Became an Academy Spearman

818. [Western Front] – Sabrina’s Happiness (94)

***

There is a saying that once is difficult.

There is also a saying that well begun is half done.

Although the two words are slightly different, they have the same meaning to me.

“… … .”

The infirmary where Lieutenant Neril was away for a while. In the space where only I and Ensign Sabrina coexisted, I took a deep breath.

‘let’s do it.’

I lowered my head along with my thoughts.

I slowly came face to face with Ensign Sabrina and tried to close my eyes, but it felt like even she was running away, so I just kissed her.

At that moment, all sorts of thoughts came to mind.

Is it really necessary to kiss him?

Wouldn’t it be okay to shed saliva without kissing?

Can my actions really be rationalized? … .

Besides that, I had many other questions. My heart was only one.

side… … .

Kiss and gently open your lips.

It was as if he was about to start kissing, and then he relaxed and waited for the saliva that had accumulated in his mouth to slowly flow down her lips and into her mouth.

The last time I tried, I knew that even if I tried to force the drool to flow, it would only be difficult for me, so I just stopped at the point where I relaxed.

“… … ha.”

He carefully exhaled a slight breath through his lips rather than his nose, causing more drool.

Feeling like I was breaking a taboo, I gave a little more strength to the hand I was holding on the unconscious Lieutenant Sabrina.

‘It’s just to stimulate you anyway.’

And if my saliva really had magical effects, it would be better to do this along with stimulation.

The words that Lieutenant Sabrina said implicitly were erasing the hesitation in my heart.

-I really don’t know when I’ll date a guy. As time goes by like this while on the front line… … .

It was just a simple remark, but I guessed it the moment I heard it.

‘You probably have almost no experience with men.’

Maybe it was because she had been at the front line for so many years, or maybe she didn’t have a man in her sight, but I thought my kiss would definitely stimulate her.

Kissing lips was such a provocative act.

Even the moment of the first kiss or the trivial act of affection of meeting and kissing a lover.

I remember everything. The memory of the date remains relatively vague, and when I recall it, I think she was like that. A kiss you had on a date remains as a memory many times stronger.

therefore… … .

I also decided not to kiss her and to throw away everything, including my saliva.

“Tzurp… … .”

As I continued to exhale and pour saliva into her mouth, my heart was pounding as if it would burst.

Hands held tightly together.

The sensation of Ensign Sabrina holding my hand seemed to vividly awaken my body, and as I kissed Ensign Sabrina while holding her hand, the feeling was completely different from before.

Because I have to.

I feel like I have to do the best I can… … .

I instinctively felt a little different. Weird thoughts that I would never have thought of before.

I tried to put those thoughts aside and empty my mind.

‘… … ‘Let’s reveal everything later and apologize.’

If Lieutenant Sabrina comes to her senses like this, I will reveal all my past and current actions and apologize.

Even if Lieutenant Sabrina despises or hates me for my actions, I will accept it as it is, thinking that there is nothing I can do about it.

that is… … It was the bare minimum conscience I had right now.

And even if that happened, I thought it would be hundreds of times better if Ensign Sabrina came to her senses through my actions now.

Even if my relationship with her goes sour, I wouldn’t want anything more if she could get back to her normal life.

With my heart pounding loudly, five minutes had passed since I held Ensign Sabrina’s hand and continued to kiss her.

My mind was completely alert, and my consciousness was focused on the door to the infirmary.

As much as possible until Lieutenant Neril arrives.

To the best of my ability… … You need to stimulate her by flowing saliva into her mouth.

As I thought about that, cold sweat broke out from my hands.

Sreuk!

When I suddenly felt a strange power in my hand, I inadvertently opened my eyes wide as I was kissing him.

“… … !”

It was an obvious reaction, and my head twisted as I kissed my lips without realizing it.

It was a reflex action. When she held my hand, she reacted strongly, so I instinctively twisted her lips without realizing it… … .

Slurp.

“… … .”

But, it was right after that.

The moment Ensign Sabrina’s eyes gently opened, my body seemed to freeze.

In an instant, I twisted my head and pressed my lips to hers, sticky with lips covered in saliva.

My hand was already being held by her, and I couldn’t even move my head away, as if my mind had turned completely white.

So I immediately saw her eyes staring at me.

Huge joy that she was conscious.

Now, there is a huge sense of crisis that my outrageous actions have been discovered.

“Tzurp… … .”

However, my absent-minded drooling continued as if my body had frozen.

‘net… … I did it.’

No matter how much I thought about revealing my actions and apologizing, I could not even imagine being caught in the middle of my actions.

No, this is… … It was just already over.

As soon as she came to consciousness, she saw a man kissing her, and what on earth did she think? I couldn’t say anything.

