The True Feelings of a Tsundere Are Showing

3. Tsundere

The classroom is back again and again.

“You’re back at last. Do you know how hard I’ve been taking notes?”

“······Sorry. I have nothing to say.”

The lord, who was sweating hard and taking notes, greeted me warmly(?).

When he saw me returning alone, he put on a puzzled expression.

“What? A girlfriend?”

“Han Seo-ah went to the bathroom·······. It’s not a girlfriend.”

“Kabi. I’m not fooled.”

I almost got in trouble for answering without thinking.

It was clear that our lord was quite upset that he had written to him.

The lord, who had been making a gesture of saying it was a waste for a while, belatedly asked how he was doing.

“So, how is your body? Are you okay?”

“······Uh. It wasn’t particularly painful in the first place, well.”

“That wasn’t painful?”

“I was very normal?”

“If I were in my position, I would never have said that. I should have taken a picture.”

“······Was I that much?”

Did I really look that serious?

But what should I do?

Anyone would do that if a strange sentence, which they had never seen before, was attached to a childhood friend who had been together for almost a lifetime.

The lord nodded as if he really did.

“Uh. I thought you saw a ghost or something.”

“····.”

It’s not a ghost, but I did see some nonsense.

That’s also very clear and very conspicuous.

“Well, whatever. As long as you’re okay, you’re fine.”

“… Lord.”

“No, I said Jooyung, not lord, several times…”

“How would you feel if you could suddenly see the heart of a friend you’ve known for the longest time?”

“······What novel nonsense is that?”

The lord frowned at her as if he had heard some bizarre nonsense.

“Well, have you seen such an anime? All of a sudden, what kind of nonsense is this?”

“······Let’s say it’s roughly the same.”

“You really admit this?”

“That’s not important. I wonder what it would be like if you were in that situation yourself.”

“I think I’ll have to think about it.”

As if expressing that this is not a topic that can be answered right away, Yeongju tilted his head slightly to the side and began to ponder.

Well, it’s not an easy subject to answer.

Because it would be difficult to understand the subject unless you experience it yourself.

As I was thinking about that for a while, I heard the voice of the lord who had finished his thoughts.

“I’ve been thinking about it for a while, but no matter how much I think about it, isn’t it just a benefit?”

“······Profit?”

“Uh. If you know what you mean, you won’t be separated from each other because of mistakes.”

“······Is that so?”

Once I heard it, it was a pretty plausible opinion.

Assuming you know what the other person is thinking, at least you won’t be separated because of a stupid mistake.

“······Really?”

“Right? Don’t underestimate my otaku background.”

To be honest, I didn’t expect much when I asked.

I never thought our lord could give such a great opinion.

“······You just had a very unpleasant thought.”

“It can’t be. It must be an illusion.”

“····.”

“Anyway. That’s what you think, isn’t it?”

“Uh. No matter how much I think about it, it seems like there is nothing but gain.”

“Is there anything worth losing?”

“······Suddenly? What anime did you really watch?”

“I’m just curious. Maybe the situation I just talked about might happen in real life.”

“Yes~ The next common otaku delusion.”

“····.”

I felt very unfair about the word otaku, but I had nothing to refute.

Even if I think about it, every single word I’m uttering now is a common otaku’s delusion itself.

I’m going crazy because I’m unfair.

I can’t tell you that this was all a question based on a true story.

The lord’s mouth opened again after he had been calming his feelings for so long.

“······Well, if it’s a loss, there must be something like this. Embarrassment about something I’ve experienced for the first time in my life.”

“Embarrassed?”

“If I really had to go through that situation, I would go crazy with frustration.”

“····.”

“If you tell other people that you suddenly see something like that, no one will believe it. You should consider yourself lucky that you are not being treated like a lunatic.”

“······As expected, right?”

Fortunately(?), The lord’s reaction when he experienced such a situation seemed to be similar.

Yes. I’m not weird

How can you not panic after going through such an absurd situation?

“So. Why did you suddenly start asking this question?”

“······Just curious?”

“······Is that really the end?”

“Yes. Really.”

“····.”

Hearing my confident answer, the lord gave a puzzled expression.

“······I suddenly want a cigarette.”

“Your lord, you don’t smoke.”

“That’s what it means. It’s the horse. And it’s not the lord? It’s Jooyoung, Jooyoung.”

“Okay, lord. I’m sorry.”

