The Engagement Was Broken Off at the Wedding Hall

4 – 1-4. Company S’s husband gradually realizes the reality.

About 8 hours and a half from Incheon International Airport.

As soon as I arrived at the airport and completed immigration procedures, I received a rental car and went straight to the hotel.

After checking in, receiving my card key, and entering the hotel room, I lay down.

“………….”

It came.

I came.

I also came alone.

‘…Is it okay?’

No, of course it would be okay.

But for some reason, my heart was pounding.

I feel like I did something I really shouldn’t have done.

I feel like a voice is ringing right next to me telling me to throw away food waste.

As if I had PTSD, my heart started pounding and breathing began to become difficult.

“Haaa….”

It’s okay.

I am free now.

So there is no longer any reason to be haunted by the ghosts of the past.

‘But.’

What if this is all a dream?

What if the day I collapsed from a nosebleed, I was already taken to the hospital room and it was just a fantasy I was dreaming?

“….Then.”

Then even more so.

There was no reason to hesitate.

As it is a once-in-a-lifetime dream, wouldn’t it be a loss if you don’t enjoy it?

When I thought about it, I couldn’t just sit there any longer.

I have to go out.

You must enjoy even a little bit of freedom.

Even if it’s just for one minute or even a second, I have to enjoy my life as myself.

I quickly got up from my seat and opened the hotel door.

“…………..”

Just as I was about to open the door and come out.

The hurried steps suddenly stopped.

There was no particular reason.

‘But…Is there somewhere to go?’

There was nowhere to go.

There was nothing I wanted to do.

My mind was already old and tired to burn the enemy’s line.

No, even if we exclude those.

“…..Ha…”

I was tired.

I just wanted to sleep.

Going outside and playing, buying something to eat, dressing up and having fun.

I didn’t like anything.

There is only one thing that comes to mind.

Just going to bed.

“…………”

I walked shakily towards the bed.

I took off my clothes and lay down on the bed.

I didn’t even fold my socks. I just threw it on the floor next to the bed.

“Haaa….”

A bed that hugs your body warmly.

Two eyes that naturally close.

If I open my eyes like this, will I be back in ‘those days’ again?

‘….I don’t know.’

Even if I had to go back, it was inevitable.

However, if there is one thing I can say nonetheless.

“It was a good dream.”

I was able to relieve the lingering regrets of the past even through a dream, so I put my hands together and expressed my gratitude to God.

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“……..”

Around 7 p.M.

I woke up because I was hungry.

When I woke up, I realized that I had returned to my original home or anything like that.

“It’s not a dream.”

I lightly pinched the back of my hand.

It was a simple pain. If you see pain, it’s not a dream.

“Ha…..”

I went to the bathroom and saw his face.

A young face without wrinkles.

My eyes were very tired and did not match my appearance, but other than that, I was just like myself in my 20s.

Even though I’m in my 20s, I’m still in my late 20s, but I’m still in my 20s anyway, so I’ll move on.

“Haaa…..”

It feels like something has been released.

I half leaned against the sink and knelt down.

“Haa….Huh…Hua…!”

Tears formed between the corners of my eyes.

Teardrops are gradually forming. Even before I blink, it falls down my cheek and down the sink.

Tuk. Tootuk. Patter. Tears continue to flow.

Open your mouth and mutter.

A silent clamor.

Something that had accumulated beneath my heart came out through my throat, along my spine, and through my mouth and eyes.

“Huh…aaa!!!!”

I shouted.

“Ahhhhh,

I screamed like crazy.

“Huh! Huh ha ha ha! Uh!

After all, a young body is good.

Even if I say this sh*t, my body will support me.

I screamed with all my might. I ran to the bed, lifted the pillow, and pushed it down.

Climb up on the bed and kick it. Throw the pillow at the wall and swing it towards the wall.

During this time, I felt like it was really me to be careful not to break the other furniture.

“f*ck…f*ck!”

I shouted again.

“Hyeonseong is free!”

Hyeonseong is Free!

After the last, final shout.

“Ha! Ha, ha….”

I let out a rough breath.

Hazy feeling. A feeling of lack of oxygen to the brain.

The clothes I was wearing became damp with sweat.

“…Let’s take a shower.”

Eat some food.

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“It’s a night market.”

I changed my clothes and came out.

In the schedule, I was supposed to eat at a restaurant I had already reserved…

“Kebab.”

I don’t know about that, but I wanted to eat the kebab I saw next to me.

A chunk of meat rolling around right next to you.

Cut the meat with the knife in your hand and fold it into a tortilla.

Stirring sauce. Primal instinct.

“…..Ah.”

When I realized it, I was already holding a kebab in my hand.

Can I eat it? Yes, I bought it, but I have to eat it.

Should we go to a restaurant next time?

“………….”

Why me?

Most of the food I booked at the restaurant in the first place was something I didn’t like.

Compared to those things, I liked street food like kebabs more.

Because it feels more local.

It feels a little more romantic, and it feels like memories are accumulating.

But Jiyeon said that it was tacky and unsightly to catch and eat something on the street, so she reluctantly went into the restaurant.

‘If you’re going to go to a restaurant because you’re so lazy, you should at least eat well.’

Doesn’t everyone judge the taste and even give star ratings?

He has sh*tty manners and is actually disappointed that I brought him to a place like this.

