The True Feelings of a Tsundere Are Showing

chapter 11



11. Important Facts

After the class, which seemed to be very long, I felt like I was holding on to my pounding heart.

“Are you really not going?”

“Oh, you don’t have to go.”

We were having an in-depth (?) Conversation about whether I should go to the hospital on the bus back home.

Hanseo Ahga She said with an expression that she couldn’t understand at all.

“He said it didn’t matter if he went earlier.”

“······As soon as class ended, it became too much trouble to go.”

“Yesterday was not very good.”

“It’s fine now.”

“Are you going to tell me that you won’t be able to go to school because you’re sick?”

“······What else. When did I do that?”

“Anyway. That’s not important right now.”

If that’s not important, what the hell is important, Mr. Seoah Han.

She was making an expression of astonishment at Han Seo-ah’s words, which she must have said without thinking, so Han Seo-ah added her words belatedly.

“······I mean there are more important things than those little things.”

“Are you going to the hospital?”

“Yes. That.”

[The most important thing to me is Siwoo’s physical condition. Nothing else matters.]

······No, that much?

Don’t you usually take care of yourself first?

There was one fact that suddenly made her curious, so she immediately asked Han Seo-ah.

“Hanseo-ah.”

“Huh?”

“If you and I fell into the sea and we only had one lifejacket, then what would we do?”

“······Is there only one?”

“Uh. I’m assuming there’s only one.”

“······Of course I should use it! Do you think I will die to save you?”

[Why is Siwoo asking such an obvious thing?]

[Of course, I have to save Siwoo. I’m a person who can’t be without Siwoo anyway.]

“····.”

I roughly expected it, but seeing it in reality came as a much fresher shock.

Han Seo-ah Even in that situation, she thought of me as more important than herself.

Even in the middle of it, she was talking as if it was natural for her to wear a life jacket.

On the subject of course, she thinks she should save me.

······ The area around her chest tickled.

How many times has this tickled me today?

How many times did you feel emotions that you have never felt from Han Seo-ah in the past two days, yesterday and today?

As she was thinking about that, she heard a suspicious voice from Seo Ah Han.

“But why all of a sudden?”

“······No, just curious.”

“What is it? Did you even expect me to choose you? It’s not going to happen, so wake up.”

[······Wouldn’t Siwoo be hurt by these words?]

[I’m so shy that I can’t express it in words. I always put you first, Siwoo.]

“······Collock!”

“Look, he’s coughing!”

I clear my throat because of Han Seo Ah’s heart deeply embedded in her heart.

And, thinking that it was because of a cold again, Han Seo-ah is startled.

It was a comedy from a distance, and a comedy from up close.

“No, something got stuck in my throat. Cough.”

“······What, can you give me some water?”

“Is there?”

“Yes. I have it.”

“Thank you for giving.”

“Here, here.”

Hanseo rummaged through her bag and quickly found a water bottle and handed it to me.

Originally, he was the type to carry a water bottle.

I don’t think it was like that in the past.

A momentary question passed through her mind, but she had something to say, so she decided to drink the water.

“Do you drink without touching your mouth?”

“······Of course. Then you didn’t mean to drink from my water bottle?”

[Hhh, this is a water bottle I hurriedly bought during lunchtime in case something similar happened this morning.]

[Siwoo is really needlessly thorough in a place like this.]

As if to prove why he hesitated to answer, Seoah Han’s inner feelings began to show again.

I hope I did.

This is really a scheme.

I really can’t let go of my guard for a moment.

I don’t think I’ve been so focused on studying for the CSAT.

“By the way, Siwoo Lee.”

“Why?”

“What would you do?”

“What do you mean?”

“A question about that life jacket. What would you do if it were you?”

For some reason he stayed quiet while I drank water.

It was clear that I had been quiet for a while because I wanted to ask that question.

“There must be a reason why you asked such a thing out of the blue.”

“I just suddenly remembered…”

“I don’t know how I’ll make you today if you just say that you suddenly remembered.”

“······Um.”

If you cut me off like that, I have nothing to say.

It’s a little bit, but it felt like the future was bleak.

What do you say?

Looking at the state of his eyes, I don’t think I can get over it.

That was also a characteristic of Han Seo-ah.

It doesn’t happen often, but if you’re obsessed with something, you won’t give up until you get it.

Before, there was even a time when I stayed up all night for three days to get a master level in a game.

At that time, both families were in trouble, probably.

