FATED TO DIE

Blink Blink

I opened my eyes to see an unknown women looking at me with dead eyes.Was she pitying me or was she dead? I dont know ? All I remember is getting hit by a car. Ohh yeahh i should be dead now so what is this? Is it afterlife, I dont think so. And who is this beautiful women who appears so sad and lonely? Ugh i hate it.

*SQUIRMING*

what the hell dude... Why are my hands so small? Wait am i in the arms of this woman no way.

*A man enters the room*

"Is that thing alive? I thought it wont make it."

Excuse me that thing is supposed to be your child who i somehow possessed.

What the actual hell hole i am in? I want to go back.Back to my home….

*sad*

Was that even my home? All I remember about that place was that two people were rasing me feeding me but never loved me… is it gods way of telling me to start a new life with them? Will they be good parents? I dont think so…

*Flashback*

"Yuri go back and apologise to your brother you know he i-"

Angry

"Brother this brother that well i dont care! All i care about is you and dad but you two never seem to care about me? What is so great about him. Huh? He is just a disabled bo-"

Slap

"Enough is enough yuri how many times must i tell you he neeeds special care.. why cant you understand?"

I understand everything mother but you don't understand that Nothing stings more than watching love flow freely for one while you beg for scraps..

" I am leaving this house i am already eighteen."

"Yeah go wherever you want"

Just like that i left home in anger and crying And then i was suddenly pushed to the road by a boy and after that all I remember was regretting my life. Its funny how i fought to be heard and now all i hear is the echo of my heart regretting.

I wish i could change it guilt is a ghost that clings to my mind ensuring i never forget about the moment that i wish i could undo.

*SIgh*

Were they crying for me? Did they care ? Ugh i dont care anymore. I guess i should just start a new life , afterall nothing can be done.