At that time, she should have felt the pressure and ran away. She should have told me to f*ck off as soon as my overseas trip was over.

“What kind of affection is that guy?”

I thought about her parents, my father-in-law, and my mother-in-law, so I held back.

What’s more, I didn’t know much at the time.

I just thought I was not good enough, that I wasn’t good enough, that I was incompetent.

‘The reality is different.’

I slowly put the kebab in my hand into my mouth and chewed it.

“Umm….Mmm!”

Meat! Overwhelming meat!

The pungent sauce explodes the flavor of the meat, followed by sweet vegetables that dance on your tongue.

In addition, the tortilla layer on the back gently purifies the pungent taste.

“Delicious….!”

This kebab felt much more delicious than anything like foie gras or fishy caviar.

This is food, this is taste.

I devoured the kebab in an instant like a dog’s eyes wide open, and other foods immediately caught my eye.

All of them were sold on the streets, so they were far from high-end foods, but—

“It’s so delicious!”

─What does it matter if you say you like me right now?

Eat here. Eat there. I was feeling thirsty after eating and eating, so I had a glass of juice sold nearby.

Thanks to this, I reached the end of the night market just as my stomach was full.

“Hmm.”

Should we go back now?

I ate something to eat.

If I don’t go to bed quickly, tomorrow’s schedule may be affected.

“…Bullsh*t.”

But those schedules were all created because of that b*tch, right?

Is there any need to follow the schedule that was made for that b*tch?

No. Not at all.

Rather, I needed to search for ‘me’ more actively.

‘Then.’

Here, it is better not to enter the hotel.

A little more freedom. A little more debauched.

I just opened my phone and searched.

“Things to do in Hawaii.”

Some people have come forward to say that it is a representative tourist destination.

These guys made reservations together and bought tickets in advance.

After excluding all of those, there really wasn’t anywhere worth going at this time?

‘Huh?’

This is not it.

No, this was correct.

They were playing around like they would never come back.

“Hmm….”

Now I understand.

That year, my parents were just average middle class people.

I have never really traveled abroad, and the only places I have been to are domestic.

In the meantime, since I was going on an overseas trip, I must have had a strong desire to pick up a mulberry.

‘I said that if you live with me, I will travel abroad to your heart’s content.’

I don’t know about that, but I’m just being beggar.

Later, that beggarly spirit mixed with his useless pride and inferiority complex turned him into an almost hideous monster.

“Huh…!”

What this means is that Jiyeon Kim would have searched for everything that could be found by searching.

Then what should we do?

She wanted to go somewhere that b*tch wouldn’t think of her, where she wouldn’t think of that b*tch.

‘…Then.’

There is only one place left.

I opened the map app and searched.

If I type “Casino…” Will it come out?

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“……………………….”

The wedding is over.

There were no honeymoon babies and no wedding cutting.

The group chat room was buzzing with stories about this wedding, me and the prospective candidates.

Some of my subordinates sent me text messages and asked if it was true, and some even cursed at Hyeonseong and comforted me.

‘…I’

I was locked in the room.

I looked through the community site without bending my knees.

‘Did I… Do something so wrong?’

No.

Honestly, no.

If Hyunseong had been more attractive as a man in the first place, there would have been no reason for me to be so shaken.

First of all, it made me anxious.

If you had hugged me a little tighter and held on to me a little more, if you had controlled my heart a little more, this wouldn’t have happened.

“I wish Hyunseong would do better…”

There was no way I would have ended up like this.

─Knock knock knock.

“!,……Dad..?”

[I am mom.]

“….I have nothing to say, so get out.”

[This is your father’s house.]

The door was locked with a latch.

A rattling doorknob. A sigh followed.

[Have you tried calling the suicide room?]

“Ugh….!”

I didn’t do it.

I didn’t do it.

[Call Yu Seobang. And I wish you all the best.]

“It’s noisy!”

Tooung! He threw the cell phone in his hand.

It hits the door.

The screen blinks and blinks.

Mom beyond the door sighed again.

[Yes. You figure it out. Mom, I don’t know anymore.]

“Ssi…!”

What?

Why is my mom talking as if I did something wrong?

Mom is my mom. Shouldn’t mom take my side?

‘As expected…It’s just my dad.’

I don’t like my mom.

Because you will never accept me.

“……………………….”

The sound of footsteps moving away.

I got up from my seat and picked up my cell phone.

“Ah…..”

There was a slight crack in my phone.

…This is all because of mom.

“Haaa.”

Still, it seemed right to make a phone call.

Because nothing could be solved if we stayed like this.

“…Oppa…”

I picked up my cell phone and made a call.

“If you accept and apologize now, I will forgive you…”

A beep sounds.

Tap, the sound of answering the phone.

And what follows──

[If you want to make an international call, please dial 0.]

“……Ha?”

International calls? Not in Korea?

Why? Why? There’s no way I’m going to another country…

“───Ah!”

Hawaii. Overseas Travel.

Oppa. Did you go on a trip abroad and leave me alone?

“I….Iiiii….!”

Crazy guy. Bad guy. I made the schedule all by myself!

With a rising sense of betrayal, I tried to press 0.

“……International call.”

However, the finger stopped right in front of the nose.

‘That’s very expensive.’

You cannot make a call by phone.

I used voice chat from a chat app instead of calling.

“………….”

My brother did not accept it.