Chapter 20: Chapter 20 [R-18]
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I didn't think there would be many places that were uninhabited, but the streets that were developed without considering the number of residents were more uninhabited than I expected.
I guess I should say this is bleak.
But what should I do? When I think about it, I don't have a condom right now. There's no way I have one... I'm sure it's the same for Seonghyeon.
I still don't know my body well, so I'm a little nervous about putting it in raw. I don't even know if I can do it yet, but if I do get pregnant, it'll be a big deal.
… That's why I don't like the lower part… .
Then the method is hands, chest, and… If you think about it normally, it would be the mouth… .
Seong-hyeon is really frozen. It makes sense… Even the most clueless person would know what he meant if he was just talking about going to a motel and then dragged you to a deserted place like this.
I entered a building that seemed to be completed but lacking tenants, with only stores on the first floor and the upper floors seemingly empty. I continued up the stairs and when I saw a door, I turned the doorknob and opened it slightly.
Then, a large empty space appeared inside, so I briefly looked at the situation and thought it was okay, so I pulled Seonghyeon with me and closed the door.
Fortunately, the door seemed lockable, so I turned the handle and locked it.
There must be quite a bit of dust flying in the air. The light coming in through the window shows the dust flying around. It must be because they haven't moved in yet, so they've just left it alone. I let go of Seonghyeon's arm and said.
"…So, what do you want to do?"
"Wh, what? What did you say…?"
"Just think of it as a birthday present and do whatever you want with it. Oh, except for sex. Other than that, I'll do whatever you ask me to do, whether it's with my mouth, my chest, or my hands. Why, you don't want to?"
"Well, it's not that I don't like it…."
Seonghyeon, no matter what, just stood there blankly, looking away, as if he didn't understand the current situation. I put the cake on the floor and looked around, wondering if anyone was coming.
… there is an elevator in the center, but the stores are only on the first floor and there is nothing on this floor, so it is unlikely that anyone would come up to this floor.
Seonghyeon had been looking at a strange place as if he was nervous all along, and then he started to stammer and talk nonsense.
"That, that is, I, I, I was thinking like this, that's not it, go, all of a sudden this, even like this, what, what, what…."
Ah… I feel suffocated.
I was already nervous because I didn't know why I was doing this, but Seonghyeon was acting so annoyed that I felt like my head was hurting, so I grabbed my waist with both hands and said.
"You don't want to be touched?! When I told you to go to a motel, you didn't say anything. Why are you doing this?"
Sang-Hyeon looked away in embarrassment as I spoke while sticking out my chest.
'Ah, this is driving me crazy. I don't really want to do it… but why do I keep wanting to do it?'
It's confusing.
In my head, I feel like the man and the woman are clashing and trying to take each other's place. Right now, I'm the woman, so the woman is winning, but if I go back to being a man, I'm sure I'll regret it so much that I'll die.
I really have no excuse, but I can't help but think that there's nothing I can do.
Was I originally the kind of person who would go along with the mood like this?
This is not someone who is following the mood, but someone who just thinks without thinking. Where on earth would a woman drag someone she just met for the first time that day to a deserted place after a meal and tell them to do whatever she wants with it, saying it's a birthday present?
Strictly speaking, it's not the first time we've met, but to Seonghyeon, it's the first time they've met.
"You see… If you do this much, shouldn't you be surprised and say, 'What the heck?' No, at least try to touch the chest…?"
No matter what, this is too stiff.
Ah, suddenly my mind came to me.
What am I doing… bringing a guy, a close friend at that, and telling him to attack me!
"Haaaaaah…."
I feel inferior.
What the hell am I doing… .
"I, I, this… that, that order… all of a sudden this, like this, uh, what… all of a sudden like this…"
Ahh… I'm embarrassed… I actually like you too… Holding hands and kissing, kissing and confessing my love while looking at the night view from the Ferris wheel… Getting a ring, buying a cake, dating, and eventually getting married, in a hotel room with a view of the night view in the distance, in the end, Aaaah! Honey, I love you!
What are you thinking about? What is that? Are you kidding me?
"…What is the order?"
"yes?"
"So, what is the order?"
"…Oh, hold my hand…."
"We held hands earlier. What's next?"
"What's next?"
Ah, it's stuffy.
"Oh, what's next?!"
"Keep on, keep on, hug me…."
I hugged Seonghyeon.
"Whoa?!"
Oh my god, are you crazy?
