Maybe a happy ending

I sat in silence on the block of ice that was given to me. I tried to distract myself with other things as I refused to show weakness to the little chickens that stood behind me. It was till I saw their weird looks that I realized that I must have said something I wasn't supposed to... I actually said "little chickens" out loud; I knew they knew that they wouldn't see the end of the week for being part of this shii with me. My thoughts drifted to the woman, Avila, the woman that birthed me. I wondered if the bullet killed her. I watched carefully as the boss walked. I studied his face closely and almost felt too impatient and wanted to ask him if the woman survived or whatever it is that must have happened to her. I kept calm and didn't ask. I'll find out myself when I get out of here anyway. The ice filling ended in three days; I shivered but never cried. I almost spat on Ganjui when he came to let me go.

When I got home and entered my apartment, the dwarf was there; it looked at me with what I would like to categorize as a surprised look and was slowly walking away. I hurriedly screamed after it to stop. It turned around and said, "I'll be back," it said. I let out a frustrated scream and wanted to kick something when my pains kicked me instead. I can't believe none of my shows or programs were canceled. I am supposed to continue my daily routine like nothing happened to me. I called Ganjui to check if Avila is dead before I know what to do next. I sat painfully and went through my schedule that was sent to me earlier. After my shower I applied heavy makeup to cover my wounds. After I was sure everything was good, I headed to my location.

Mr. Sean Avile is a punctual man, I must give him that; he always arrives at every location before me. I sat quietly and listened to all the instructions for the day's shoot. It honestly sounded like a whole movie. We did a mountain take; the weather there was chilly, I was turning purple, and I had to fall at some point. I quickly tried to return to camp after the shoot; Sean followed and kept asking if I was okay. I didn't know what to say, but he was getting on my damn nerves. I hurriedly entered my tent, but he entered along with me. I'll scream bloody rapist if you don't get out, I told him. I honestly just wanted him out of my business; he isn't the one who's always lonely, doing a lot of nasty stuff to survive in this world. I did not even for a second want to be pitied. I don't know how long I stood there crying, but I was knocked down to my senses when his cold lips touched mine. It started slowly, like he was drawing memories with his lips before it got harder and harsher, like he was reprimanding or angry about something. I was following his lip movements before I remembered what I was doing and pulled myself back to reality. Get out!! I yelled. I felt stupid, vulnerable, and angry for even allowing him to try not adding the part where I took part in it. What in the world is wrong with me right now??. I lay in bed to clear my head, where I drifted off to sleep. I saw the dwarf and a bird both fighting before the dwarf turned to my dad, and the bed turned into a really large bird and wanted to chop off my dad's head, but I was quick to attack it. I was sweating profusely when I woke from the dream; I couldn't even put any puzzle together because I was completely lost... argh.