I have to break the kiss, take my head away from her.

And even though I had to carefully separate my touching hands and raise myself up… … .

I couldn’t do anything.

I felt like I was being tied down by Ensign Sabrina’s eyes that were staring at me dreamily.

I couldn’t describe the feeling I felt for the first time, as if I was a criminal who had committed a serious crime and was arrested on the spot.

It was a moment where I was just thinking in a daze.

Sreuk.

Along with the strange sensation of our lips gently touching, I absentmindedly felt a strange hand touch the nape of my neck.

Wow!

As I was leaning down to kiss him, I couldn’t even resist another hand suddenly wrapping around my neck.

Jjook… … Chureup… … .

And at the sound of the kiss that rang out loud, I felt like my senses were completely blown away.

***

I barely reached it.

And then I woke up.

As if the moments overlapped, my consciousness, which had been at a loss before, was finally able to completely regain control of my body and return to reality.

And the first sight I saw was… … .

Surprisingly, it wasn’t any different from what I expected.

Only Han Tiansheng’s face, kissing me, was visible. And as soon as their eyes met mine, I saw their eyes getting even bigger.

The very vivid first emotion I felt upon seeing it.

And the awareness of my body… … .

Even I found it funny.

Joy and joy.

In addition, the absolute joy that comes from a body that moves as it pleases.

In that situation where the joy of having the whole world overlapped countless times, I saw Han Tiansheng who was truly embarrassed.

The strong hand that held my heart so strongly.

And the intense kiss that brought my awareness further and finally allowed me to reach it.

I did it to myself. When I became conscious and noticed the behavior, it was surprising that I couldn’t do anything.

‘What on earth is he thinking right now?’

Such a thought suddenly rose up in my happy heart.

What is Han Tiansheng thinking and accepting this situation? For a moment, I could see in my eyes that I was glad that I had regained consciousness.

But even more than that, I could see a very complicated feeling in his eyes.

I thought I knew why that was.

‘That’s because it’s a crime.’

It was a crime to arbitrarily kiss and touch my unconscious body as if making fun of me.

Even though he was a higher-ranking officer than Han Cheon-seong, the fact that he touched my body was treated as a kind of military crime and could be seen as a bigger crime.

“… … .”

“… … .”

As Han Tiansheng’s gaze crossed, he immediately understood the situation.

Before I fully woke up, I had only a dazed and dazed consciousness, but now I could feel that I had woken up.

But I, the person in question, felt nothing was wrong.

rather… … I only feel endless gratitude and affection because I desperately wanted it and wanted it more.

But that’s just how I feel.

The feeling of Han Cheon-seong will be completely different.

Looking at Han Tiansheng, who had frozen just as they kissed, he naturally stretched out his other hand.

One hand was already holding Han Tiansheng’s hand tightly, preventing him from leaving me, and the other hand was gently wrapping around his neck.

To help Han Cheon-seong, who was quite stiff, become more comfortable, I personally guided him.

Wow!

I made him lean against me with strength, but this time I slowly kissed him on the lips.

Jjook… … Chureup… … .

Although I was aware that the eyes staring at me were shaking greatly, the feeling of my lips touching them was quite stark.

‘really… … .’

How much did we kiss?

The lips were so sticky that it felt like they were glued together.

And that made it feel sweeter.

The saliva that filled my mouth tasted amazingly sweet, and even the lips that were actually touching Han Cheonseong were even sweeter.

So, as if he was craving more, he wrapped his arms around Han Tiansheng’s neck and gently twisted his head.

“… … Ugh.”

For a moment, I couldn’t stop laughing at the embarrassed voice.

however.

… … I wanted to enjoy this moment as much as possible.

That was the first time.

Such a deep kiss.

Sharing sweet affection with someone you love.

Breaking free from the long, hell-like awareness and even realizing this reality… … .

This moment is the first time for everyone.

I wanted to enjoy it even more because it felt so special.

And strangely enough, I was even feeling a slightly immoral pleasure.

‘absoluteness… … .’

Han Tiansheng will not be able to reject me.

I liked that more than anything else. The fact that Han Tiansheng kissed me while I was unconscious, and the fact that he longed for me with such a strong wish on that day… … .

I think he has really helped me, but he will definitely make me responsible for what he did to me.

“ha… … .”

“Whoa.”

After that long kiss, it was the moment when I still hadn’t let go of Han Cheon-seong.

With his arms around my neck, Han Tiansheng’s red face was still before my eyes.

Crash.

The moment the door opened, I paused without realizing it.

“… … !”

And Han Tiansheng also seemed very surprised.

so… … Without realizing it, I brought its head back towards me.

“Ugh… !”

As I kissed those lips again, I felt strangely filled with pleasure.