Became an Academy Spearman

819. [Western Front] – You were my first (95)

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“Big, big!”

The sound of Neril clearing his throat echoed in the quiet infirmary. Cheon and Sabrina, who were in front of her, averted their gaze with a slightly red face.

Neril was dumbfounded by the reaction of the two men and women.

‘Really, what happened… … .’

I thought the relationship between the two men and women was unusual just because they visited the infirmary together every day. However, when she returned to the infirmary, the sight she saw was a sight to behold.

He showed off his affection in the infirmary, even the moment he returned to the infirmary with his car. The sight of the man and woman starting to kiss openly left me speechless.

“Can’t we see something like this in the future? all right?”

“yes. “I will.”

“S-sorry. “Lieutenant Neril.”

Neril smiled slightly at Sabrina and Cheonseong’s conflicting answers.

Whatever the situation. Sabrina coming to her senses was something she had hoped for. The love affair between a man and a woman can easily be overlooked as a momentary incident.

“But I still need to calm down. You two will also have to stay in the infirmary until tomorrow. “Never overexert yourself, and don’t even think about training or using your strength for no reason.”

“sure. “I’ll calm down.”

“I will too.”

“… … And to add, I have no intention of interfering with the romantic relationship between a man and a woman. They say they like each other, so why should I, as a third party, interfere? still… … I hope you show a little more self-respect in front of me. “Is that all right?”

“sure.”

Sabrina’s lively answer made Neril burst into laughter.

When I first returned to the infirmary, I thought for a moment that Second Lieutenant Han Cheon-seong had done something ridiculous. But in reality, that wasn’t the case, so thank goodness… … .

Neril nodded slightly and suddenly saw Sabrina’s eyes.

Honey was dripping as she looked at Han Tiansheng, who was right next to her, not at herself, and you could feel the emotion just from those eyes.

‘Is it really that good?’

Well, if what you see as soon as you regain consciousness after losing consciousness is a loving lover, it’s not like you can’t understand that feeling.

Because both of them are in their prime.

“Then would you like me to at least make room for you again? “If you were conscious, I think it would be okay for me to leave the infirmary for a bit.”

“If you do, I would be grateful.”

“… … Ah, me.”

Sreuk!

When Sabrina strongly held his hand and stopped him from saying anything else, Neril grinned and stood up again shortly after returning to the infirmary.

“Then have a good time. and… … Just in case, you cross the line and you can’t do that, right? Still, the infirmary is an infirmary.”

Sabrina paused for a moment at Neril’s strange words, and Cheonseong was no exception.

Crash.

The door closed, leaving only the two people in the infirmary again.

“Now it’s just the two of us left.”

When Sabrina faced Cheonseong as if she had no hesitation, Cheonseong was unable to say anything for a moment.

***

I’m so embarrassed that I feel like my heart is going to drop.

I didn’t know what I would do with Ensign Sabrina, but when Lieutenant Neril came back, Ensign Sabrina kissed me again. My hair turned pure white.

And fortunately, now that the situation has settled down and it’s just the two of us again… … .

“Now it’s just the two of us left.”

Lieutenant Sabrina’s soft voice took my breath away.

“… “It’s me, Ensign Sabrina.”

“uh. why?”

As soon as he regained consciousness, I was definitely happy to see the lively ensign I knew, but I was a little embarrassed.

‘Why aren’t you criticizing me?’

The moment Ensign Sabrina regained consciousness, I had so many negative thoughts.

If I were to exaggerate a bit, it was to the point where I thought my life was ruined, and I was acutely aware of how absurd my actions had been.

“… … .”

But even now, Lieutenant Sabrina’s eyes were looking at me without any hesitation.

Even if you blame me, hate me, or hate me and shout out loud, “What on earth have you done to me,” I have nothing to say.

She treated me calmly.

Even… … .

‘The moment our lips parted, he suddenly kissed me again.’

With difficulty, I opened my mouth and barely got out a word.

“… … “Are you okay?”

“It’s okay, I just regained consciousness… … Actually, I was half conscious. I was in a dazed state for a long time and felt the slightest external noise or stimulus. “It was just because I was in such a strange state that I couldn’t wake up on my own.”

“that… … .”

For a moment, my body froze again at the unexpected words.

‘He said he was conscious… … ?’

Then, what I said when I visited her for the past 10 days or so… … This means that I remember everything, even the moment I kissed her and shed my saliva.

My mind immediately became complicated.

“Actually, I don’t even know what to say about my condition. Even Lieutenant Neril, who treated me in the first place, concluded that my condition was unconscious, right? however. Because I was slightly conscious. It was a little different. really… … “It was very different.”

“Well, you said that.”

While answering in a daze, I couldn’t move a single finger.

Even now, one of my hands is being held tightly by Lieutenant Sabrina, and it feels like a criminal being caught by the police.

It felt like I was handcuffed… … .

That too was an ‘on-site arrest.’

“Do you want me to blame you now? Touching my body arbitrarily, kissing me while I was unconscious… … Yes, just like you did to me today. “Are you thinking about me reprimanding you for what you did?”

Immediately after, her explicit words left me breathless with my mouth open.

“… … .”

I felt like I was going out of my mind.

I felt enormous shame, embarrassment, and guilt and didn’t know what to do.

