Tales of The Primordial Dawn

Chapter 19: Loss



A unified wall of sound poured from us, Ashaya and Wulani alike, our voices merged into a defiant roar that echoed through the frozen wilderness. Together, we advanced, our steps heavy on the snow-capped ground.

In the face of our shared audacity, the wolves shrank back. Their wild eyes seemed to hold a spark of understanding, or perhaps fear. Gradually, they retreated into the stark white expanse, leaving behind an eerie calm that descended upon us like a fresh snowfall.

Suddenly, the world tipped on its side. My heart was a wild drum against my ribs, echoing the pounding in my head. My legs, previously steady, crumpled beneath me as the rush of adrenaline subsided. I landed hard on the snow-covered earth, its biting cold seeping through my rough-hide pants.

"Tak!" The shout of my name cut through the eerie silence. I looked up to see Liora and Aisling rushing towards me, their faces a mix of awe and concern. Behind them, I saw Finn, Zulu, and Maeve, their eyes wide with fear and admiration.

"Tak, you were amazing," Liora said, her voice a whisper against the howling wind.

"Yeah, you showed those wolves, Tak!" Finn added, his voice shaky from the events of the day.

A weak smile pulled at the corners of my mouth. "We did it together," I said, my voice hoarse from the relentless war cries.

But my triumph was shadowed by a heavy weight. The images of the battle, the bodies fallen on the snow, the life I had taken - they haunted me. They were imprinted on my mind, a grim reminder of the price we had to pay. I was no longer just Tak - the brother who ran with his siblings in the forest, the son who helped his mother with the chores. I was a warrior now, and I had blood on my hands.

As my gaze swept across the snow-blanketed expanse, I saw a glimmer of relief ripple through our weary ranks. Shoulders dropped and fists unclenched, our unified front dissolving into clusters of relief and grief.

The Wulani, huddled together, held a cautious distance. A mirror to our tribe, their faces held the same blend of exhaustion, pain, and an uncertainty that lingered like a storm cloud. Could two tribes, so different in culture, language, and history, truly unite? The challenge ahead was colossal, like a mountain looming over us.

Suddenly, I felt a tug on my arm. I turned to see Liora offering me a warm smile. Her hand, small but firm, was outstretched towards me, pulling me back to reality.

“Come on, Tak,” she said, her voice filled with a strength I admired. "You have to stay standing."

I nodded, reaching out to clasp her hand. With her help, I slowly got to my feet, my muscles screaming in protest.

"Yes, you're right," I said, glancing one more time at the Wulani people.

"What are we going to do with them?" My mother asked either to herself or us.

With a deep sigh, I uttered the words that had been simmering in my heart. "We must take care of them. It is what Akara would have wanted."

Liora blinked in surprise, her gaze flicking towards the huddled group of Wulani. "You mean...?"

"Yes," I said, meeting her eye. "They are starving, scared, and young. Without a guide, without a beacon, they'll perish out here in the cold. We can't let that happen."

Our losses were fresh and the wounds still bled, but that was no excuse to let more lives be lost, be they Ashaya or Wulani.

"You're right, Tak," Liora finally agreed, her voice soft. "We can't just abandon them. They've lost as much as we have, maybe even more. We need to find somewhere to house everyone... but where?"

The question hung heavy in the chilly air.

I felt the gentle touch of Aisling, my mother, on my shoulder. "We could build them huts," she said, her voice imbued with a calm determination. "But, Tak, we can't be certain of their intentions."

"I know, Mother," I nodded, meeting her gaze. "Bringing them in... it's a risk. But it's one we have to take. We can't just leave them out here, to die."

She nodded slowly, her eyes glistening in the fading light. "I worry about us, about them."

There was something heartening about the faith she placed in me. "Every life is precious, mother. In time, I hope our tribes can work together, learn from each other. We've survived a lot, and we can survive this too."

Mother's grip on my arm tightened, a silent acknowledgment of my sentiment. Her gaze returned to the shivering forms of the Wulani.

Garan's heavy footfalls came to a stop beside me, snapping me out of my contemplation. "Tak," he rumbled, his deep voice carrying a rare note of warmth, "you held your own out there. The battle...it's not an easy thing, the first time."

