FATED TO DIE

I am trying to start a new life with them. But something feels off….My mom always looks at me expressionless but when my cousin visit to see me she has a bright smile. Guess something doesn't change at all…..I hate it why am i even here? God i don't understand wish i could talk and walk but i am newly born so i cant.

*A 5 year old boy with red eyes and pink hair staring at her*

"Ugh! Why is he looking at me"

"She sure is cute Aunt"

"Is she?"

"Yup she is."

"Well you are way more cute"

What the hell !! dude i am your daughter not him… ugh what the hell why does she not love me.My mom was better than her atleast she could hide the fact that i am a burden to her.But she sure is beautiful with her beautiful long black hair and Ruby eyes. If she cared more about herself she would have been the most beautiful person to ever exist.

*A man with blue hair and green eyes enters*

"Uncle can i take her with me forever?"

"Do whatever you want"

"Woah you dont care?"

"Nah"

"Thats so mean uncle"

"Wish she was like you victor."

Ouch! Is he a pedo or what?

*After Victor left*

"You bitch when will you prepare my food?"

"I-i will soon"

*Slap*

Did he really just slapped her?woah what a douchebag

God where am i stuck? I have to stay here for 18 years??? Wait no i will leave this place as soon as i turn 10. Yeah thats good,maybe?

*2 years later*

Today is my 2nd birthday and my mom opened up to me a bit. Well she sure smiled at me and wished me my birthday…..unlike that douchebag? How did he even pull her with that ugly face huh? Maybe it was forced arranged marriage.where even is he?

*Thud* *Bang* Bang*

Who is the world is banging the door so hard? Its already open you can enter.Huh?

My mom expression suddenly changed… she looked terrified and was shivering. "Wap happn mama?"

Ugh i sure that my pronunciation.

She smiled at me

"Nothing dear"

*The man entered*

That douchebag finally came back and guess what he is drunk….

"You bitch how could you give birth to that monster?"

"That cant be my child. Is she really my child?"

"Did you cheat on me huh?"

He was loud and my mother was terrified to even look at him.

"Don saw tht to my mama"

I pitied her and decided to protect her.He wont hit a kid will he? That decision was my biggest regret..

"Now even this bitch got tongue should i cut it?"

*Smiling like a madman*

What?he is looking at me with such a murderous expression….I am scared.

*opening his belt buckle and pulling her hair*

He is pulling my hair…

"Mom save m-"

That woman got no shame huh? She is just looking at me and not doing anything?? I am your child woman do something….

*After 5 minutes*

She looked at me expressionless while that monster beated me with that belt….

Nothing hurts more than being betrayed by the hands that were supposed to hold me.

*After 20 minutes*

It hurts it hurts so much.. why me why is it always me ? Why cant i live happy for once. What have he done to me, a 2 year old. After beating me to pulp he left to his room. While that women looked at me like i am a worthless penny…That women stood up and left somewhere and came back with some medicine. She said

"I wish you were never born."

Huh? Huh? That woman has guts to say that..

*3 years later*

My father he never talked a lot.. He would just walk around the streets until his anger took over him and then he would hit me.

I watched other fathers play with there little girls and i wondered what i did to deserve this? How could he hurt a little kid? I cant forget i cant forgive him for all the things he did to me.

My mother never cried a lot. She took the punches but she would never fight.She was a wounded woman who never cared for anyone not even herself. I bet she wanted to die but never had the guts to do it. I cant forget my second birthday. And the numerous days after that when she attempted to kill me,either by starvation or trying to drown me. She even left into an dangerous ally all alone. I was brutally beaten there but somehow I survived all of that. Why? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY ME ???

Today my cousin came over after so many years? Honestly i dont like him he is annoying.Afterall i am jealous of his loving family.

"You have grown a lot persephone…"

"You know its rude not to reply to your elders"

Who cares?

"Persephone Give. Respect"

Chills ran down my spine as i saw my father say it. I am scared…..

"Thankyou brother victor."

He took me outside to the streets.I was scared of streets,river and many more things. PTSD probably.

"You know i will raise you as a princess and protect you."

"Okay"

"Why are you so cold. I am serious."

"Okay brother victor"

"Atleast smile"

Smile? I havent smiled since i was born here. Well i didnt smile back in that life too. I never had a great brother. My older brother was disabled. It ruined our relationship afterall favouritism is a silent betrayal , dividing hearts meant to be one. We were rich in my previous life but not in this life.

"Hey? What are you thinking about? Anyways lets have that."

He pointed at cottoncandy. I never ate something like that before. I was never allowed to have it neither in this life nor in that life.

"Here take it"

It's delicious but somehow i dont feel happiness at all. All i feel is its taste. Funny how i used to cry at minor inconvenience but now even major inconvenience doesnt affect me.

"Hey kid give me your money..

"N-no i wont"