The Villain in the Side Story Wants to Live

Did you have impure thoughts?

A week has passed since I woke up.

Since Serena set up an office in her prison cell, their time together has increased dramatically.

Apart from sleeping, we are almost together.

I naturally thought that the number of times she would bully me would increase as well.

“You were up, are you feeling better today?”

But I guess I’ve become more cautious in treating me.

“I feel better than before.”

“That’s good.”

Every morning, after checking my condition, I only sneak peeks from time to time.

He didn’t try to interrogate or harass me.

‘Why?’

Is it because I died and came back to life?

In the novel, he was an assassin without blood or tears.

Certainly, there was a sense of being kinder than when we first met.

“Are there any inconveniences?”

“Can I talk to you?”

As soon as I looked at Serena, she responded immediately.

It feels like they are paying attention to every single thing I do.

“Tell me anything.”

“I think I can eat rice and medicine by myself from now on.”

Serena declared that she would help her eat until I was well.

Yes, a declaration.

Not a single one of my opinions was reflected.

“No need to overdo it.”

“No, are you really okay?”

Serena’s hand as she flipped through her papers stopped for a moment.

Frown your eyes as if you don’t like it.

My neck bent unnaturally, and a cool gaze ran over my body.

“I can’t help it.”

Serena proudly takes her handcuffs and her leash out of her drawer.

I didn’t say what they were for, but the purpose was too explicit.

“……It seems that your body is still heavy.”

I didn’t realize it when I was wearing her harness, but I didn’t want to put it on again because she felt free again.

“Is that so? I have no choice but to feed him medicine and food.”

Serena turned her gaze back to her papers, a hazy smile on her lips.

Help is not torture, but it feels a bit uncomfortable.

‘…… And it’s burdensome.’

As the favor continued, Serena began to look like an ordinary woman.

There’s nothing good about lowering one’s vigilance against the enemy.

“Do you have anything else to say?”

Unknowingly, as I stared blankly at Serena’s face, she asked me again if she felt my gaze.

“Huh? Nothing.”

I’m at work, but there’s nothing good about interrupting me.

Then she turns her head to a different place and tries to continue her thoughts on how to treat Serena, who has become kind.

“Don’t lie.”

Shouted Serena, who stood up from her seat.

She approaches me while unbuttoning her shirt.

“Wait a minute. How far are we going?”

Contrary to the expectation that she would stop at half a step away, she started climbing onto the bed.

She passed over my legs, over her lower body, and stopped only after she put her hand on my shoulder.

Serena looking down at me from above.

The sweet, soft scent of flowers tickled her nose from her hair, which flowed down her side.

“Look me in the eyes and speak the truth.”

Breaking my expectations that I could come closer here, he stared at me fiercely and thrust his face in.

Serena’s hot breath came close enough to touch my skin.

“Are you sure you didn’t have impure thoughts while looking at me?”

Serena licks her light pink lips and exhales reluctantly.

She’s just been bruising for a moment, but she’s been saying something that could be misunderstood.

“An impure thought?”

She quickly asked back, but was it because Serena herself said it was an impure thought?

She caught a glimpse of her white collarbone, exposed between her undone top buttons.

Ah.

To be honest, she may have had an impure thought just now.

As if she had read my thoughts, she lowered her head and pressed closer to me.

Now, it’s so close that you can see every single hair on your skin.

The way she looked at me was unusual.

It was the look in his eyes that was full of tension, as if he had committed a crime.

…… In the novel, Oran threatens and threatens to rape Serena.

Serena also directly mentioned that fact, revealing the nuance that she is gnashing her teeth for revenge.

Then now, in this situation, Serena wants me.

…… Are you trying to overwhelm me?

“Hey, just in case, do you suddenly feel like you can’t breathe or have the urge to bang her head against the wall?”

“……Eh?”

Just before her hair turns white, Serena says something out of the blue.

Can’t breathe and bang your head against the wall?

“Never worry about it, but that’s not the right idea.”

Sure.

You mean he thought I had extreme thoughts because I looked at him with a serious face?

Are you kidding me?

“……Are you not answering?”

Contrary to my thoughts, Serena’s voice was infinitely serious.

Besides, those eyes glaring at you as if to tell you the truth quickly.

The level is too scary.

“I don’t think so.”

“Is that so? Thank God.”

Serena let out a sigh and took her eyes off her.

Anyway, you’re lucky? Why are you happy?

“I prepared a tool to prevent suicide just in case, but you don’t have to bring it out.”

It didn’t seem like it was a big deal to say it calmly, but I got goosebumps on my arms because I thought I knew how to use those things.

What if I tried to commit suicide and failed?

…… It’s scary to even think about.

“Your complexion is bad.”

“I guess it’s because I’m not feeling well yet.”

“I don’t think so…”

Serena murmured softly as if in doubt.

Are you asking because you really don’t know?

Who are you really suffering for?

