Chapter 3: : Internal Conflict
Jack's fists clenched as he stood frozen, his mind racing. Marcus's words had planted doubt in him, and he couldn't shake the storm raging inside. But before he could say anything more, another voice called out, cutting through the tense silence.
"Jack! Back in the gym, huh?"
Jack turned to see Coach Ramirez, the head trainer who had worked with Ethan and a mentor to many fighters in the gym. The older man had a hard, rugged face, worn from years of experience and loss, but his eyes carried a spark of wisdom. Ramirez approached, wiping sweat from his brow with a towel slung over his shoulder.
"Coach," Jack greeted, trying to sound steady, though the grief twisted in his gut.
Ramirez gave him a long, searching look. "I know why you're here," he said, voice low but firm. "You're not here to train. You're here because you can't stop thinking about what happened to your brother."
Jack's throat tightened. He couldn't deny it, so he nodded, his gaze dropping to the floor. "I don't know what to do, Coach," he admitted. "I feel… lost."
Ramirez folded his arms over his chest, sighing. "Losing Ethan hit all of us hard. But you? I know it's worse. He was your brother. The bond you had doesn't just vanish overnight."
Jack's jaw clenched, and the fury he'd been trying to suppress flared again. "It's not fair. Rico got away with it, and the world's just moving on like Ethan didn't matter."
Ramirez's eyes narrowed. "I see the anger in you, Jack. It's like a fire waiting to burn everything down. But tell me, what do you think Ethan would want you to do?"
Jack's hands balled into fists. "I… don't know. I just want to make things right. I want Rico to pay."
Marcus shifted uncomfortably, but Ramirez didn't look away. "Revenge might seem like the answer, but it's a poison. Ethan fought with honor, not for payback or to hurt anyone. If you let this rage drive you, you won't be fighting like him. You'll become someone else."
Jack felt torn, every part of him twisting in turmoil. He'd thought about the fight, about stepping into the cage with Rico and making him pay. But Coach's words struck something deep within him. Ethan had loved fighting, but not out of hatred. He'd fought for the love of the sport, the challenge, the respect for his opponents—even when they didn't deserve it.
"I don't want to become that person," Jack whispered. "But I don't know how to stop feeling this way."
Ramirez stepped closer, his voice softer but still carrying authority. "Grieving takes time. You can't rush it or ignore it. But if you want to channel that pain, do it in a way that honors Ethan. Train. Fight for something bigger than revenge."
Jack looked at Marcus, who nodded, his expression sincere. "We all miss him, man," Marcus said. "But if you're serious about making a difference, about fighting like Ethan did, we'll be here to help you. We'll get through this together."
The weight on Jack's chest didn't feel lighter, but something in their words resonated. Maybe there was a way forward that didn't involve losing himself to the darkness.
"Okay," Jack said, the word feeling heavy but meaningful. "I'll try."
Ramirez clapped him on the shoulder. "Good. Because you've got the potential to be something great, Jack. Don't waste it on anger. Train, focus, and honor your brother's memory the right way."
Jack took a shaky breath, feeling the first hints of a plan forming. "I'll do it for Ethan," he said quietly, and for the first time in days, the crushing sense of hopelessness eased a fraction.
But deep down, he knew this was only the beginning. The road ahead would be long, filled with pain and struggle. Still, he wasn't alone, and maybe that was enough for now.
"Let's get to work," Ramirez said, gesturing toward the ring. "One step at a time."
Jack looked up, determination flickering in his eyes. "One step at a time," he repeated, finally taking his first steps forward, and for the first time in a long while, he felt a glimmer of hope.