Chapter 5: Secret Beneath The Starts
The night after the dance felt like a dream I didn't want to wake up from. Min-jun and I had spent the entire evening laughing, dancing, and sharing moments that felt like they were stolen straight from a romantic drama. But now that the adrenaline had worn off, the reality of everything was starting to sink in.
Hye-jin was the first person I called the next morning.
"Tell me everything!" she exclaimed before I even had the chance to say hello. "How was the dance? Did he kiss you again? Was it magical? Did you cry?!"
"Okay, okay, calm down!" I said, laughing. "Yes, he kissed me. Yes, it was magical. And no, I didn't cry... but I almost did."
She squealed so loudly that I had to hold the phone away from my ear. "I knew it! You two are the ultimate couple. I'm already planning your wedding."
I rolled my eyes, but I couldn't help smiling. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves, Hye-jin. It's still so new, and I don't even know what this means for us yet."
"What do you mean? He obviously likes you. You like him. What else is there to figure out?"
"I don't know," I admitted, lying back on my bed. "It just feels... big. Like more than I expected."
"Of course, it's big! It's love, Eun-ji. And trust me, you deserve it."
Her words made me feel a little better, but the truth was, I still had doubts. Min-jun was so perfect, so confident, and I couldn't help wondering if I was enough for him.
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That afternoon, I decided to get some fresh air and clear my head. I walked to the park, the same one where Min-jun and I had our picnic, and sat down on one of the benches. The spring breeze was cool against my skin, and the sound of children laughing in the distance was comforting.
As I sat there, lost in thought, I heard someone call my name.
"Eun-ji?"
I looked up to see Min-jun walking toward me, his hands in his pockets and a soft smile on his face.
"Hey," I said, my heart doing its usual acrobatics at the sight of him. "What are you doing here?"
"I was hoping to run into you," he said, sitting down beside me. "I wanted to talk about last night."
"Oh," I said, suddenly nervous. "Did something happen?"
He shook his head. "No, nothing bad. I just... I've been thinking a lot about us. About what this all means."
"Me too," I admitted, staring down at my hands.
Min-jun reached over and took my hand in his, and I felt a spark of reassurance. "I don't want you to overthink this, Eun-ji. I like you. A lot. And I want to see where this goes."
I looked up at him, my heart swelling with emotion. "You do?"
"Of course," he said, his voice soft but steady. "I've never felt this way about anyone before. You make me feel like I can be myself, and I don't want to lose that."
Hearing those words from him felt like everything I had been waiting for. I smiled, my worries melting away. "I feel the same way, Min-jun."
He smiled back, his eyes shining with sincerity. "Good. Because I want us to take this one step at a time. No pressure, no expectations—just us."
I nodded, feeling a sense of relief. "I'd like that."
We sat there for a while, talking about everything and nothing. It felt so easy, so natural, like we had been doing this forever. And as the sun began to set, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink, I realized that I was exactly where I was meant to be.
Later that night, as I wrote in my diary, I couldn't help but smile.
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Dear Diary,
Today was... perfect.
Min-jun and I talked about everything—about the dance, about us, about how we feel. And for the first time, I feel like I'm not just living in a fantasy. This is real. He likes me for who I am, and that's more than I could have ever asked for.
I know it won't always be easy. I know there will be challenges. But right now, I'm not worried about any of that. I'm just happy to be here, in this moment, with him.
Hye-jin says I'm in love. And maybe she's right.
All I know is that my heart feels full, and for the first time in a long time, I'm excited to see what comes next.
Love,
Eun-ji