Maybe a happy ending

Please don't kill us; we were only following orders. I laughed loudly, way too loud, but that's how it is supposed to be. I want them to feel the coldness of my tone, to shiver and cower in fear of what I can do. I woke from my short sleep filled with nightmares and needed someone to pour all of my pent-up frustration from all that's happening around me on, and I found the perfect guys... My own cooling machine, they'd actually had the guts to keep refilling me with ice and dare to ask for forgiveness. Everyone around here knows that I don't fuck with forgiveness. It's always payback. After dealing with the guys, I left my hideout and headed to my apartment to find some answers to all the sick jokes; everything around is starting to make my head spin. Who's the dwarf?? What's Avila doing with some other man again?? Why did I see my dad fight with the dwarf?? Why is the dwarf even coming to me?. All my questions froze in my head when I saw Mr. Sean at my doorstep. What is he doing here... arghhh. He gave me an awkward hi when I reached him.What are you doing here?" I asked, his eyes kept moving around as he muttered, "Won't you let me in first?" I unlocked the door and got in as we continued in the awkward silence before he broke it by saying, "I just wanted to apologize for the other day; I don't really know what happened." I stared blankly at him for what seemed like forever because I didn't know how to react to a kissing apology. I just replied that it's cool and things happen. I will never let my shy ass out because... I let him into the apartment that I had just moved into a few weeks back. I brought some fruit juice and just tried to be hospitable. His presence was making me uncomfortable, but then this is my chance to learn more about him and probably get more information on the sought-after seal; maybe our paths will finally be separated. I read somewhere that your dad started teaching you business at the very tender age of six years. What was it like being in that spot?? I don't know; it was tough. I felt like an interviewer, and gratefully he got a phone call and stood to leave. When we got to the door, he turned around and kissed me again, like WTF!! He said he wanted to apologize to me about the kiss. I don't feel sorry about this, Maya. I don't know how or when, but I want this. I want more... It's crazy; I always thought I wanted to apologize, but I can't lie to myself. This is the most awkward and lame situation of my life, and I couldn't just do something... I pushed him out and shut the door. Wake up!! Great, you need to head to base. Ganjui said when he barged into my apartment like he owned it. What is wrong with this time?? You've been distracted, Maya. The boss doesn't seem pleased; I don't know what he'll do to you. Arghhh!! What in the world!? I was welcomed with a hit from a gun butt.Sit, Maya, the boss said, not with this awful pain. These people are crazy and lack respect for me, and I'll fix that really soon. You were caught kissing him twice!!