That apple, Why did you come to me?

When I leave you, I am free from the pain of false images. I expressed this feeling like this: 'When Jesus comes down from the cross, he will either ask God for a vacation or God will send him. So Jesus will leave the earth and sit at the right hand of God and come to judge the living and the dead? It's funny.

I'm not sick of you, I'm sick of stupid stupid stupid. so I decided to stay away for a while. You died in their pranks and died in my heart. After she dies, will my love become yours? Is there life in dead love? So now they are holding her and threatening her, telling her to listen to them. They are telling her to feed her love like a bird.

A letter to you

Romans 7:14 For we know that the law is spiritual; but I am carnal, sold under sin.(~Reference up to 25) Romans 8:1 Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the spirit. 8:2 because the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has set you free from the law of sin and death. 

It seems like the end has come. Even if people laugh and gossip, I have to do my part alone. Your part ends here. I have explained to you many times why I came to you. I always said to be faithful to the present. However, we have been swept away by the past and the future and have forgotten ourselves. I wrote Romans. We are all sinners, but we all live again in Jesus. I want you to be free from your promise that is causing you pain. 

I responded to the love play that made me a fool with the freedom of separation. Everything is a lie. They are testing my patience. They are forcing me to show the end of my humanity. They drive me to the point where I want to kill my loved. But when I know the truth, I regret it. So I return to you. I want to meet the person I love, not the person who died in the water. 

Luke 4:18 The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor. He hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives and recovering sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised ; 4:19 to proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord. Even today, the day I write this, I realize again the will of the One who sent me.

Luke 4:24 And he said, Verily I say unto you, No prophet is accepted in his own country. Luke 4:25 But I tell you of a truth, many widows were in Israel in the days of Elias, when the heaven was shut up three years and six months, when great famine was throughout all the land; Luke 4:26 But unto none of them was Elias sent, save unto Sarepta, a city of Sidon, unto a woman that was a widow. Luke 4:27 And many lepers were in Israel in the time of Eliseus the prophet; and none of them was cleansed, saving Naaman the Syrian.

I am re-creating the story of you and me, our story, by looking at the diary I wrote. In fact, you are living with me now. We are just beginning. I knew where I had to go. There were times when I was away from you, but I could feel where I had to go to be with you. but I didn't know what kind of pain would happen to me. The vague times became clear when you and I were together.