When I hugged Seonghyeon, he was startled and started to struggle to get away.
It's a gender reversal. What is this situation?
Are you pretending to be a woman because you won the cross-dressing contest, Aang?
"Okay, what's next!"
"Ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh!"
wow.
I don't have the guts… .
Is this it, is this the power of 20-year-old sympathy?
If you remain a virgin for 20 years, does magical power accumulate in your body and cause this phenomenon of magical power running wild?
As I held him close, Seonghyeon, who had been struggling, seemed to calm down and his resistance gradually decreased.
Just standing still, frozen like ice… .
"…Are you nervous?"
"…."
There is no word.
What is this?
Just looking at the situation, it looks like I'm hitting on some woman.
I understand why you feel sorry for me even though you are a decent guy in terms of looks and personality.
"Okay, take a deep breath."
"Huh, hoo… haa, hoo… hoo…."
Ah, this time I listened properly and took a deep breath. Maybe it's because he's a little shorter than me, but he's raising his head a little bit, and when I hold him, my chest feels squeezing.
It reminds me of the balloon popping game… I hope my heart won't burst? It's so big that I have strange fantasies.
Rather, did I go through all this trouble just to take a deep breath?
"Hoooo… hoooo…."
I can definitely feel him breathing evenly as if he's calm. If he just acts calmly without panicking too much, he's the kind of guy who can handle things really well, but I've seen him panic and mess up things a lot while working on group projects.
Now that I've calmed down a bit, I guess I'll say what I want to say.
"Are you okay?"
"Ah, uh, yeah…."
I left him to breathe for a while, and his breathing became quieter. He definitely seemed to have calmed down now.
… I felt him slowly lift his hand from behind, pull me into his embrace, and press his chest closer to mine.
'good job!'
… I should be upset, but why am I doing this?
It was so frustrating, but now that I see myself moving a little the way I want, I feel relieved rather than upset.
"Uh, uh… why, why are you doing this to me?"
"…."
Don't ask me that.
I think I'm going crazy just thinking about it now.
Ahh… why on earth am I like this… I feel like crying… .
"Haaah… If you ever get a girlfriend, don't ever ask her about that…."
"Uh, is it not okay to ask?"
Instead of answering, I gave her a piece of advice. My girlfriend was telling me to do whatever she wanted when she wanted to have sex, so why did you suddenly say, "Why are you doing this?" There's a limit to how much you can ruin the mood.
I should be thankful that I don't have a girlfriend.
"Well… I understand why you're asking, but… honestly, it's a bit difficult to answer."
"Uh, uhm…."
"I told you to just think of it as a birthday present?"
I want to receive a birthday present like this too.
I'm the one doing it, but I'm jealous...
Seonghyeon is either finally getting excited or is in the mood to do it, but he still holds me and doesn't move.
Even just hugging him makes a lot of sense… Now, even when I let go of his hand, he still hugs me and presses his chest against mine.
'…Why am I doing this?'
In my head, I'm still fighting with myself. And yet, I keep thinking about the situation I'm in, as if my brain is split in two and each side is thinking about different things.
Seonghyeon pressed his body against my large chest and then he put his erection from inside his pants on my leg.
Even though he clearly knew he would be caught, he still clung to her, and I could feel that his hesitation was accompanied by sexual desire.
But it seems like that's it, it doesn't move anymore. I don't know what to do? Should I push it again here?
"…You stand well."
He kept his mouth shut for a while, but when he spoke, the sound leaked out, creating a strange atmosphere. Seonghyeon seemed to realize what I meant, and moved away slightly, pulling back the lower part of his body that was touching my leg.
I put my hand down to grab Seonghyeon's waist and push it so that it touched my leg, indicating that I was okay with that sight.
I can hear the soles of my shoes scraping against the ground.
"I told you it's okay…."
Oh, that line was a bit vulgar just now.
This is the third line I want to hear from the woman in my heart. The first is, 'Even if you're unemployed, I'll raise you, so get me pregnant.'
To my future wife, I'm sorry for being an irresponsible man. Taesu.
By the way, the second place is 'Haaang, I feel better than my husband.'
what.
Everyone wants to hear that line.
"Gulp, gulp…."
Because we are so close, I can clearly hear Seonghyeon swallowing his saliva.
Hmm… The hand is slowly rising. Is it trying to touch my chest? I can feel the upper body slightly moving away.
Yeah… just a little more, just a little more… .