Seo-ah Han’s parents shed tears saying that their daughter was crazy.

My parents only pushed me on the back, telling me to stop Seo-ah.

And then, three days later.

The scene where Seoah Han finally achieved her master level and smiled with pride still lingered in my mind.

Even if you think he’s finally crazy.

I also thought it was cool to see her achieve her goal in the end.

Anyway, it meant that once Han Seo-ah started obsessing like this, she would get very tired.

She meant that I had to get out of this situation somehow to prevent it.

“Siwoo Lee? Why can’t you answer me?”

“······I didn’t think I would be able to answer.”

“Answer quickly. I’m curious too.”

“Well, if it were me, wouldn’t I have given you a life jacket?”

“······Really? Why?”

As if she hadn’t expected me to give such an answer at all, Seoah Han’s expression was stained with surprise.

“I want to save you?”

“······· Huh?”

“Do you really need a reason? I said I’ll save you.”

“What? Wait a minute. Did I just hear that right? I think I just heard something strange…”

“You heard it right. Do I need a reason to save you?”

It was an interesting situation.

How long has it been since I’ve seen Han Seo-ah’s funny expression like that?

I think the last time I saw you was the day I brought a 100-point test paper to the final exam.

She continued to make a bewildered expression for a while, but after a certain amount of time had passed, she screamed as if she had come to her senses.

“Suddenly, what are you talking about! Why are you saving me?”

“I told you, do you really need a reason?”

“······ Ha, in the real situation, he said he would use it right away.”

[Isn’t this a dream? Did Siwoo say he would choose me between me and himself?]

[What should I do? My heart is beating so fast.]

Han Seo-ah’s inner heart, which shows a sentence that is the exact opposite of what she is still saying.

I’m sorry for such a deep feeling.

My plan was still unfinished.

“What are you talking about? I’ll give it to you even if it’s a real situation.”

“······Really?”

“Of course. That way we can both live.”

“I didn’t know Siwoo Lee would say that… Wait a minute, what?”

Han Seo-ah asks back with a stupid expression, as if she finally found something strange in my words.

Maybe you figured it out by now.

Anyway, it’s already too late.

I smiled evilly at Han Seo-ah and spat out lightly.

“Of course I should give you a life jacket. I know how to swim anyway.”

“····.”

“It’s basic common sense that life jackets should be given to people who don’t know how to swim. You don’t know that, do you?”

“······So, to sum it up. You know how to swim anyway, so you have to give me a life jacket because I don’t know how to swim.”

“Yeah. You’re a beer bottle who can’t swim.”

It was a matter of course.

If anyone had to choose between me who can swim and Seo-ah Han who can’t swim, I’d choose Seo-ah Han out of 100.

Seoah Han sighed deeply and said.

“······Ha. Was it like that? I suddenly thought you were confessing something.”

“What, you said you were expecting me earlier, did you expect it?”

“It can’t be. I’m going to dump you right away if you confess?”

[Wait a minute, I thought that Siwoo was so important to me.]

[Siwoo Lee, stupid. Just pretend not to know I would be so happy if you confessed that I would accept it while crying out loud.]

Anyway, it seemed that the day when I would adapt to that unfamiliar sentence would never come.

Looking at how your face is about to blush again just because you heard that level of sincerity.

Han Seo-ah, who had no way of knowing my feelings at all, smiled brightly as if she was relieved at last.

“It’s a pity, I thought Lee Si-woo had a dark history again.”

“······I will never make a dark history. I know what will happen to you.”

“Why, what did I do?”

“What are you going to do?”

“That’s true.”

“····.”

“Well, that’s all right. Get ready to get off. One stop left.”

[Still, I haven’t gained anything. At least it’s true that Siwoo gives me a life jacket in such a situation.]

[It’s enough for me to check that much. After this, you just have to build up steadily in the future.]

Han Seo-ah’s future plans that did not consider the other person’s intentions at all.

I almost put on a dumbfounded expression for a moment, but I managed to hold it back.

Rather than that, he expressed slight surprise at a different fact.

‘······As expected, she’s smart.’

She honestly thought that the other words might not have noticed.

Han Seo-ah lightly overturned my expectations and succeeded in seeing the most important fact.

In the end, when such a situation comes, a person named Lee Si-woo will throw a life jacket at a person named Seo-ah Han.

It was such a timid sincerity that it was quite embarrassing to explain directly.


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