Suspiciously Close Siblings (On Pause)

First weekend of November.

Saturday morning.

⋯Waking up

In my dream, I remembered what had happened that evening.

⋯ Ha.

It's hard to deny any more.

I fell in love with my brother

Whether sexually,

Either romantically,

Likes.

Looking at it makes my heart beat.

I don't know how it happened.

By the time I was discharged, I was just a younger brother.

To be honest, I didn't go there and even during Chuseok, I wanted to treat him like a younger brother for the rest of my life.

There were times when I would go crazy.

I was embarrassed when I thought that way,

It was only occasionally.

Until we kissed,

I don't think there were any romantic feelings.

Of course, winter is very special,

Was precious,

It is true that I loved her as a family.

She admitted that there were times when she was often seen as a woman after being discharged.

But now…

I don't know.

It just looks like winter.

The relationship hasn't progressed much in a week.

Something⋯ rather than something I didn't want to do.

I really think if I do more, I'll get caught.

Be patient for a while.

Me or winter.

My mouth was dry and I came out to the kitchen.

While drinking water from the water purifier,

⋯Just then, the root of the trouble appeared.

"⋯Hi."

"Ah, brother."

"Did you wake up?"

"Your brother too?"

"Uh."

Hiding his bland face, Winter walked this way.

She took out a cup and poured me a glass of lukewarm water.

He accepted it without a doubt.

"⋯Brother."

"Why."

"Hungry."

"⋯ Me too."

"⋯I want to eat ramen."

"Well… Let's boil two and share them."

"Huh."

I searched the kitchen early in the morning and took out two ramen bags.

She took the right amount of water, added the soup, and waited for it to boil.

"What else do you want to eat?"

"Eh, I want to eat it with green onions."

"What about eggs?"

"Eggs too."

"Release?"

"No, just. Like a poached egg."

As I was thinking about what toppings to put in, the water was bubbling before I knew it.

While I put the noodles in and watched the boiling water, Gye-ri brought a chopped green onion and two eggs.

"⋯Why, why are you looking at me like that? Brother."

"Just?"

"Just what?"

I was caught staring blankly at Gye-ryeol cracking an egg.

⋯No, this can't be helped.

"Does it look ripe?"

"Huh."

"Just bring me two front plates."

"Huh."

I put the pot on the table and took out the kimchi from the refrigerator.

They sat next to each other and ate noodles.

The ramen I secretly ate at night was delicious as expected.

""I really enjoyed the meal.""

After eating, I put the dishes left over in the sink and went to the bathroom.

As I was brushing my teeth, Winter followed me and brushed my teeth together.

Since I was flossing meticulously, I started washing my face next to him.

⋯Something.

It's very strange that the two of us are doing this in the morning.

I waved goodbye to Gye-ryeol, who was wiping off the water with a towel, and went back to my room.

I lay down on the bed for a while and closed my eyes, then the door opened quietly, and a soft mass used my arm as a pillow.

"⋯Why."

"Just?"

"Just what?"

"⋯Just."

I opened my eyes, but when I saw the smiling face, I was speechless.

⋯What time is it?

I looked at the clock, it was just past 4 o'clock.

"Go back and sleep."

"I can't sleep."

"⋯."

Seeing her lying on my arm and rolling around saying she couldn't sleep,

I can't stand it.

"Winter."

"Huh."

"Go back at 5 o'clock."

"Yes."

He covered the entire neck with a blanket.

And winter looking this way,

He hugged her tightly like hugging a cushion.

⋯It's hot.

"⋯What time is it?"

"4 o'clock."

"⋯1 hour."

"⋯Go back before mommy wakes up."

"⋯."

He lay face to face and hugged her body.

It is comfortable.

Amazingly.

To be with the person you love,

I can't believe it.

Like being with family,

⋯It's true that you are with your family.

I tried to close my eyes for a moment.

However, he kept poking my cheek and opened my eyes.

Face to face with each other.

⋯Ah.

Eyes are not visible

Forehead,

Kodo,

Cheeks too.

The only place in sight,

I hit this place where your gaze was stuck.

"⋯Heh⋯eup⋯."

"Ha⋯pressure⋯."