It's okay, just touch it. I told you to just touch it. There's no need to hesitate like that.
… Thinking like that, I was also waiting nervously to touch him, but eventually Seonghyeon put his hand back down and hugged me.
'Why don't you touch it!'
Are you kidding me?
I really wonder if he has a sexual problem… I'm worried as a friend.
As a woman, I'm a little worried too… .
"ha…."
Eventually, I grabbed one of Seonghyeon's arms and put it inside my clothes.
I put my hand on top of hers and put it between her breastbone and squeeze her breast, and only then does she give me a squeeze.
"Whew, Whew…."
… I feel my breathing getting rougher.
Is it really that good, oh my… .
He continued to timidly stroke it as if to say with his hands that he had been holding back because he wanted to touch it, and eventually he put his hands on my back and tried to take off my bra.
Talk.
'uh?'
My hands kept wandering and I couldn't take it off, so I thought I would have to take it off myself, and at that moment, I heard the sound of the bra hook coming off.
Is it sympathy power?
The pressure I had felt just a moment ago disappeared and my chest felt relieved. Then, Seonghyeon placed his palm on top of me and started to rub my chest.
"Ugh… gently…."
You're holding it too tightly... I think you're being careful, but it's so big that I think you're still curious.
It's a size that Koreans can't see, so…
Although it seems to be found naturally very rarely.
"huh…."
As I leave her alone to touch me, she carefully watches me with her hands and tries to lift up her sweater to look at my chest.
I was overcome with a strange feeling and lifted up my clothes with my own hands. Then, the bra that had been taken off under the sweater changed position strangely and it was a little annoying.
"Ha, can I lick it?"
Don't ask me that… .
If you've come this far, you should know that this is a sign that you can do whatever you want. It's just pitiful.
Rather than saying it's because I feel sorry for him, is it just because Seonghyeon has this kind of personality?
As if to say that it was okay, I lifted my breast slightly with my hand and stuck it out, and Seonghyeon put my breast in his mouth as if he was sucking my milk.
Ugh… I can't stand it without looking away.
My friend is sucking my breasts… Even if it's a woman's body, the face that I can see when I look down is a bit odd for a man to look at.
"Ahh…."
Seong-hyeon bit the tip of my large peak. Still, he bit it as if he had seen it somewhere before and licked it with the tip of his tongue, and to be honest, it hurts.
'You shouldn't bite it with your teeth… You have to bite it with your lips!'
Ah, I want to teach you… But if I try to teach you, I think you have your own pride, and as a man, it would be a loss of face. I moaned softly because it hurt, but you thought I was moaning because you liked it, so you kept asking me questions.
"T, ask gently…."
Only when I spoke did he start asking questions softly. He seemed to be feeling a little better… .
While asking, she keeps touching her breasts as if she thinks that milk will come out. If you are the one who is actually being treated, you might think, "Does she think that milk will come out?"
To be honest, it's so big that I wonder if it won't come out even if I look at it. Just in case, I tried pumping it at home by myself, but nothing came out, so now I know very well that I don't produce milk... I guess there's an illusion attached to breast milk.
"hmm…."
More than that, he has been pressing his lower body against my legs since a while ago. On the contrary, he keeps trying to put his leg between my legs… When I respond slightly and open my legs, he puts his leg over my pubic bone and occasionally pushes it in slightly.
Ah… If I feel it carefully, my underwear feels a little damp. It's a feeling I've felt many times while masturbating.
Is it wet?
"Hey… Should I do it with my hands?"
I feel like I should just rub it on my leg and then pee it in my pants, but I feel a little bad about that.
As I spoke while unbuttoning Seonghyeon's pants, Seonghyeon stopped caressing my chest and stood still.
Are you asking me to take it off? Are you waiting for me to take it off for you?
When I gently peel it off, it really doesn't move. Does it want me to take it out like this?
Ugh, having to hold another man's stuff with my hands.
There's nothing you can do. But if you do it by hand, you should be considered a nobleman.
Because it's better than saying it with your mouth.
"ha…."
Sighing, I finally put my hand inside Seonghyeon's underwear and took out his penis.
It's not that big. If I remember correctly, it's probably a little smaller than me, a man.
Looking at it makes me want to put it in. David's must be big. I couldn't see it properly because it was night, but I think it's probably pretty big. First of all, he's black.
So, what would it feel like to put this in?
The fact that it was small actually aroused interest.
"Can you do it with your hands?"
