That apple, Why did you come to me?

1 Corinthians 13:7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.

10:00 AM on the 13th What is a healthy person? As soon as I woke up this morning, I thought of you and listened to music that matched my mood. Appetite, sexual desire, sleep desire, material desire, Are desires bad? 

I became an ascetic while living a life of faith. I came to think that it is better for me to control and eliminate sexual desire. As a result, I came to realize that sexual desire is a state of mind that appears when I am in a negative state. The only pleasure I enjoyed as a human being, aside from the joy of serving the Lord (religion), was the joy of eating food with people. I have the opportunity to freely train myself to control myself. Now I have a different way of thinking about sexual desires. You told me that you lost a lot of memories due to the great shock. Even now, I can see your brain dying because you are hiding your emotions. keep pouring water into your dying brain. Our lives are ruined because we lack self-control. People are using energy like drugs to destroy this. Let's check if the emotions we feel are our real emotions. It could be hypnosis coming through the brain, so let's stimulate the brain and release it. I write with concern for your addiction to something.

Same day, on the 13th 

Finding the meaning of suffering. You and I want to know about suffering. God has a flow of where the world is going. It is too hard to live in the world while being hit by the wind and fire that God causes. But if we have to do that, it is comforting to know His will. God's comfort and rest require knowing the relationship between Him and us. That is, the relationship between God and man. We are beings who need to be saved. I want to teach you this and teach you why I came to where you live and why we were promised. You are a precious person. That is why the unbearable suffering is killing you. I hope you will not give up and endure your choice with me. People laugh at you, calling you my shadow. I know and see it all. Let's all talk about it when my name comes to its place.

Matthew 18:5-7 5 And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. 6 But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea. 7 Woe unto the world because of offences! for it must needs be that offences come; but woe to that man by whom the offence cometh

[A sculptor met a beautiful woman on the street.

It was a moment, but he could not forget her. She was someone he did not know..

The sculptor began to sculpt every day, recalling his memory. Thinking of her and sculpting her likeness was his greatest joy. When the beautiful shape of the sculpture was established, a customer came who said he was the richest person in the world. The rich man, who saw the one and only statue filled with the sculptor's joy, said that it resembled a woman he knew and gave the sculptor a large sum of money, telling him to finish it and send it to himself.

The sculpture was left unfinished, and the sculptor left.] -An essay from my unpublished book 

I speak of the principles of heaven and the love of the world. You are the ones who create mutations and perversions. I love you and create everything, but in the end, I lose everything.

 [....It could end here. The act of loving each other passionately is heavenly enough to be accomplished. It is a strange sight to see the sound and the appearance.

It is the time when we love each other the most, but what is shown has a truly strange power....] -An essay from my unpublished book 

Do people want me to look different when I love them? The way humans look at love and desire is almost the same. But the world doesn't seem normal. Anything I think of, I visualize it, film it and mock it, and it becomes a reality. 

[Tomato Soup

The world is full of Tomato Soup 

Is it written by me or by my brain?

Is it written by my disciple or by my listener?

I have received nothing.

I am angry, annoyed, and despised. That expression is also correct.

The brain is copied and sent to the copy machine, and this is the emergence of a copy human.

Amazing. There are two types: energy copyer and content copyer.

Would it be better to tag it? No, it's a pin.

How nice it would be if you just gave me some money.

I have received nothing.

I have nothing left.

Nothing. .] -An essay from my unpublished book 

I'm glad I can start a story that I must tell while I'm alive.