Ensign Sabrina remembered everything now.

Everything I did to her… … .

“You don’t have to be so shocked. “I have no intention of blaming you or blaming you for your actions.”

“Are you okay…” … Are you afraid?”

“Because it’s okay. Isn’t this what I’m saying when I look at you? Actually, it has helped me a lot so far. Moments when I was only aware and could not wake up. “Because that time felt really long to me, and what you did to me in between helped me.”

“If it helps.”

“It was quite a stimulus. “I don’t know if you did it knowingly or not, but the fact that I was able to wake up like this today was largely due to what you did to me.”

Seeing her smiling brightly, I made eye contact blankly.

It was true.

She was really saying that to me right now.

Rather than blaming myself for what I did, I would rather be thankful… … .

I was grateful to see Lieutenant Sabrina like that, but I couldn’t say it quickly.

‘I’m really glad.’

But if I were to suddenly accept her favor, wouldn’t I be seen as a very strange person?

“But you know. Han Tiansheng, why did you do this to me?”

Shocked.

Immediately after seeing her staring into my eyes and asking, I felt conflicted for a moment.

Even without me explaining the secrets about my body, she was already forgiving me and treating me cheerfully.

However, the situation was very strange for me to say in detail what my body was like and that I had no choice but to do that.

“… … “I had feelings for Ensign Sabrina.”

So, I had to answer that way.

The ‘answer’ that Ensign Sabrina wants from me now.

Otherwise, there was no reason for her to forgive me so easily, to wrap her arms around my neck and kiss me as soon as she came to consciousness.

No matter how much I try to deny reality and view it negatively. There was only one reason for her to do that to me.

‘Because Ensign Sabrina has feelings for me.’

And sure enough.

She smiled and seemed satisfied with my answer.

“absolutely?”

“If that’s not the case, then I’ll ask Lieutenant Sabrina…” … “There is no reason to be rude.”

“That’s right. still… Han Tiansheng, are you really prettier than I thought?”

Tuk.

I swallowed my saliva without realizing it as she touched my shoulder.

“Well, that’s… … .”

What should I answer?

It’s just that Lieutenant Sabrina is looking at me right now. I was just a pervert with a very unusual s*xual preference.

A pervert who secretly had feelings for Lieutenant Sabrina, kissed her while she was unconscious due to an accident, and in some ways even groped her body.

‘No, that’s just trash.’

It was a relationship that arose from a misunderstanding, but thinking about it from Lieutenant Sabrina’s point of view, I felt like my mind was floating.

‘And yet, me like this… … .’

Can Ensign Sabrina accept this?

“… … Phew. Don’t look so embarrassed. I told you so. I have no ill feelings towards you. And I think it was actually your help that helped me become so conscious… … So it’s okay.”

“Thank you. “Ensign Sabrina.”

“But I think it would be a bit difficult to just ignore it.”

“… … yes?”

For a moment, I looked at her blankly.

You made it sound like you were letting it go, but now you can’t let it go.

When she looked at me like that, she smiled so captivatingly.

“You were my first time.”

Tuk. At the words that followed, I once again opened my mouth blankly.

“Well, is this your first time?”

“huh. “Because you are the first time I have allowed anyone to use my body, and the first time I have ever kissed like this.”

No words came out as the words continued calmly.

‘I?’

This is Lieutenant Sabrina’s first time?

The Second Lieutenant Sabrina that I immediately saw was clearly very disorganized. And even though she was tall, she was short compared to the tall man.

Actually, I’m also quite tall, so even though we were similar, she wasn’t taller than me. Even though she looked disheveled, her cool features and easy-going personality made her attractive enough.

Her appearance is quite beautiful, and her body is also close to slender, so to be honest, there were times when I would stare at her body in the training room.

So, as we spent time together, there was enough charm that I would naturally fall for her.

But I am the first.

“I’m drawing. I was going to give my all to the man who gave me my values ​​in the first place. “Do you know what I’m saying now?”

“Um, Ensign Sabrina… … ?”

Although I was greatly embarrassed, my head felt blank for a moment. Her words were a revelation.

In fact, it was no different from the level of confession to me now.

“If you did it because you liked me, I can fully forgive you. In a way, you are like the benefactor who saved my life… … And I, well, if it’s you, it’s not bad. “Honestly, it’s pretty good.”

Slurp.

I looked at her gently leaning on my shoulder.

I had no objection.

It was twisted.

I know it’s also tightly twisted… … .

‘How could I refuse?’

The moment I reject her words now, I will become nothing more than trash.

“And I know you have a lover now.”

“… … sorry. “Ensign Sabrina.”

“Don’t be sorry. But if it’s you, I can accept everything.”

I carefully raised my hand as I saw her leaning on my shoulder and whispering. And then he carefully wrapped his arms around her shoulders.

“… … .”

Gulp.

I nodded while swallowing my saliva.

‘Let’s accept it.’

This was my karma.

And maybe I was already accepting it somewhere in my heart.

From the day I kissed her in the name of hoping she would regain consciousness, my heart had already thought of Lieutenant Sabrina differently from other people… … .

“Still, it’s really surprising. “I didn’t know you liked me.”

Her softly heard voice shook my heart without even realizing it.