My gaze involuntarily returned to the battlefield. The once pristine snow was now churned and muddied, stained with the dark reminders of the night's brutal confrontation. Eamon and Mako moved amongst the fallen, their figures hunched against the cold as they gently moved the bodies of our fallen comrades.

"They're taking them home," Garan's voice interrupted my thoughts, his gaze following mine. "We'll hold a ritual, one worthy of their bravery. Their spirits will join the ancestors, just as it should be."

I felt a tightness in my chest, but managed to nod. "That's what I want, too," I said, my voice barely more than a whisper. "They deserve that honor."

Garan's hand found my shoulder, offering a comforting squeeze. "Death is a part of life, Tak. We mourn, we remember, but we also move forward. They've earned their rest, and we honor them by living."

I turned my gaze to him, caught by his words. "And the Wulani?" I asked, unable to keep the question from tumbling out. "Do we just forget the lives they've taken?"

Garan sighed, his breath visible in the chill air. "No, we don't forget. But we also can't let their actions darken our hearts. You said it yourself, we can't become like them."

His words were heavy, carrying the weight of truth. But it was a hard truth, one that was difficult to swallow. The Wulani had attacked us, they had taken lives. Yet here I was, advocating for their safety, their survival. It felt like a betrayal, even though my intentions were noble.

Garan seemed to sense my internal struggle. "Tak, in time, wounds heal. The pain lessens. It won't be easy, but we must try. It's the only way forward."

As I listened to Garan, I couldn't help but think of Akara. He had believed in peace, in coexistence. I could only hope that he was alright, recalling his pale skin and wheezing voice during the sound of the call to war. He was weak, sick, and seemed to be on the verge of dying. The only thing we could do was give him space while Rasha did her best to heal him, or see him through as he made his way to the other side.

Garan was right, I knew. We had to move forward, we had to survive. But survival was more than just living. It was about learning, growing, and changing. It was about recognizing the value of life, no matter where it came from. We had lost much, but we also had a chance for something new. A chance for a future, where Ashaya and Wulani stood side by side.

For now, though, we had to mourn. We had to honor the dead, remember them, and learn from the sacrifices they had made.

I glanced once more over the field, my heart heavy but resolute. "We will remember them, Garan," I said, my voice firm.

As we trudged through the snow, I glanced over at Maeve and Zulu. Their young faces were grim, their usual liveliness muted. Maeve was the first to break the silence. "I don't see Odhran."

Zulu nodded, his face serious. "Yener's not here either."

Maeve's eyes widened slightly, but she quickly regained control over her emotions. "They're strong. They'll be back," she said with a hint of defiance.

Zulu reached out, gripping Maeve's hand tightly. "Yeah, they will be," he said, echoing her determination.

Liora, walking a few steps behind us, let out a soft sigh. "Finnley's not among us either," she murmured, her gaze scanning the crowd.

The names hit me like a physical blow. Odhran, Yener, Finnley... Each one a thread in the intricate tapestry that was our tribe, now severed. I swallowed the lump in my throat, fighting against the surge of emotion threatening to overwhelm me.

"No," I said, my voice rough, "they're not."

An awkward silence hung over us, each lost in our thoughts. Aisling, my mother, eventually broke the quiet. "They fought bravely," she said, her voice steady despite the sorrow in her eyes. "We'll remember them."

I nodded, acknowledging her words. We would remember them. Every face, every voice, every laugh, every moment we shared. We would keep them alive in our hearts, in our stories, in our tribe. But that thought offered little comfort at that moment. The loss was too fresh, too raw.

Liora reached out, placing a comforting hand on my arm. "Tak," she said, "I know it's hard. But we did what we could. They knew the risks."

I knew she meant to offer comfort, but her words only served to twist the knife deeper. We did what we could. But was it enough? Could we have done more? These questions would haunt me, I knew.

The night sky was darkening by the time we reached our tribe. The welcoming warmth of the fire contrasted sharply with the cold that had settled deep in my heart. As we huddled together, I looked at the faces around me, each marked with the toll of the day.

