Became an Academy Spearman

845. [Western Front] – Value (121)

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Anastasia thought inadvertently.

‘What kind of men are there?’

In the past, when I first met him, I thought he was good and kind, thinking that he was my precious little sister’s friend. She seemed quite talented, and more than anything, her personality itself seemed pure.

however.

Not only did I achieve remarkable growth in just a few months, but the person myself completely changed.

Even now, I could see Han Tiansheng looking at me, unable to relax.

“… … .”

He seemed anxious, thinking about what he said and how he would appear to me. That was so strange to me.

It’s changed, but the strange part doesn’t seem to have changed.

“That’s what it means to be a lover. So are you thinking about taking responsibility for Sabrina’s future? “Rather than just being a lover for a moment, can you hold onto the secret about your body until the end?”

So I suddenly asked.

“yes. “I intend to do so.”

It was an answer without even thinking about it.

“Are you really confident that you can handle a woman who has s*x with you?”

How can we accept the fact that Han Tiansheng has now become a lover with Sabrina?

The fact that he had found another woman in less than a month was reprehensible to me, but I was able to take the situation into account.

Having spent a long time at the sealing ceremony yesterday, I understand how Han Cheon-seong must have acted in such a way.

but. Still, I couldn’t help but feel alarmed.

“I plan to work harder so that I can handle it.”

The calm expression on his face did not give the impression of lying at all.

“It’s effort… … .”

A small sigh escaped me as I spoke.

Clearly, even now, he is not avoiding my eyes or trying to avoid this place. He faces me head on and answers me sincerely.

This means that I did not touch another person lightly or half-heartedly.

but. I wasn’t even happy about that.

Even if I didn’t reveal all the secrets of the body, I thought this alone was quite a problem.

That’s how serious the issue was right now.

‘No matter what… … There are too many of them.’

Can we entrust our precious Glesia to Han Cheon-seong? No matter how much I respect Glesia’s wishes, this case was very different even if I looked at it positively.

“I know you’re feeling burdened by what I’m saying right now and having a hard time mentally accepting it. “Maybe it’s because even though I tell you to relax, you’re still nervous.”

“No, I wasn’t that nervous… … .”

“It’s okay, don’t try to deny it. “I’m saying this because I know how you feel right now.”

Even as he coldly cuts off the words, a light breath keeps escaping.

Seeing Han Tiansheng pause at my words, I also felt very complicated.

‘I had complicated feelings at the sealing ceremony yesterday.’

Somehow, today, when I met Han Tiansheng again and talked to him, my heart became even more confused.

Even though it was a short conversation at first, the more we talked, the more I had to say.

“… … Yes. I also thought about it seriously. “What kind of person are you, and what kind of mindset did you have when you came to this front?”

“yes.”

Looking at Han Tiansheng cautiously, they suddenly seemed to overlap.

This is what Han Cheon-seong showed me at the sealing ceremony yesterday. He asserted his opinion to me with determination, as if he was prepared.

And I carried it out.

Handing over saliva… … Even though it was a very strange situation, Han Tiansheng showed such an attitude.

Even now, I can see his red face and his careful attitude flashing before my eyes.

‘Nevertheless, I tried to keep the line and control myself.’

Even if you estimate the time that passed during the sealing ceremony, it felt like a long time, close to 30 hours. However, Han Cheon-seong showed me his true nature as a person.

‘I never take women lightly.’

Even if they tried to bully me under the pretext of the secret of my body, perhaps I would have allowed myself a little due to the urgency of the situation.

I can’t help it.

As I was fully aware of how I would appear to the opposite s*x, I tried not to treat Han Cheon-seong too strictly.

Because of the urgency of the situation, I tried to ignore the little things… … .

However, Han Tiansheng did not show any such sign to me.

I focused straight on the situation.

I gathered my thoughts and opened my mouth again.

“First of all, I know that you don’t attract women through casual relationships and light hearts.”

“Thank you for thinking that way.”

Just the appearance of Han Tiansheng answering urgently was like that.

Even now, he shows to me that he is restless and wondering what to do.

That was proof that he was considering how his actions would be viewed. Without thinking, he simply does not covet or try to seduce a woman who catches his eye.

That’s why I was also willing to accept Han Cheon-seong’s harem.

He said that he could understand even though he had a close relationship with Glesia, the most precious person in the world, and there was a high possibility that she could become my sister’s companion.

And yet now.

I had to convey my meaning properly.

“By the way. I realized what I heard from you yesterday and felt a strange… … “After what I did, I lost all desire to have a romantic relationship with anyone.”

“… … “What do you mean by that?”

“Now that I know the characteristics of the body, I am even more determined not to be in a relationship with anyone. Do you know why I am like that?”

“No, for me… … “I can only assume that’s because we have to be careful.”

In response to his more cautious response, I gently relaxed my arm resting on my chin and let out a light sigh.

‘You don’t know either.’

