The Swords Edge Never Been Softer. ( BKDK )

* Warnings: G(rape), self-harm, kinda short, bkdk fluff, kidnapping, smut? , abusive " Deku " | 39% bkdk | 61% dkbk! | 

After about two hours and thirty minutes, I woke up and Deku wasn't beside me. I searched almost everywhere but he was nowhere to be found. I then entered the guest bedroom and heard whimpering from the closet. I opened the closet door and there stood a sad Deku. " You have about five seconds to tell me what the actual fuck happened. " he covered his arm and opened his mouth to speak but nothing came out and he started crying. I wrapped him in my arms. " I'm sorry for sounding upset...please tell me what happened. " he pulled back. " I hope you know I'm not forcing you to be with me kacchan! I'm not the best looking..." he said wiping his tears and faking a smile. He was crying hysterically and he's worried about how I feel. Fuck my feelings. " Deku looked off and looked back. " Katsuki.. "

 I blushed and looked away. " Katsuki look at me~. " I looked back at him, this whole dominant thing is really out of the ordinary. " Good boy... " Seriously? you were just depressed and then wanna try fucking me? " S-Stop Deku~ " he glanced down sadly " Let me fuck my feelings out. I don't want to think right now. " I smiled and hugged him. 

* G(rape) *

" This isn't what you need..." he heard me but he didn't listen, he grabbed my wrists and pinned them to the ground. " D-Deku what are you doing? " his expression stood blank and he pressed his body against mine and kissed from my collarbone up to my jawline. " Deku, seriously stop I don't want to do this. " then he stripped me of my clothes...I tried to resist but I gave in. It was a long morning of...I'd say torture. He did fuck his feelings out. It hurt...and it was unwanted.

Deku was putting his sweater back on and he looked back at me once he did. " Slut. " he said and started crying. " You're just a fuck-toy. Why would you let me do that...why didn't you stop me..." I buried my face in my knees shuttling back on the bed to protect myself from him. He crawled up to me and lifted my chin. " Katsuki! Y-You know you're all I have. Please forgive me I can't live without you. I just needed to blow off some steam and you were such a good boy for me. Please. " I stared at him anxiously " A-Are you scared of me Katsuki? I can't allow that " he drew his dagger and lunged it into my shoulder. enough to break the skin but not enough to pierce it. He pulled it out and looked at it nervously. " What's going on with me? " I stayed silent. He started to scrape his arm several times to the point where you could fill up a waste bucket with his blood I reached out and grabbed his arm pulling him into a hug.  " Shh, stop tell me what's wrong Deku. " he cried into my shoulder. " It's your servant or whatever...Shinsuki?...he had some type of pull and I couldn't help but listen and...he raped me. I just... can't get it out of my head, I wanted someone else to go through what I went through. My bad Katsuki! " his black blood dripped onto my shirt and I sighed. " Take him away. " my guards grabbed onto his arms and pulled him out of the room. " Fuck you Bakugou! You were supposed to be mine! You'll never find him. He is somewhere where the moon shines at night and where the sun stays dull. " Terry said. Fuck! now I have to find Deku. " I think we can help with that, in exchange for something~ " I turned my head to see...

To be continued.