“······A guy like this has a girlfriend. Why am I…”

No, that’s why Seoah Han isn’t my girlfriend.

Why do you keep insisting that you are my girlfriend from earlier?

I felt like these words would jump out of my mouth at any moment.

Even though I grumbled, I decided to stay still for the sake of the lord, who faithfully answered the out-of-the-box question.

How much time had passed like that?

“Did you take good notes?”

“You’re welcome, sister Seo-ah.”

She said that she only went to the bathroom right away, but it took 30 minutes for her to come back.

“Yes, Yeongju’s brother. Did you write well?”

“Doesn’t matter. I did my best to finish the notes for my sister.”

“It’s a great job. He’s my younger brother as well.”

“Rather than that, sister. Your boyfriend kept interfering with me from taking notes.”

“······Boyfriend?”

Like the lord who heard my question earlier, Seo-ah Han reacted as if that was nonsense.

Han Seo-ah Realizing that she didn’t understand her words, Yeongju finally started to cross the river of no return.

“This is the person my sister took by the hand.”

“······Lee Siu?”

“Yes, sister. Your sister’s boyfriend keeps interrupting me so that I can’t take notes…”

The lord’s voice could not continue.

That’s also true, because she had an unbelievable chill emanating from Hanseo Ah.

“Your lord.”

“Yes, sister.”

“Didn’t your sister warn you earlier? She said that from the morning she turned around and said she wanted to die.”

“····.”

“Give me some finely written notes.”

“······Yes.”

While I and Seo-Ah Han were away, the notebook that the lord must have been diligently writing was moved to Seo-Ah Han.

[Why is he suddenly saying that? Siwoo is my boyfriend.]

[It’s good to just imagine, but… I am so ashamed.]

At the same time, the sentence that kept shaking me all morning began to appear again.

‘······That’s why. That’s what Seoah Han is thinking.’

If what I guessed is true, that was Han Seo-ah’s inner thoughts.

When Seo-Ah Han speaks lies, Seo-Ah Han’s true heart is visible only to me.

The thought Han Seo-ah was hiding inside.

A completely different look from Han Seo-ah, who is like a normal girl who is happy just by imagining that I am her boyfriend.

······· It felt like her face was heating up for no reason, and at the same time her heart started pounding.

The first thing to realize that my condition had become strange was the lord, who had been cowering in the cold of Seo-ah Han.

“Sister Seo-ah, Si-woo Lee’s condition is strange.”

“Huh? Lee Siu?”

“Yes. Suddenly, her face turned bright red.”

“Really? Hey, Lee Siu. What’s going on again this time?”

Realizing that my condition has become strange again after Yeongju, Seo Ah Han asked her how she was doing.

“······It’s nothing, don’t worry about it.”

“What, all of a sudden. I thought you’d be worried.”

I had no choice but to answer bluntly.

Because I could never tell the truth about why her face turned red.

No, because it could never be revealed even if it meant dying.

[Could Siu also imagine that I became his girlfriend and her face blushed?]

[It can’t be, but I hope it is. Then it means Siwoo likes me too.]

I read your inner thoughts and my face got hot.

The fact that you liked me made me blush.

Your one word, ‘Siudo’, made my heart beat like crazy.

I can’t easily reveal it to others, but especially to Han Seo-ah.

It was clear that he wouldn’t easily believe it even if he told Han Seo-ah.

In addition to that, I was too ashamed of myself.

I blushed at the fact that my childhood friend, whom I had spent almost my entire life with, actually liked me.

I felt that I was cute from Seoah Han, who I hadn’t even felt as a member of the opposite s*x because I had been with her for so long.

I was too ashamed to reveal myself to Han Seo-ah.

Should I say that she feels like her older sister or her younger sister finds out about her unrequited love that she harbored in her heart alone.

It was a little inappropriate as an example, but anyway, it meant roughly that level of shame.

Seo-ah Han, who was still staring at me with her face stained red, opened her mouth again.

“Okay, let’s go together when we go home today.”

“······Today?”

“Uh. My mom got mad at me for not taking you this morning.”

[Sorry for lying, Siwoo. In fact, my mother didn’t say anything.]

“····.”

“Okay? I don’t want to get scolded again, so follow me when I go.”

[But… Even when I go home, I want to go with you.]

I knew from the beginning that tsunderes are amazing.

It was a moment I never expected to have this much power.