In my opinion, no matter how careful and prudent he was, Han Tiansheng did not know his own worth.

That was the problem.

They don’t even realize how important they are or how much value they have right now.

“To be honest, I felt the power you unleashed yesterday. The moment I surpassed reality and broke the sealing ceremony, I felt a moment of great fear. My body fluids can bring so much power to someone and make a huge difference. And I think that it will definitely have an impact on future generations as well.”

“… … .”

Looking at Han Tiansheng who momentarily lost his voice, I thought that he probably felt it instinctively.

‘Because he’s a genius.’

When I thought about Han Tiansheng, I never thought that his thoughts were short or his actions were light.

I just thought, ‘I just don’t know’ yet.

I stayed on the Western Front and spent many years rising to the top position of ‘main axis’. And that time made me realize ‘reality’.

However, only a month has passed since Han Tiansheng came to the front.

Even knowing the world.

To strengthen oneself and form upright values… … .

By all accounts, Han Tiansheng was running out of time.

And Han Tiansheng is trying to do the best he can now. I couldn’t say anything bad about it. I couldn’t blame anyone anymore.

Without Han Tiansheng, I would have been trapped in the sealing ceremony, and it was no wonder that my absence would soon lead to the worst outcome, the collapse of the Western Front.

It was a kind of ‘miracle’ that I was able to have a calm conversation with Han Cheon-seong in my office.

“… … .”

“… … .”

For a moment, there was silence in the inner room.

Both I and Han Cheon-seong are feeling the weight.

Each has a special body, and each feels a great deal about the decisive battle against the nine apostles that took place yesterday.

And that’s why we knew we had to be more careful with each other.

“I will speak carefully. As Major Anastasia guessed, the Tower Lord said that to me. Due to the characteristics of my body, not only humans but also other alien species could target me. And it will definitely have a big impact on future generations.”

“I guess so. You can transfer some of your power to others with just bodily fluids, but in the case of a child, there’s no comparison… … .”

Stop.

The moment I continued speaking naturally, I was speechless.

‘Wait a minute, maybe?’

Did the Magic Tower lord even assume that and try to find out what I meant through Han Tiansheng last time?

Sreuk.

I clenched my hands in a daze.

When I realized that the Mage Tower’s words had a much more implicit meaning than I thought, my mind seemed to explode. And again I looked.

What value does Han Tiansheng in front of me have?

“I also feel the need to be even more careful. “I need to be more careful about making fun of my body or using the special characteristics of my body to treat someone else.”

“That’s a good thing.”

I thought blankly about what I heard.

If you think about it, this was a much bigger deal. This is something that can never be taken lightly.

Biological differences between men and women. And considering its special nature, Han Tiansheng… … I had to hide my value even more.

“I think what happened last time with Lieutenant Sabrina was done with a lot of heart in mind. “Because my desire to save her was so great.”

Looking at those eyes that met mine with sincerity, I slightly blurred my eyes.

“Even if something like that happens next time, you can’t use your body anymore.”

“I understand.”

“Are you sure of yourself? And can you promise me?”

“… yes. “I promise.”

I felt dizzy as I watched Han Cheonseong answer with difficulty, as if he had composed himself.

In relation to this apostle, Han Cheon-seong was omitted from the report.

A decisive battle with the nine apostles. It was obviously me who made the biggest contribution in that decisive battle, but it had to be Han Cheon-seong who performed equally well.

But I can’t reveal it straight away.

Since he has a relationship with Princess Rachel, Han Tiansheng will somehow avoid being subjugated to the imperial family.

however.

Even that seemed not enough.

“Han Tiansheng. “Let me say one more thing.”

“… … .”

My heart was greatly shaken as I saw Han Tiansheng looking at me without saying a word.

I thought about it several times during the night and sorted out what I wanted to say.

But when we actually talked, it was bigger than I expected.

‘The value of Han Tiansheng.’

It was impulsive.

Still, I had to say it.

“I think I need to spread a lie to the outside world.”

However, simple warnings and advice were not enough.

That too was ridiculously insufficient.

Considering the situation, it would not be surprising to see more women here. It’s not because Han Tiansheng is trying to do something, but because the other woman will try to approach Han Tiansheng on her own.

‘In the first place.’

Even I, who was trapped in the sealing ceremony, felt a strange feeling for a moment, and other women probably felt it even more.

And because of that, I had to draw a line in my stance externally.

Some kind of ‘coercion’ was needed to prevent anyone from approaching too hastily.

“Regarding you and me… … “I plan to spread a rumor.”

I didn’t want to talk either.

However, if the line was drawn vaguely, it had no meaning.

“… … .”

Looking at Han Tiansheng who closed his mouth for a moment, I also kept my mouth shut.

I will properly reveal the truth to Glesia first. Still, I didn’t feel at peace.

‘If I think about Glesia, I shouldn’t do that.’

But, paradoxically, no one but me could have done it.