At first, mouth to mouth

A little later, the tip of his tongue touched his teeth.

He didn't want to open it, so I lightly stroked his waist with the arm he was holding.

He shuddered and the bolts came loose.

I put it in without missing it.

It tasted like mint.

⋯Ah.

It seems to be true that the brain runs on electrical signals.

It feels like an electric current is flowing through your body.

"⋯Fuhap. ⋯Ha⋯ah⋯, oppa⋯."

When she naturally moved her hand from touching her back to the front, she began to rebel.

He covered her mouth again to stop talking.

I trampled the tip of my tongue that had been sucked into my mouth.

"⋯Haeup⋯⋯"

After teasing her so hard, even touching her breasts made her quiet.

She stroked the tip of her bra as if lightly tickling it.

Then, the other hand was also inserted, and it was raised so that it could not function properly.

"⋯."

I missed you.

I removed my hand and unbuttoned the pajama buttons one by one.

Slowly from the breastbone,

A white lump appeared.

When everything was released, only the important parts were covered, making it even more erotic.

I folded the clothes to the sides.

⋯.

I also threw off my t-shirt.

And again,

He hugged him and pursed his lips.

Skin to skin contact.

The tip of the tongue touches the tip of the tongue.

The tongue and the tongue are intertwined.

⋯It seems to explode.

Little bit,

I want to reach even a little more,

Struggled with each other

Maybe it's because we're in the same blanket,

Too hot,

It was hot because of frictional heat.

Haha! ⋯Happiness⋯."

Unbeknownst to me, winter rode on top.

In that state, it was pressed down.

Whole body,

Breasts that maintain their beautiful shape even when lying down.

I put both hands on my waist.

It went down, following the curve.

Pajamas made of soft material were touched.

I hung my thumb on the two layers of fabric.

By the time the continuous curve crosses the point where it briefly protrudes,

Winter blocked my hand.

"⋯Brother."

"I don't think so."

"⋯That, this⋯."

Then he took something out of his pocket.

⋯.

I received it and put it on my eyes.

I left for a moment and searched the drawer.

I tore off the packaging and lowered my lower leg so that it hung over my knee.

It was put on where it had already stood vertically and become sticky.

"⋯Brother, that…The last time…No."

"⋯It's the same anyway."

"If I did it, I thought I wouldn't be able to stop…"

"⋯Yes."

It's not that I don't understand.

Maybe,

If you cross the last line,

I'll never be able to control it

Even now, I want to run wild like this.

The moment the bond is released,

⋯It's too obvious what will happen.

Imagine not being able to imagine.

The blinding winter has returned to my side again.

Hugged from the side

A little tighter than before,

Longing for each other again,

The softness of the lower abdomen,

And the elasticity of the navel,

I enjoyed it over a sheet of rubber.

It was so hot inside the duvet that we were all sweaty.

Thanks to that, there was no difficulty in rubbing.

Breathing hard as I chewed on my lips.

He aimed at my ears, perhaps seeking revenge.

He savored the pain of quietly chewing on his ear.

I couldn't help but be hit, so I also aimed for the collarbone.

⋯It doesn't matter if you get caught or not.

Excited enough to think such a stupid thing,

It left a deep and dark mark.

It seems that Kyeol-gyeol is also angry because his neck was attacked.

They crushed me and climbed on top of me, biting off my ears.

When I open my eyes for a moment,

⋯I'm going crazy.

Be patient?

This?

I pulled the edge of my silence followed towards me more quickly.

The whole body also overlapped with Kyeolgi at an increasingly rapid pace.

The smell of sweat filled the room.

Full of the smell of the two of them.

When I put my nose to the nape of my neck, I could smell a stronger scent.

After sniffing it to the fullest, he mixed his tongue again.

As if trying to convey rising emotions,

⋯ I ejaculated a lot.

"⋯Whoo⋯, ⋯haaa⋯."

"⋯Breathing⋯stopped⋯."

During ejaculation, he must have hugged her too tightly, so Gye-gyeol made a sound of pain.

Feeling apologetic, I loosened up and took off the blindfold.

The slightly moistened eyes are so erotic,

They overlapped their lips again.