—I wanted to say that to my face, but I didn’t have the courage to do so.

“Anyway, I need to give the medicine quickly today.”

Fortunately, the suspicion was quickly dispelled, and she went outside, saying she would bring her medicine.

After the sound of Serena’s footsteps had completely disappeared, she let out the breath she had been holding back.

“I almost lost my liver.”

Why are you so worried about committing suicide?

If anyone sees it, they’ll think they’re raising sunfish.

‘…… They really worry more than that.’

Wait a minute, I keep thinking about that.

I thought I would treat me as an enemy and be mean to me, but I wasn’t at all.

…… In the first place, he’s a companion of the hero, but there’s no way he’s evil.

Thinking about it now.

Serena = Mad b*tch

I wonder if the formula

Was an over-interpretation.

At least.

Serena = Scared b*tch because she doesn’t know what she’s going to do

Wouldn’t that be enough?

But that doesn’t mean she can lower her guard against her.

Because she’s the enemy who wants to kill me.

“I brought medicine and food.”

While she was organizing her thoughts, Serena returned.

She put the bowl of medicine on the table and sat down on the bed.

“Let’s eat first.”

As if I’m used to it, I take a spoonful of porridge and bring it to her mouth.

“Don’t you eat?”

She stared blankly at her spoon and asked with a puzzled look.

Now, Serena doesn’t even make excuses as if it’s natural for me to accept and eat.

Since when did it become natural to be treated like this?

…… It seemed like something I needed to do for sure.

It is easier for her to escape from this place if she can assume Serena as an ‘enemy’.

So.

“I don’t want to eat.”

Before that, she had to treat me as an enemy.

“Why?”

The blue eyes staring at me.

After I finally gave up, I was stunned by the unusual look in her eyes.

She was originally going to say ‘I don’t want to eat what you give me’ right here, but she couldn’t bring it out of her mouth.

I had no choice but to change my words.

“……It’s hot.”

“Oh, is that so?”

Serena lets out a sigh of relief as if it’s not a big deal.

She waited in front of her mouth for her porridge to cool.

…… It shouldn’t go on like this.

I think it will be easier if you get angry with me and treat me like an enemy.

“So, cool it down yourself.”

I closed my eyes and sighed.

It would be troublesome to feed the enemy, but you ask for something like this?

I’m sure Serena would get angry while being straight.

“How do you mean?”

“How…?”

But she got a different answer than she expected.

You must have asked to scoop it up, right?

Even though I don’t have the talent to read people’s minds, it was easy to see that Serena’s innocent eyes looking up at me weren’t meant to be opened.

“You can cool it by blowing it with your mouth.”

Before I knew it, she showed me her way.

…… Wait a minute, why did I even answer this?

But it doesn’t matter. Serena wouldn’t do to her enemies the way she would do to her lover.

“Whoa, whoa. Are you done now?”

“Uh… Huh?”

“Open your mouth.”

No, you do this?

Bewildered, I squeezed my lips, which spontaneously opened, and a spoon came in.

The savory smell of sesame oil whets your appetite, and the meat pieces add to the savory taste.

I feel it every time I eat it for several days, but it’s delicious.

…… I unknowingly savored the taste and swallowed it.

“Whoop, whoop.”

After passing the food to the back of my throat, the next spoon was waiting in front of my mouth.

“Why is that? Is it still hot?”

I tried to take it unconsciously, but I barely stopped.

Why did I get used to her kindness again?

Anyway, is Serena really okay?

“It’s completely cooled now. Oh, do it.”

Serena’s blue eyes staring at me were unwavering.

I simply blew on the porridge in the spoon again to cool it down, then held it out to her mouth.

Should I have gone a little stronger?

“Now that you’ve finished, I’ll give you some medicine.”

But while hesitating, he ate all the porridge.

…… Crazy, why did i do that?

After putting down her empty bowl, Serena brought out a bowl of medicine.

Then, as if she was used to it this time, she held out the spoon containing the medicine to her mouth.

This time she definitely had to draw her line.

…… That way, even if she breaks Serena and escapes, she will feel less remorse.

“Why is that?”

Perhaps because of her stiff expression, Serena put down her spoon and asked right away.

I only hesitated for a moment, but you noticed it.

“Maybe again…”

“No, absolutely not like that.”

Her mouth was about to quiver, so she added hastily.

“Isn’t it really nothing?”

“Of course, I’ll take the medicine.”

As if trying to figure out my intentions, Serena’s eyes collided for a while.

Looking at her shining eyes.

I wasn’t nervous this time.

Because I’ve already made up my mind.

“Looks good.”

“Isn’t it?”

She frowned at her in a puzzled way, but she held out her spoon to me again.

‘…… I shouldn’t lower my guard.’

Even though I know that, I don’t think it will go well.

“Don’t you accept it?”

“Sorry, I was thinking about something else.”

Anyway.

It seems that she has already gotten used to her existence.