her, like drops of starlight awakening the slumbering fireflies. One by one, they floated into the air, casting a gentle glow that painted the night in shades of gold and emerald.

Alicia slowed her steps, captivated by the sight, her breath catching in awe. She glanced down at Snowflake, her loyal wolf companion, his silver coat glistening under the fireflies' glow. "Wow," she murmured, a smile playing at her lips. "Can you see what I see, Snowflake?"

Snowflake's soft, quiet gaze turned to her, her bright eyes reflecting the delicate lights. The field was alive with a quiet magic, each firefly flickering like a tiny lantern against the vast, dark canvas of the night. It felt as if the whole world had fallen away, leaving only this tranquil, glistening hollow, and the two of them at its heart.

"This place," she whispered, her voice barely louder than a breath, "it's so beautiful... comforting and bright. It's like something out of a dream."

She reached out a hand, watching as the fireflies floated near her fingers, brushing against her skin like delicate sparks. In that moment, all the worries and fears she carried melted away, replaced by a deep, calm sense of wonder. For the first time in a long while, Alicia felt at peace, a fleeting but powerful feeling that reminded her of the magic still lingering in the world, waiting to be discovered in quiet places like this.

The Shimmering Hollow had granted Alicia a rare moment of solace, a reminder of beauty in the midst of her perilous journey. After a lingering pause, she gave Snowflake, her loyal companion, a gentle nod. Together, they moved forward, leaving the glowing field behind as the light of the fireflies faded softly into the night.

Soon, they arrived at the edge of a quiet lake, its waters reflecting the stars like a pool of liquid silver. Alicia dropped her pack onto the soft, cool grass, setting Snowflake down before lying back to gaze at the night sky, where the stars sparkled as if someone had scattered diamonds across the heavens.

"What do you think of the night sky, Snowflake? It's beautiful, isn't it?" Alicia said, turning to her friend with a gentle smile.

Snowflake gave a soft purr, her eyes mirroring the starlight.

"I'll take that as a yes," Alicia replied, chuckling as she returned her gaze to the vast sky.

"You know, Snowflake, it's been such a long time since I've looked up at the open sky like this," she whispered, as a memory unfolded in her mind a memory of Rebel, her childhood friend, showing her the constellations, pointing out each star and sharing their names.

The memory wrapped her in warmth, comforting her as she lay there. Slowly, Alicia felt her eyes grow heavy, letting herself drift into sleep with the hope that the rest of their journey would be as peaceful as this starlit night.


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