I started rubbing it with my hands. But it was a bit too much to just rest it, so I held it with both hands, put it between me, and moved it up and down.
There is a space between the palms so they don't touch completely, which feels a little better.
"Haa… haa…."
Does it feel good? I can hear excited breathing. In his hand, his erection is hard and warm, and his cold hand is rubbing it up and down.
'difficult….'
It's harder than I thought. I keep feeling like I'm making a little mistake every time I move it up and down, maybe because I'm not holding it properly.
It wasn't like this when my ex-girlfriend did it for me... I'm sure I held it like this... Take one hand off and hold it with only the other hand, wrapping it in a circle with your thumb and little finger, and moving it back and forth while wrapping it vertically with your index, middle, and ring fingers.
"Ugh…."
It seems good.
Rub it gently, squeeze it once, tap it, then move it gently again, and the waist naturally leans forward.
It's a really strange feeling, just like it was with David... that I'm feeling it...
This time, I did it without thinking about whether I was gay or not, thinking of myself as a woman, and somehow I feel a little happy about the fact that I am feeling like myself… .
Swish, swish, swish, swish
"Ahh… Wait, that, that's it…."
"…Are you trying to fight?"
"Joe, just a little bit…."
I stopped my hand as Sunghyun wanted. Did he still not want to fight? I definitely understand that feeling.
You probably feel like you want to extend this time a little more. You feel like you want to be touched a little more, and feel pleasure… .
But still, it's a little fast. Maybe I'm too excited. I didn't even touch it much, but it feels like I'm going to cum already... .
Don't say too much and don't show it. If you do something wrong and become psychologically weak, it will be hard to fix.
"Are you feeling better?"
I kept my hands still so that I could calm down. Then, Seonghyeon's vagina started to bulge a little as if he was going to cum just from that.
It might have been a little unfortunate for me, but fortunately for Seonghyeon, he only grumbled a little and no semen came out.
Let's just rest for a bit, Seonghyeon said to me as if asking me to do something.
"Hey, can you do it with your mouth?"
"…eww."
ice….
Are you asking me to do it in the end? With your mouth.
I expected that to happen, but I hoped it wouldn't happen... .
As I stood still, Seonghyeon lowered his gaze, perhaps thinking he had been rejected, and spoke uncertainly.
"Oh, no… if you don't like it… that's fine."
"ha…."
Shit.
If you do it, it will work out. If you do it… .
But I wish it was my chest instead… From a man's perspective, I think it would be easier to say you want it in your mouth than to ask for it in your chest, so I understand why you asked for it in your mouth… .
Usually, when we think of sex, we think of it done with the mouth, hands, or vagina. If we go up a little from there, we think of breasts and buttocks, and then we move on to feet, hair, etc…
But in the end, it was just a mouth. Did you end up asking me to do it with my mouth?
It's okay to refuse, but... if I refuse this, I think I'll just end up receiving it with my hands.
I decided to give him some confidence and sacrifice myself, so I thought I should at least be lenient when he asks me to do so. I crouched down in front of Seonghyeon.
"Ugh."
I almost fell over, probably because I wasn't used to this kind of posture that required balance.
This pose is really difficult to balance, perhaps because the legs are longer and the weight of the hips and chest increases.
But I didn't want to kneel in front of him and do it. The idea of kneeling helped me balance, but I was reluctant to do it, so I held onto Seonghyeon's legs with my hands and held on.
"Haa… Okay, do it."
Although I gave permission when he asked me to do it verbally, I didn't want to do it myself.
As I squatted down as if I was sitting on a toilet and opened my mouth, Seonghyeon's penis was right in front of my eyes.
"Ugh…."
The smell… It's not that bad, but it's a little. I didn't want to smell it… But more than that, I suddenly got goosebumps because there was a penis right in front of me.
Of course, I can't help but feel resistance.
'I guess I'll just have to hold my breath and open my mouth... Think of it as brushing your teeth.'
As I closed my eyes tightly, opened my mouth, and stuck my tongue out as if telling him to hurry and put it in, I felt Seonghyeon place his hand on my head from above.
I feel something touching my tongue.
"Ugh…."
'I hate it… I really hate it… .'
My body twitches involuntarily as I write down my impression. Seonghyeon's thing rubs on my tongue and gradually enters inside.
Maybe it's because I have my mouth wide open, but it goes in smoothly as if I'm throwing it into the air. I feel it touch my teeth for a bit, stop moving, and then go back in.
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