Stuck in a survival world with a possessive actress

LEON'S POV:~

We both sat In her car, everyone in the school was looking at ease. Most of the boys were looking jealous. How can I tell? I can't exactly answer that question. Why were they jealous? Easy, because why I, a normal student, got to sit in her car, along with her.

"What are you thinking?"

"Mind telling me what are you after?"

I asked straightforwardly

"Why do you think I'm after something?"

"Out of 600 students in our school, you chose to gave me a ride. I just want to know your reasoning behind it"

"Because I wanted to become your friend"

"Out of nowhere"

"Of course there is a reason. Do you want to know"

Right now, she's totally different from the sarah that I know.

I won't reach anywhere like this, and I don't want to force her. Maybe she did it because of her own goodwill. But her going on the roof with Luca is not a coincidence.

Did he convinced her to become my friend. But at the homeroom he said that she got her eyes on me.

Leave it.

Come to think about it, if I died today, will she blame herself? Yes

But it's useless to think about that. I won't even exist to worry about that. She might recover after a month or two. I'll even leave a suicide note so that she won't blame herself.

"What are you thinking about?"

"Nothing"

"Why aren't you looking at me, do I look that bad to you?"

She's using those cheap tricks. Let's tell her what she wants to hear

"No, it's just that... I fear that if I looked at you, I might end up falling in love with you."

I heard that girls lose interest in you if they find out that you're in love with them.

"Are you flirting with me?" She asked, she's quite composed

"Yeah."

"I didn't knew you're like this."

I hate this. First they take interest in you, and if you flirt with them then they say these kinds of shit.

"I think it's good that you found out, your misunderstanding is cleared about me"

"Yeah you're right"

I was being sarcastic, but she didn't understood it.

"By the way, can you drop me on the next turn"

"Since it's your first time coming from school with me, let me drop you to your house"

"No, please don't!"

"Don't be shy"

Just how pushy can you be?

"I'm not being shy, please drop me here"

"Are you upset?" She asked

"I'm not"

"Alright"

She told the driver to stop the car.

"By the way, can we exchange contacts?" she asked me straightforwardly

What if I refused her? But seeing that face, no one would want to refuse her. And even I am a human.

"Yeah sure" we exchanged contacts.

"See you tomorrow"

"You too"

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I started walking. But the place where I was going wasn't my house.

After 5 minutes of walking, I reached my last destination. A bridge, from where I was going to end my life.

I wrote a suicide note, put it inside my bag and stood on the edge of the bridge, looking straight at the water.

It's quite easy to die right now, all I have to do is jump from here, I don't know how to swim, which is why I chose this way of dying, there are also many other factors. After jumping down I'll drown and it'll all be over.

I looked around myself. No one was here.

It's the perfect timing.

It should be easy right? Then why am I having so much difficulty to do that. Am I... Scared? It would be a lie if I say that I'm not scared. Thinking would result in my change of heart. Which is why I have to do this quickly.

After that, without any second thought

I jumped

I wasn't sad. Instead, I was happy. There were also some mixed feelings. My body started to move by itself, but resistance was futile.

After some time, I started losing my consciousness.

"Haah" I woke up in a big room. It wasn't afterlife. I saw a poster on the wall, it was of an actress

"Son of a bitch"

"No bad words" it was sarah, she came with soup.

"I fell from the bridge, thank you for saving me" I just can't tell her that I attempted suicide, otherwise it'll increase the difficulty of my next suicide attempt.

"Liar" she said nonchalantly, putting the soup on the table.

There was a blanket over me, and just then I noticed

"Where are my clothes, why am I naked?"

"I couldn't let you catch a cold. And don't worry, I didn't saw anything" she said while blushing

"You're lying" I said

"Of course I am, but it was an accident. By the way, is it yours?" She said, showing me that suicide note.

"Listen, you don't have any grudge against me. Please give that back" I could snached it, but she was out of range, if I went all out, my thing will get exposed.

"How can you say that I don't have any grudge against you?" She said with a grin

"So What are you going to do now?" I didn't wanted to waste much time, so I asked straightforwardly

"Why do you want to die" she asked

"Just ask it from luca"

"I want to hear it from you"

I explained my situation mixed with some lies.

"Alright, I will not tell anyone about this, this will be a secret between us. Also, if you've attempted suicide again, I will give this note to the police and you will go to prison for attempting suicide. Understood?"

"Yeah"

I'll make sure to die this time.