"We have each other," I found myself saying, my voice hoarse. "We survived."

Maeve and Zulu glanced at me, their eyes wide. "We're still here," Zulu whispered, gripping my hand tightly.

"Yes, we are," I replied, squeezing his hand in return. "And we have to keep going. For them. For us."

In that moment, surrounded by the surviving members of my tribe, I felt an immense weight on my shoulders. The loss of Odhran, Yener, and Finnley would leave a void in our tribe, a wound that would take a long time to heal.

A hush fell over the tribe as Rasha stepped forward, her normally bright blue eyes now shadowed with grief, puffy from tears shed. She moved slowly, her head held high even as her heart was breaking, the snow crunching under her feet the only sound in the deafening silence.

Silently, she gave a nod to those who greeted her, their expressions a mix of concern and trepidation. I watched as Rasha paused, taking a moment to gather herself before her voice rang out, clear and loud.

"Tribe," she began, her voice strong despite the tremor I could detect. "Akara is no more."

The words hung in the freezing air, each one landing like a stone in my stomach. Murmurs rose around me, echoing my own disbelief. Akara, our wise, steadfast leader, now gone. I felt as though the wind had been knocked out of me, my mind racing to grasp the reality of her words.

I turned to see Garan, his face pale as he shook his head. "No," he murmured, almost to himself. "Not him... Not my father."

"Father..." Garan's voice was barely a whisper now, the disbelief on his face mirroring the heartbreak in his voice.

Rasha, Garan's mother, reached out to touch her son's arm, her touch a silent comfort amidst the turmoil. "I know, Garan," she said softly, her voice filled with shared grief. "Your father was a great leader... a great man."

Garan looked at his mother, his eyes searching for some semblance of solace in her gaze. "How do we...what do we do now?" he stammered, the shock of his father's death leaving him bereft of words.

Rasha looked around at the tribe, her gaze landing on each one of us as if trying to draw strength from our presence. "We mourn," she said, her voice steady, "We remember. And then we rise, just as Akara would have wanted."

In the hushed silence that followed, I felt a shiver run through me. Akara was gone. The fact hit me with fresh force. I could still see his broad smile, hear his hearty laugh. But now, those were memories, the echoes of a life that had once been.

Aisling squeezed my hand, her grip tight as if trying to anchor us both amidst the tumultuous sea of emotions. "It's alright, Tak," she said, her voice barely audible. "We're together."

"We're together," I echoed, her words offering me a shred of comfort in the midst of my grief.

As the night deepened, we huddled around the fire, the heat a stark contrast against the icy chill that had settled within us. Despite the warmth, I could still feel the cold reality creeping in: we had lost not just Akara, but Odhran, Yener, and Finnley. Their absence left a gaping void that seemed impossible to fill.

I glanced at Garan, his face a mask of shock and grief as he came to terms with the loss of his father. His mother, Rasha, stood beside him, her hand resting on his shoulder, her presence a steady pillar amidst the chaos.

Finn looked up at us, his young eyes filled with uncertainty. "What will happen to us now?" he asked, his voice small in the chilling silence that surrounded us.

Aisling, her face lined with exhaustion and grief, wrapped an arm around Finn's shoulder. "The elders will meet after we've paid our respects to those we've lost," she said, her voice firm despite the tremor in her hands. "They'll select a new leader, someone who can guide us through these difficult times."

Her gaze met mine, a silent communication passing between us. It was the unspoken understanding that settling the Wulani amongst us would be an arduous task. Without Akara, our mediator, our bridge to the Wulani, communication was nearly impossible.

I found myself echoing Finn's words. "It's going to be tough, isn't it?" I murmured, more to myself than anyone else.

Aisling nodded, a hint of sorrow flickering in her gaze. "I know, Tak," she replied, her voice barely above a whisper. "I know."

Announcement

This was supposed to be the end of book 1, volume 1, or the first arc. Whatever you want to call it. But, I decided against my... 'judgment' to continue a little past this point. Even the AI told me this was a perfect place to leave the story off on, before I prompted it to write the next volume. 


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