⋯This time, this side first tormented my tongue.

Until the lower part of the body, which had slightly lost strength, became stiff again, he mixed his tongue without thinking.

⋯ Will turn

The sexual desire that I thought was suppressed was rekindled.

I moved the hand that had been placed on my silence followed to my hip.

I grabbed my tongue with my lips so I couldn't speak and hit my pubic bone enough to make a popping sound.

"⋯, Uh…?"

Winter, who looked at my face away from my lips for a moment, started to panic.

⋯Why?

I let go of my tongue for a while.

My back didn't stop.

"⋯That, brother?"

"Why."

"Brother…!"

"⋯Why."

"⋯I don't see it, I didn't write it."

"Why is that?"

"⋯You can't do it⋯."

"⋯ Aren't you doing it?"

"…So…"

I was restless and then closed my eyes.

⋯ What does that mean?

"⋯Why is that?"

"⋯When I open my eyes⋯, it feels like it isn't a dream⋯."

⋯.

Kissed the neck

Next to the ball,

On the nose,

In closed eyes,

On the forehead,

And again on the lips,

In the teeth,

On the tongue.

After ejaculating once, it was slippery.

The cover was about to come off.

⋯ It doesn't matter anyway.

It must have all flowed out already.

I got lazy so I took it off.

I also threw the blanket that covered me in case it was buried.

It was a bit chilly, but since it was hot, there was nothing wrong with it.

"That… The navel…"

"⋯Look at me."

"⋯."

As I attacked the belly button with bare skin, my already red face became even more red.

Bangs too,

Nape too,

They were all wet with sweat and their hair was clinging to them.

⋯I turned it over and laid it under me.

He took his hand off her hip and let it run through her hair.

He held her face with both of her hands and kissed her again.

It's not the kiss of a young lover you just met,

Thick and sticky,

A naughty kiss.

To be honest, the pressure wasn't that strong.

It's not that different from masturbation, if you have to.

But,

Pleasure doesn't always come from stimulation.

Opponent's reaction

Temperature,

Skin feel,

Leaking voice,

Above all,

⋯Visual entertainment.

Start with a thin neck,

A clavicle that obviously seduces men,

My heart, which has been crushed by me and changed its shape,

The sexual desire that was once relieved,

Pulled up again

Overlapping each other's mucous membranes,

Exchange body fluids,

At the end of touching the skin of the whole body,

⋯ On the body of Winter,

Ejaculated directly.

"⋯Ha⋯ah⋯."

"⋯"

My legs were trembling.

I had a sexual desire for the first winter,

It's a similar feeling to when you get rid of it.

⋯It was slightly different.

Even if you ejaculate,

I wanted to stay hugged.

"⋯Brother."

"⋯Let's stay like this for a little while longer."

"Yes."

As if breathing in each other's quickened breath,

Kissed their lips again.

No tongue this time

Kindly

Affectionately

Winter came down from above and lay face to face again.

I hugged my stomach and lower chest, which were stained with my bodily fluids.

It wasn't such a bad feeling to rub your body as it was.

"⋯Brother."

"Why."

"⋯I'll be there soon."

"⋯That's right."

To be honest,

I want to wash that breast with my own hands.

And with that finger,

I want you to wash me.

⋯ But you never know when you'll wake up in the shower.

First of all, we took out toilet paper and wet tissues and wiped each other's bodily fluids.

I threw away all the evidence in a trash bag, tied it up, and hid it in a drawer.

Should I secretly throw it away later?

After sending Winter into the bathroom first, I opened the window and covered the smell with hand sanitizer.

⋯I need to wash the blanket.

I didn't ask

I hate the smell of sweat.

Winter, after washing, opened my door.

Only his head was tucked in, but it was visible that only the body was roughly covered with a towel.

I've seen it all before, what…

After I said okay, I grabbed a change of clothes and headed to the bathroom.

A shower booth full of moisture.

I put water on my head, but the scent of the shampoo that remained did not relieve my excitement.

⋯ Ha.

How long can I not hear you?

How can I make excuses if I get caught?

Is persuasion possible if not an excuse?

In my mind,

I realized that the option to give up was gone.